still aching from X-country yesterday.
but all the pain's worth the while being able to do the class proud by being top 15!
didn't manage to win the class awards but it was alright.
because 4C has been a great class, ............ uh no.
the best class i've been in.
seriously, from the times of being the noisest pure sciences class,
to the sec 3 teambuilding camp, to the class jokes,
to the adam khoo bag day - week, to the minor details of cheering on every classmate during school events, to the one-big-clique 4C sentosa outing,
to the class photo-taking, to teacher's day,
to everything we've been through.
we've had so much wonderful memories to reminiscence upon.
and much more awesome memories to create. (:
i've never been in such a bonded class before.
even though we've been received so much complaints from teachers that we were way too noisy than a standard 4C would be,
i believe that we've touched each and everyone of our teachers' hearts this teacher's day.
so it gets a little ... sad when each day brushes us by, because it represents that all of this would be gone, ... instantly.



in a blink of an eye.
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MTP on thursday.
to be honest, it felt really weird when i saw the words,
"Holistic Report Card, Overall Results for 2009."
4 years in dunman has been really a ... breeze.
i can't imagine that i'm already 16, believe it or not.
it seems like yesterday that i was only 13 ...................................
when i closed my eyes, i see scenes flashing back in time.
sec 1 orientation camps, npcc, guitar, council, ltc, 1C, 2D, 3C, 4C, studies, conflicts, cherished friendships, lost friendships.
i've grown out of the immature and irrational girl that i was in sec 1.
one who was a complain queen, keep on complaining!! hahaha. :P
glad that i didn't opt out of dunman for CCHM.
the dunman experience had been a really, enjoyable one. (:

okay, talking about results.
improved on the whole, but i really need to work really much more harder if i want my distinctions.
i feel really touched how dunman teachers are putting in so much for us to do well.
shall touch on that another time when i can.
"the one who persevered the most will win the race."
something that's pushing me on, strongly.









i know it's really so inappropriate to be thinking about it now but i've been doing it subconsciously.
still pondering over it after so long.
the feeling that keeps lingering within my soul.
it's difficult to really get things to meet eye to eye at times.
when your rational mind tells you that you've made the right choice,
yet your indecisive heart tells you that you've made the wrong decision.
hmmmmmm.

♥Saturday, September 05, 2009