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31 October 2006

ok, i shall blog what have i done for three LLOOOONNNGGGGGGG days. lol.

29th october 2006
went to church. after took mrt and went to harbourfront. into vivo city i go, and i ate lunch there. toilets was like chao ji big. 18 toilet cubicles. 18 mirrors. 14 washing basins. WOW. then setted off for cable cars. HAHAHA. yup, you guessed it! i went to S-E-N-T-O-S-A!! :) so when i took the cable car, i felt so scared when i looked down. sure scared me. haha. after reaching there, ate calipop ice cream. $2.20 so expensive like SIAO. then went to siloso beach and played for the entire day. quite fun. and funny. then at night taking the cable car back, the sight was beautiful. CHAO JI BEAUTIFUL lah. :D :D :D

30th october 2006
went for boring maths lesson today, yes boring maths. i didnt understand a single thing at all lah please? i see like huh? and think of what i should do. so i didnt want to waste paper.s so i wrote on my hand lah. then roslin started writing on my hand since i said anything. write until the entire hand sey. right hand. yuqi go and write on my hand. TSK TSK. so two hands OFFICIALLY DISFIGURED on the 30th of october 2006. much thanks to roslin and yuqi

then, we went for bbt. haha. then we went to xiuwen's house. it was last minute decision luh. :)) went to her house, played game of life, upwords. and played with christy. no not me, the baby christy(i guess this is how her name is spelled?) she kept calling me ''ball ball'' and called roslin ''jie jie'' AHH!!! i ENVY roslin wors. haha. then took bus with roslin. and then i went home.

31st october 2006
i went out with yuqi today. just to spend my day. haha. gave her a surprise. muahaha. then we ate quite a lot :X went to lots and lots of shops. such as OP, new york pizza, popular. there was this rudy old lady which led us dumbfounded. aiyo. hate that old lady, anyhow accuse people de. then we ate tako pachi. ;D after, we walked around for a while. before taking bus 3 to yuki's house. spent the rest of the time reading magazines and eating and drinking. haha. i also had an icepack on my head due to my nose bleed. -____-ll ok, so my head was like brainfreeze. after, talked for a while. before yuqi went and fetched her sister. i went along too. X)) and then since i was bored, i decided to be more enthu. but yuqi dont like it though. she say that she does not like when i am TOO enthu. i just have to be enthu. that does it. so fetched her sister. i said that i wanted to bring her sister to my home. and she actually agreed. i am like what?! bad sister. TSK TSK. jkjk. haha. yuqi say that if i brought my uniform, she would want me to stay over in her house tonight which means sleepover luh. but i didnt. so i went home.

took bus 18. got off at clearwater. boarded the bus 28. and to my surprise, i saw lynn. she got off the next stop through. went home after.

pls dont bring a pen with you tmr, ros. MUAHAHA. :D

christy.


♥Tuesday, October 31, 2006


28 October 2006

TAGGED BY KEXIN.
WHO WAS THE LAST PERSON THAT
1. Made you smile? roslin/xiuwen/yuqi
2. Saw you cry? joan
3. Went to the movies with you? xiuwen+yuqi+roslin
4. You talked on the phone?yuqi

W O U L D. Y O U. R A T H E R
1. Pierce your nose or tongue? none. haha.
2. Be serious or be funny? be funny. why be serious in life?enjoy it.
3. Drink whole or skim milk? whole milk.
4. Die in a fire or drown? die when i am sleeping.
5. Spend time with your parents or enemies? obviously parents. who would wanna spend time with their enemies?

D O. Y O U. P R E F E R
1. Flowers or candy? flowers. candy=fat
2. Gray or black? black. nicer.
3. Color or Black and white photos?. color photos. :))
4. Lust or love? love
5. Sunrise or sunset? sunrise. more unforgettable.
6. M&Ms or Skittles? skittles. more delicious.
7.Staying up late or waking up early? staying up late

A N S W E R. T R U T H F U L L Y
1. Do you like anyone? yes
2. Ever recorded a sexual act on video? NO. -____-ll
3. Have you taken a picture naked? NO. i am NOT CRAZY OK?
4. Do you fall for the wrong guy or girl? ???

D O. Y O U. P R E F E R..
1. Sun or moon? sun.
2. Snickers or ? huh?
3. Left or right? anything.
4. 10 acquaintances or having two best friends? 2 best friends.
5. Sunny or rainy? sunny.
6. Vanilla ice cream or chocolate ice-cream? chocolate

A B O U T. Y O U!
1. What time is it? 9.40pm
2. Name? Christy Lim Shin Pei
3. Nickname(s): superwoman, bu shi ren, woman, nv ren. zzzzzzz...

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anyone~ :))


♥Saturday, October 28, 2006



ok, i better post today. haha.

yesterday i spent my time with my dearest roslin and xiuwen. hehe. went to xiuwen's house luh. to enjoy ourselves there. :)) before that, we went to white sands to eat and xiuwen bought 2 maple cards @ $21. just for changing hair.. -___-ll took bus 358 which took a long time than 17. went to SPC to buy ice-cream. me and roslin ate rainbow flavour. while xiuwen ate hip-hop jelly!! ^^ ice cream ROCKS >.<

went to xiuwen's house. which xiuwen went to asiasoft passport website. she forgot her password then her security pin wrong. she nearly kena suspended sia. then instead roslin signed in on hers. and decided to top it up and then use her account and send xiuwen gift. in the end, roslin got fame. :D roslin happy lehs. xiuwen was a bit zzz.. when roslin said her turtle sux. lol.

she spent on kerning city hair salon coupon for like 12 000 a-cash=$12. aiyo. then she choose the miru style one. the hair that is tied up and goes one side. xiuwen wanted to change her hair as it looks so ugly. haha. actually quite cute. now it looks better. she wanted the black one. but me and roslin think that the brown one is better. haha.

then left 8500 a-cash{500 a-cash is roslin's} then xiuwen took such a long time just to pick what clothes she wants. i nearly wanted to die out of boredom. luckily i never died. if not, i will haunt xiuwen.. MUAHAHA. really, you cant imagine how sian was i.

after that, left with 2500 a-cash.the 2000 a-cash xiuwen give roslin. good lehs. so she spent 1500 a-cash on this coupon where rare items/lousy items can be found. then she got this armor for warrior? can only sell for 8000 mesos and then she freaked out. haha. the rest of it spent on this heart shape tatooed on her face. CUTE SEY!

then we played GAME OF LIFE. MUAHAHA. and btw, i am NOT jealous that xiuwen has a lot of children ok? she er sun man tang i also dont care. well, i guess that xiuwen is JEALOUS of my money can? +roslin de also. zzz. i am not jealous of her ok? TSK TSK. call me a practical person, it's ok. we played three games. but xiuwen did not win lah. only in children NIA. haha. indeed, game of life is much more interesting than monopoly. FUN ok?

then rushed home for goong. but quite late liao. and my sisters ate my DINNER!!! T.T ARGH. unttil i have to eat instant noodles. i so sick of it lor. ate quite a few days liao. SIAN.o.O

today just went for guitar. STRESSSSS... yup yup. then after went for bbt. went home. ate lunch. then played computer for a while. slept quite a few hours. cause' noone home mah.

dont know why but my neck pain. now my right hand is numb. oh crap.

i hate streaming..

christy.


♥Saturday, October 28, 2006


26 October 2006

24th october 2006
never did anything except for packing all the stuff in my room.

25th october 2006
nothing really much. just some talks and some performances.

in the evening i went for the concert. well. i dont understand how to appreciate music ok? nearly slept there. maybe i find it boring :X some people just dont have interest in this kind of music and i am one of them. haha. on the way to vch, it wa raining. haha. we got quite wet. first time to vch. *EXCITED* well, actually vch is small sey. :X haha.went home quite late though. about 11++

26th october 2006
perhaps today was the day i supposed to cry. well, i was quite anxious to receive my result slip. at the same time, i hoped that the result slip is lost. i dont know why i feel this way. today morning, looking at the board. filled with 1C'06 saying''i will miss 1C'06. 1C'06 rawks!'' and more. well i looked at the board helplessly. i just feel that sadness and weakness in me. i will miss 1C'06 de. :((

then the boys go and do something that made me so angry. and a person who actually shouted''YAY'' made me so pissed off. it's so disheartening to know that some people from 1C'06 will die to be streamed. it sucks so badly can? plus at a time when i was so sad, she go and shout''yay?'' ARGH. you know who you are. all these people have no appreciation that we were a CLASS, ONCE. and it's such a one in a million opportunity to be in one school, one class. i cant believe these people dont even understand and appreciate this fact.

after recess, we had to clear up the classroom. make it look like the first day we came to school. really saddening. the first day we came to school. mrs lim was so strict. the class was so empty. nearly all doors were close. tables and chairs neatly arranged. now it's back to a square one. all of a sudden, i felt the class was so empty. just like before. :) really hope that i can rewind time and spend this year again with 1C'06.

mrs lim came in. handed out the result slip. as she called people, nearing my turn to take it, i felt so dead. X_X finally she called my name. went up, took it. WISHED for the best. and looked at it. class position improved. :) but the level position was a total failure. sigh* if they are going to stream according to level position, i am going to a D class. lynn and edwina go A class. xiuwen,roslin and yuqi going to C class. i am going to a D class. i am so happyUTTERLY DISAPPOINTED. my heart aches, knowing that i am going to a D class, without any of my closest friends.

received also our physical fitness test slip. got 29/30 gold. but so what? this cannot change the fact that i am going to a different class with my bestest buddies. :(( heart ache. heart break. heart dead.

after school, bbt and food. went home after. today's the last day of school. but i dont feel happy at all. sigh*

heart ache. heart break. heart dead.

christy.


♥Thursday, October 26, 2006


23 October 2006

today was fun~

in the morning, i took bus 28 with roslin to go to school to hand in the form. for the overseas trip. well, everyone in 1C can go for it. for NPCC. except edwina. actually me and hilary hoped that she can go, so that we can save money on facial products. MUAHAHA. lol.

well, everyone was in school uniform except me. aiya, so extra. i heard that cannot go in to the school without school uniform. but i go in before with home clothes what. -__- well, me, roslin, ridzuan and hilary met up to hand in together. and of course, some people that we didn't want her to go must go. and the one that we want her to go dont want to go. so disappointing. but then i feel that some people is like so what lor. trying to act like one part of us when she is not even in 1C lah. :/

well, after, we left for tm. me, roslin and xiuwen. ok, before that, we went for brunch. lunch+breakfast. :) ate cheese waffle+mashed potato+green apple snowshake with jelly. then after we walked back to the bus stop and waited for the bus.

we waited not so long. then the bus 28 came. yippee. then on the bus coincidencely, we saw yuqi and her mother. it seems that yuqi had to fix her specs today. then she got off a stop after dunman.

then we went to buy the movie tickets for death note. while on the escalator, lynn called. and then after quite a while, we saw her at long johns with her choir mates. we then went to buy. we bought 4 tickets. 3.10pm show. the last ticket we buy for yuki. her mother last minute agree. :)

we walked around for about 1 hour. before meeting up with yuqi and her mum. and AGAIN yuqi kena lied by her mum and me. HAHA. my work. :D well, then we walked around. chit chat. buy some stuff for the movie. before going for the movie.

and some people were damn annoying ok? idiotic people. i hate them. keep saying my name. so bo-liao. ARGH. forget it. then we went in for the movie.

the death note was great. i dont mind wasting money again to watch it again. :)) there's one coming up in november. i wanna watch!! can? hehe.

took neo-prints. haha. before we went to yuki's house to fold paper cranes. i brought home quite a number of paper.must finish by wednesday somemore. feel like fainting now. X_X

haha.

i love you all!! <3

christy.


♥Monday, October 23, 2006


22 October 2006

yesterday night was funny. laugh until no more air to breathe. just becuase of some skin problems and some jokes and some stuff. lol. haha. well. so i slept quite late last night.

morning
woke up at about 7 in the morning. earliest ever during the weekend. to watch a tv show. then all of a sudden, hilary called. so rare. i thought she love to sleep so much. then we talked about the overseas trip. she can go! YIPPEE! so now me, roslin,ridzuan and hilary can go for the overseas trip. now just left with chun luan.

then ate, bathe. set off for church. church was funny today but also quite obseen. well. lol. about the brain cannot function properly. well. overall quite good so far.

went to tampines mall where me and my sister ate at long johns. and she kept grabbing my food and tricked me and say''hey look over there'' then i look she ate part of my chicken. :( then she went'' OMG OMG something bad happened over there'' i look then she drink my milo freeze. :(( then she say''hey my friend over there'' i look she take my fries! WAHHHH!! my foos and drink. she ordered salsa cheese fries+ice lemon tea. then she say i dont like.. zzz..

we walked out. clara rang the bell. so soft. then after like three seconds then the people went''THANK YOU! PLS COME AGAIN'' i was like''WOW. so soft. still can hear'' *CLAP HANDS*

as we were walking, clara looked into the restaurant and so i looked. then she wanted to drink my milo freeze. but her attempt this time was unsuccessful. MUAHAHA.

we went to century square before tampines mall. walked around before meeting my mum at isetan. my sister actually bought a mini toy machine @ $29.90. CHAO EXPENSIVE SIA.

took a taxi home which gave us a detour. -_____-

i can't wait. OVERSEAS TRIPS ARE FUN!! <3

christy.


♥Sunday, October 22, 2006


21 October 2006

here's the post i wanted to post yesterday.

20th october 2006
yesterday wasn't much of fun. pretty more of boring. we spent our time nearly all in the hall. we folded paper cranes. everyone in 1C was great. they know how to fold paper cranes in like 15minutes. cool. not that they were slow. it's just that the instructor was slow. not us. lol. as he did not want anyone to be blur-red out.

nearly the entire day. our brains were filled with'' paper cranes, paper cranes, paper cranes!!'' ok. that's quite a headache. lol. well, i am glad that 1C is co-operating very well. all were folding paper cranes, some were checking if the folding was correct, some folded and folded. i am glad that the class is having more team spirit. but sadly, it was a little bit too late. sigh.

after all the paper had been used up, there were lots of paper cranes. it filled nearly the entire locker! cool!! it's like a lot lah. here's the people i would like to thank especially.

amelia&roseanna; thanks for contributing so much of paper cranes. you guys were great.
ridzuan;thanks for providing your bag as a temporary home for the paper cranes. much thanks.
roslin;thanks for folding though you dont really like folding.much appreciation!!! :D
xiuwen;i am happy for you that your paper crane got ''shen cai'' lol.
lynn;thanks for folding so much and understanding my horrible language of instructions. haha.
yuqi;thanks for accompanying me around and helping us 1C people to get more paper.
hilary;thanks for getting a lot of paper. though yuqi had to help later on. lol.
siti&hazirah&faisyah&atiqah;thanks for folding a lot in a super fast speed... :)
mark&fadzli;thanks for letting me waste my energy to repeat to you all how to fold a paper crane. again and again.
chun luan;thanks for helping me say EXCUSE ME EXCUSE ME. and make the both of us seem that we were from the lunatic hospital. LOL.
cherie&li lian&susanti&sheri&ei huan&caryn&ruzana&nisya&nadirah&edwina&lay hong&han yun&wan yi&jing yong&pang wen&hao qian&wei jin&eugene chin&eugene ng&xin min&danica&zai yong&warren&ying lei;thanks for folding.

MEMBERS OF 1C-IANS!!

ok, let me continue. after school, stayed back and eat. then go bookshop. auntie not there. the boy so soft. TSK TSK. roslin ask then the boy reply very soft. we cant hear. then i went to ask again and realised that he was tryng to say. wait for auntie to come back. -_____-

then went to 7-eleven to accompany chun luan buy 1.5 litre water. then after roslin asked her either to buy aqua water or ice mountain. chun luan chose aqua water because it's cheaper by 20cents!! hehe. i asked roslin how she know it is not distillated water but fresh water. then she say:''there. the bottle got say what''. then i was like''omg. i am so stupid.'' chun luan laughed over it. roslin is smart.

roslin went to buy dunman socks. when we went back to school. auntie was back. so she bought. and we made our way up to class. went to change. into PT attire. then went back to class.

seeing the amount of paper cranes that 1C has made, all of a sudden, i feel so proud of 1C. made me very happy. then hilary said that aclasses took much more paper than we did and ours was just 1/4 of theirs. i then felt as if that someone has poured cold water on me. T.T we talked in class before proceeding down for NPCC.

instead of 2.15pm, it was at 2.30pm. X_X so we used this period of time to TALK, TALK, TALK! most of sec. 1s did not come. only 7 girls+5boys. little. fall in. then after taking attendance, we spilt into groups. hilary+roslin+ridzuan;group 3.chun luan+me;group 2. edwina;group 1. but in the end, because of some reasons, edwina became group 3. while hilary+roslin+ridzuan bacame group 1.

well, we started revising on campcraft. i nearly forgot everything. all ncos were males. so only got me+chunluan 2 girls. so unlucky. then in the end each nco had to sit in between cadets. so me and chun luan was spiltted up. a malay male nco sitting between us. nco kim liong beside me. then dont know when, nco kenji was sitting beside me. scare me like siao. i did a knot and then asked nco kenji if it was correct. as he forgot nearly everything, he was like''WHOA!! PRO!!'' i looked at chun luan with the -___-lll expression. then doing another knot, i asked him again. he said''i hate to say this. but i cannot resist such strength.'' i then again looked at chun luan and gave a very very -___-lll look.

i think i better write it down here before i forget again.
thumb knot:a stopper knot.
figure of eight:hold the rope on one end?
bowline:tie the top of the tentand the bottom, i guess?
reef knot:to tie ropes of same thickness/length?
fireman knot:to lift a casualty down from high grounds to low grounds.
ship sank:to shorten the rope.
clove hitch:???
sheetbang:???
fisherman knot:???

as we were then doing the firemans knot, the other group said the purpose of the fireman knot. then the nco in our group also then said:to lift a casualty down from high grounds to low grounds. then i laughed lor. then nco kim liong asked me why i laugh for what.

he then asked if it was funny.
i was like''no.''
then he said:what's the purpose of this knot.?
i:to life a casualty down from high grounds to low grounds
then he had nothing to say.

well.. i was chao angry with what the look he gave me. i cannot laugh meh?? i got pay attention de hor. he made me feel as if that i never listened at all. DIAO HIM LAH. what the lor.

we had a mini competition. which i think was chao boring. then we had to do pumpings as we were slow and speaked softly. sigh* then soon we had a debrief before being released to go home.

on the bus, we had a great time. but two annoying BOYS were irritating us.

can't wait to go overseas together with roslin+chun luan+hilary+ridzuan!!

21st october 2006
remember that i said i was post my results this weekend. here you go but chao ji lan!
english:64
maths:61
hmt:64
science:57
geograhpy:44and a half
history:not so sure yet.
literature:37/50
D&T+homec:A2 or A1?
visual arts:B3

results sucks. but from now onwards, i am free of exams till 2007! cools. but now i am worried about the decision that mrs. neo's making. sigh* SIGH* SIGH*

i hope that 1C will stay together as a class. PLS. i pray, i wish.

sorry if you slept because of this long boring post.

christy.


♥Saturday, October 21, 2006


19 October 2006

hmm.. i shall blog today bah. i think i better update before people come telling me to update. lol.

today morning there was a chinese opera. it was ok luh. i am glad i did not fall asleep. last part was quite funny luh. lol.

then there was this lame games we played. quite boring and old to me. nothing much. learn a lot of new stuff. i guess. well, there was not an inter class cheering competition though. like -____-ll

recess. short through.

went back class. folded some paper cranes before playing games. had one period of lesson before going home.

went home.

well, now i am just worried about which class i am going next year. hope mrs neo makes the right decision.

christy.


♥Thursday, October 19, 2006


18 October 2006

i just saw this scene from my mum and her friends.

well, they were talking about old times, eating pizza, drinking soft drinks and actually concerning each other. it's like so warm. i can feel it.

maybe i am thinking too far ahead. but i cannot stop it. if you still want to blame me, pls blame my brain, not me. THANKS. ;) i am just thinking if me and my close friends will still be so close so much more years later. perhaps 20 years. not that i am thinking too far. but it's just that you only can see near. you all may say ''yi hou zai shuo'' but i still think. and think. and think. pls blame my imagination if you think otherwise. dont blame me.

i just hope that i will still be in touch with my friends. even if i go overseas to study one day. REALLY. whether through email or friendster or handphone. just hope that i will still be with them.

and you know what? i have been thinking a lot. and i finally can choose what i wanna be when i grow up.
-psychologist[perhaps i will take up psychology in futureX))]
-athlete[if they accept my fat figure. o.O]
-police[if i am brave enough]
-a person who helps people to make them sleep[i hope i can]

and i guess more consideration has to be made. but currently it's from top to bottom. i would want to be a psychologist if i can control my feelings/temper. lol.

christy.


♥Wednesday, October 18, 2006



ok, ok. i guess i will blog today. if not, more zzz.. is going to come out from xiuwen. LOL. hehe. i guess i will summarize since it is three days. :P

16th october 2006
ok, i forgot what i did on this day. just that results are si bei lousy.REALLY, i am serious. i will post it during the weekend. till everything is confirmed. i just hope to be with most of the 1C-ians next year. PLS. i wish, i hope. i am willing to give up 5 years of my lifespan for this. PLS, OH PLS. let me be in the same class with them, PLS.

17th october 2006
more results. like i said, i will post during the weekends. they are HORRIBLE, TRUST me. serious. X_X ok, then we finish up the final touches in the restaurants. i think our class was the best on this day. we prepared a lot of props and so on. lots of decoration. great arrangement of tables. wonderful music. nice ambience. so i changed into my waitress's uniform. and got ready outside. so we redo our serving way or whatever. then we practiced until a teacher actually wanted to take a photo/video of us. i was like WHOA. ok. -___- haha. so we waited quite long. before guests came.

well, overall, it was tiring but successful. ok, we were great. GOOD JOB, 1C!!!! i am so proud of my own class. :/

18th october 2006
more papers. lalala. CHAO JI HORRIBLE well, finally, free of IPW. ALL DONE! :) played, ate, drank, stand, sat, blah blah. i wonder if we can bring you know those big big games. cause' i really CHAO sian. but then again, i dont know if i should bring.

rest of the sec. 1 classes did their IPW. looks nice overall. great job for them.

stayed back to help yuqi. hilary also. :D well, i had no more money so yuqi borrowed me money to eat chicken noodles. at least i am full MUAHAHA~ thanks to yuki again. X))

went for interact, through i am not one. hehe. the person taught us how to do paper cranes. he fold different way. so i learn another way. YIPPEE. i am glad. ;) but a bit boring though. lol. hilary left a bit early. cause' she had to go home. so bye to hilary~ actually this was a paper crane project or something. it's going to be held on friday. from 8 to 9am. why must they choose this time,I WANT P.E!!! then they want the interactors. to actually teach the whole of dunman sec.(from sec. 1 to3) HOW TO FOLD PAPER CRANES. they have to fold 820,000 paper cranes by the end of february'07 . so much. one hour each class has to do 1,000 paper cranes. divide by 40. which is to say. each student has to do 25 paper cranes in an hour?! OMG. 10 steps to fold a paper crane. GOOD LUCK TO ALL PUPILS. ;D

me and hilary signed up to become volunteers. to help the others. :)and the others in interact club.+amelia i guess. YIPPEE. 1,000 paper cranes. PER class. so we will have a total of about 30,000 paper cranes at the end of the day. that is like WOW.

took bus home with yuqi. went home and saw two friends of clara's. in my house.

pls remember to bring your P.E tmr for inter class cheering competition!!! 1C JIAYOU, and try to WIN!! :D LOL.

christy.


♥Wednesday, October 18, 2006


15 October 2006

i have finally realised that clara and i are worlds apart. through we are sisters.

like:
i am more of an extrovert. she is more of an introvert.
she is straightforward but i am not.
she expresses her feelings immediately but i hesitate if i should let it out.
i break down easily but she does not.
she acts before she think. i think before i act.
i put myself in others shoes but she does not.
she is popular but i am not so popular.
she is humourous but i am not.
she is shy but i am not so shy.
she puts family in first place. i put friendship in first place.
she prefers staying at home. i prefer going out.
i am more outgoing but she is not so outgoing.
she loves to save while i am a spendthrift.
she is straight to the point while i beat around the bush.

i have realised that i have to understand her even more. i wonder if she understands me.


♥Sunday, October 15, 2006



well, some people may be worried about tomorrow's results.

i am not worried over that through.

i am more worried about how far apart 1C'06 would be next year.

the better ones go to a better class.
average ones goes to an average class.
the not-so-good ones go to a not-so-good class.

i wonder if 1C'06 will still be together again.

i wish, i hope , i pray.


♥Sunday, October 15, 2006



today is quite a happy day.

morning.
went to church. the same old line.yawned about over 10 times. OPPS. :X then i was in charge for taking attendance+counting the offerings. hehe. so we sang, prayed, read the bible, listen to people giving speechs.. after, we had lessons. then i had to count. so this was the amount of pupils:22. and teachers:5. in total offerings is:$83.35. WOW. a lot. O.o

then there was this older brother, being in charge of the camp. he explained lah. but then i think no use. sian. i dont wanna go. but then the person who forced me to go said:this is a rare opportunity to go.i think is yes, to let me experience how it feels like to be seperated from my dearest friends and family. 3D2N. then i told her that i lost the form. :) so she said she giving me next week. GOOD. i really dont wanna go. i would rather fall sick for 3D2N than go for that camp which i dont even know a single heck of people.

afternoon.
went to tm. while waiting for my family at the mrt, coincidencely, i met yuqi, her sister+her mum. so they went to the food court. and i went along with them. they eat, i watch. lol. yuqi could not grab up the vegetable with her chopsticks?! LOL. she pick up, then it drop, then she eat empty chopsticks. HAHAHA.

after that, we went to tm. walking around. then we went to 4th floor. show HIGH SCHOOL MUSICAL VCD. @ $11.90 ONLY. i want to buy. then both my sisters came. we planned to buy todayat first. but due to some calculating problems, we decided to buy next week. WHOO HU. :D i can't wait.

then played e-zone. with my sister. played bish bash champ. managed to finish all stages. YIPPEE. then after, walked around again.

after, my sister wanted to take neo-print. we went to century square to try the 'crash' neo-print. i heard from clara that it was quite funny. LOL. so we went. and take. $10. but still i think it is worth it.

i paid $6, clara pay $2, youngest pay $2. i asked yuqi and her sister to take with us too. but then yuqi was sms-ing. making me feel a bit angry. but then, who cares? HAHA. so funny moments like sitting on the moon, on a swing, on a bench, on the stars and even on the RAINBOW!!!!!! so fun. clara was funny. we 4 sit on the swing she no space. so she hoel my hand and pretended that she was falling off. and it really looks so damn real. HAHA. next time, i wanna take this machine AGAIN!

we decorated it quite beautifully. i am pleased with today's neo-print. before we rushed to the taxi-stand as my mum asked us to go home.

that's the end of the day.

going for a BBQ later. excited, i guess.

christy.


♥Sunday, October 15, 2006


14 October 2006

today i thought i would be staring at the computer for the whole day.

but i was wrong. :)

this was what happened:[all in sms]
cybelle:christy jie, can you come to the park, pretty please?
me:now? who is going?
cybelle:yes now. me, my friend, ivan and maybe russell coming to the park.
{i hesitated as i didnt want to see some people.}
me:ummmm.......... ok then i will go to the park.
cybelle:yay! muacks.. THANK YOU!
{i was like -____-ll}

as i was walking to the park..
cybelle:russell is not coming to the park anymore.
me:-___- tell me for what.
cybelle:che
me:chey. lol. dots.
cybelle:is che not chey.
me:i want to say chey leh. what can you do? too bad lah.
cybelle:DOTS.

when i went to the park:[due to the haze, it looks blur]
me:the park seems isolated?!
cybelle:because i am not there
{what does that got to do with you? -__-ll}
me:uhhh.. right.

so after she and her friend, michelle. came to the park. we played ice and water. which was CHAO JI super boring. with her sister[czeinwen] being the catcher.she loves to catch cybelle all the time. thus, making us bored.

and then as i was playing, i was sms-ing. imagine. running till everything is very blur+sms-ing+holding handphone+keys. imagine.. OMG. that was like WOW. MUAHAHA. cybelle thought i was talking to a boy{she claimed it as my boyfriend} actually i am talking to clara.

after.. we played pepsi cola 123. it's like kicking instead ofstepping. like huh?so i kena kicked out lah. diao.

ok, then ivan came. and we played ice and water. so ivan kena sabo-ed by cybelle and so ivan chased after cybelle first. and she was screaming all the way which made me LOL. you see the speed he is going. my mouth was opened BIG BIG. FAST LIKE HELL. well, then after he caught michelle before me. yup, he is fast, finishing the game in less than 3 minutes. then after, cybelle said:christy is next. i was like WHAT?! she said:from oldest to youngest mah. i was like:you said it.i told cybelle: I HAVE NO STAMINA,NO SPEED.

and then so i caught her and she was screaming again. HAHAHA. caught her, before i tried to catch michelle. she was like WTH WTH all the way. i was like HAHAHA. the faster she ran, the faster i go! MUAHAHA~ so i caught her. before i catch ivan. i took about 5 minutes. but still i am proud of myself.

after, i saw cybelle's slipper and accidentally stepped on it. i saw that she was not looking . so i purposely stepped on her slipper continuously.. then after that she was like:christy, i saw stepped on my slipper purposely.. me: WHERE GOT? haha. very fun. i stepped on her slipper ON PURPOSE. who ask she make me the catcher.

then michelle. well, she caught us in 10 minutes. LOL.

cybelle's turn. through she did not finish. and so.. she lose. :P too bad for her. after, we went home. and it was like 8+ already?!

now i am awaiting my dinner from clara.she said she bought mac chicken 'o' burger for me. ok, i am hungry already.

my whole self is sweating right now. so sweaty. really fun day. GREATEST THANKS TO CYBELLE. :)

christy.


♥Saturday, October 14, 2006



1 day of IPW.[17/10/06]

the last ever.. ever.. class activity together...

for 1C'06~

1C! let's make this class activity an unforgettable and exciting day alright?

keep up the good work~

and jiayou.


♥Saturday, October 14, 2006



i wonder.

how fast has time past.
i have realised seperation of 1C'06
was really unbearable.

i hoped that time would turn back...
to the first day 1C'06 met. [27/12/05]

how happy..
how sad..
how angry..
how silly..
how funny..
how united..
how crazy..
.................we were.

SUDDENLY
it just dawned on me..

how much more 1C'06 have times together...

8days of bonding.
7days of enjoyment.
6days of fun.
5days of laughs
4days of screams.
3days of pain.
2days of cries.
1day before 1C'06 is gone.

FOREVER AND EVER~


♥Saturday, October 14, 2006



i feel so disappointed with my sister.

you dont have to know why.

and i never expected more.
i never expected much.
i just hope that.
you will understand me.
but i am wrong.
you will never know that i am talking about you.

christy.


♥Saturday, October 14, 2006



since i am bored, i will do the quiz~

from roslin. :)
1. Are you single, taken or crushing?
single~
2. Are you happy with your life now?
yup. :D
3. When you meet the right person, do you fall in love with him fast?
yes.
4. Have you ever had your heartbroken ?
............
5. Do you believe there are some circumstances where cheating love is acceptable?
NO.
6. Would you take someone back if he cheats on you?
if i still love him, YES i will.
7. Have you talked about marriage with another before?
nope.
8. Do you want children?
dont know.
9. How many?
-___-
10. Would you consider adoption?
perhaps.
11. If someone likes you right now, what do you think is the best way to let you know his feelings?
tell me personally.
12. Do you enjoy getting in relationship?
if both parties love each other.
13. Be honest, what is the furthest you and your ex did?
o.O
14. Do you believe in love at first sight ?
yes
15. Are you romantic?
i hope?
16. Do you believe you can change someone?
i guess.
17. If you could married to somewhere, where would it be ?
the place we first met.
18. Have you ever broken a heart?
i am not sure.
19. If one day your best friend falls in love with the guy you deeply in love with, what would you do?
give him up.
20. Are you missing somebody now?
what do you think? :/

Finally you're done :D Now you have to ask 5 of your friends to do this survey in their blogs. Write down their names in the list below. Tag them in their blog to let them know
anyone~


♥Saturday, October 14, 2006


13 October 2006

11th oct. 2006
done with science. through i know that i will not do well. but oh well... had breakfast with roslin, xiuwen and yuqi. then after that horrible paper, i had lunch with roslin, yuqi, edwina+chun luan. xiuwen shortly joined us. and then after, we went taking bus 28 before me, xiuwen, roslin, yuqi and edwina alighted at edwina's stop. hehe. all of us except edwina played at the playground. it was fun fun fun.. we played pepsi cola 123, ice and water and scissor paper stone. all lame games but we had fun! :) from 1+ to 5+. then we went to edwina's house for water and toilet. we got a bit lost with edwina's house through. but through about 10 minutes, we found edwina's house. :D soon about 6+ we left the house and went home. i am really glad that it was a fun day.

12th oct. 2006
departments had meetings at tampines mall. me and roslin took bus 168. then when we reached there de popular, then it's like there are like over 20 people there lah[boys and girls] then i was OMG. it looks as if that both of us were late and they were waiting for us. so paiseh o'.'o so then we went to do the shopping at popular[banquet and services] we searched for the cheapest items. it seems as if that we were competing to see who uses the least money and have the best deals. LOL. in the end, we bought: -ribbons, cloth[for the boys], plastic nametags, safety pins and coloured clips. greatest thanks to RIDZUAN, SITI, NISYA, ROSLIN and WAN YI. thanks for the help and support to the group!!! and also thanks to FAISYAH and XINMIN for showing us where to find the cheapest coloured clips. :) well, we spent a total of $11.60. we are left with $ 3.40. great change-given to the kitchen. we want the BEST for it. ;D YES YES. ;)

i spent the afternoon very fruitfully. and i enjoyed it very much. thanks.

13th oct. 2006
took bus with ROSLIN. XD yuqi came on the bus. and then we ransackked her bag. MUAHAHA. roslin said it was F-O-C. i agreed so with her. lol. i took keys, nametag, pencil case and tissue. roslin took her crayons, coloured pens and i cannot rmb. lol. we returned her everything except for the keys and the nametag. haha.

so early in the morning, we really had not much stuff to do as siti and ridzuan hasn't arrived. so we slacked for quite a while. hehe. :p when they came, the nametags was done, i guess. it was beautiful and the clips too!! X)) then after, we helped around. before me and roslin had to change into our uniform. others didn't bring. ARGH.

we changed into it. and i think it looks weird. haha.well, then after, we went for lunch break. after, came back and then they had to do the briefing. so i was sacrificed instead of roslin. then hor, roslin good lor. she like sort of laugh at me lor. T.T after that briefing, we can change back!! :)

then we sian-ed all the way till about 4++ before we left. then we went to lynn's house to play her playground. well, we played the same games and marco polo. well, i was the catcher for that round. and boy was it embarrassing. OMG. well, cl+lynn+yuqi had to go home as it was late. me+xw+ros stayed for a while longer before leaving.

took bus 67 and lotsof unlucky things happened. X_X

christy.


♥Friday, October 13, 2006


11 October 2006

tagged by LYNN;my dear.

1. Full name : christy lim shin pei :)
2. Name backwards: iep nihs mil ytsirhc -__-
3. Were you named after someone: dont know. :/
4. Meaning of name: T.T
5. Nickname: superwoman, nv ren[-___-], bu shi ren. dots..
6. Screen name: christy/angeloffate
7. D.O.B: 19th june 1993 :D
8. Place of birth: Singapore,singapore general hospital.
9. Nationality: singaporean. X))
10. Current location: second living room?
11. Star sign: gemini;)
12. Religion: CHRISTIAN
13. Height: 158-159cm
14. Weight: don't bother.
15. Shoe size: size 7 or 8.
16. Hair colour: black, brown, golden?! :O
17. Eye colour: black & dark brown
18. Who do you look like: i look like both my parents mixed together, i guess.
19. Innie or outtie: outtie.
20. Leftie or rightie: right! <3
21. Gay, straight, bi or others: straight.
22.Best friend: yuki, lynn, roslin, xiuwen and joan. :)
23. Best friend you trust most:- all trust! :D
24. Favourite pals: the 4 of them. X))
25. Best friend of opposite sex: ridzuan. :)
26. Best buddies: ABOVE.. lol.
27. Boyfriend or girlfriend: hahahaha. girlfriend. :D
28. Crush: uhhh..
29. Parents: still my parents.
30. Worst enemy: only i know who. :P
31. Favourite online guy: none. dont believe. your choice.
32. Favourite online girl: none.
33. Craziest friend: umm.. i dont really know.
34. Advice friend:-
36. Person you cry with: alone.
37. Any sisters: yep. roslin, xiuwen, lynn, yuki and my two sisters, clara and chelsea.! :D
38. Any brother: no brothers. i am glad. :)
39. Any pets: turtle, terrapin and hamster. ;D
40. Disease: over-dramatic and being too lame!
41. Pagers: who uses that nowadays?
42. Personal phone line: -
43. Cell phone: yup!
45. Pool or hot tub: Pool.
46. A car: not yet.
47. Your personality: dramatic, lame, emo at times.
48. Driving: -
49. Room: bedroom.
50. What's missing: !
51. School: dss.
52. Bed colour: pink with purple. ;)
53. Relationship with parents: average
54. Believe in yourself: DEPENDS.
55. Believe in love at first sight: yes!
56. Good listener: i guess.
57. Get along well with parents: -
58. Save email conversations: nope.
59. Pray: for good results. ;D
60. Believe in reincarnation: nope.
61. Make fun of people: YEAH!
62. Like to talk on the phone: i LOVE the phone. :)
63. Want to get married: not at the moment. X))
64. Like to drive: lol..
65.Motion sickness: ALWAYS!
66. Eat stem of brocolli:no!
67. Eat chicken with fork: yep.
68. Dream in colour: dunno.
69. Type with your finger on home role: -
70. Sleep with stuff animals: yes, and i am childish, i ADMIT. ;d
71. Next to you: -
72. On the walls of your room: glowing stars, hearts and bears. plus encouragement in life. X))
?73. On your mousepad: CLEAN AND GREEN. i am environmentally-FRIENDLY.
74. Dream car: silver.
76. Dream honeymoon spot: HAWAII. or all those countries that i havent thought of.
77. Dream husband or wife: be a kind soul and a christian.
78. Bedtime: depends.
79. Under your bed: dust, paper, pen, pencil, eraser and ruler XD
80. Single most important question: huh?
81. Bad time of a day: when i am angry.
82. Your worst fear: failing my subjects
83. The weather is: cool. for now.
84. Time: 7.51pm
85. Date: 11/10/06
86. Best trick did on someone: -
87. Theme song: -
88. Hardest things about growing up: understanding the cruel world and experiencing life's ups and downs.
89. Funniest experience: bursting out laughing in a haunted house..
90. Scariest experience: being in a car accident.
91. Silliest thing you have ever said to a teacher: telling her thatmy sister has eaten up my workbook during primary 1..
92. Scariest thing while you are with your friends: nothing. i feel safe with my dearest friends.
93. Worst feeling: being betrayyed or backstabbed.
94. Best feeling in the world:when i met them{lynn, roslin, xiuwen and yuki}
95. Choose 10 to do this quiz
aiya. so troublesome. anyone lah.


♥Wednesday, October 11, 2006


10 October 2006

ORH MAN, do you know how it is like to be dead for a few days and noone knows about it? i do. cause' i am dead and rotten. i hate to say this but then i have to. today i just totally FLUNKED my HMT. the zao ju. OMG. nearly every single one is wrong. the teacher is going to laugh at my paper. oh gosh. my face.

today morning is a horrible start. firstly, i did not revise much for maths. secondly, everyone was prepared. thirdly, i didnt know that maths was first. i thought it was HMT. so i slacked in the early morning.

after assembling at the parade ground, we went back to class.. and the first thing that the teacher wrote was mathematics. i was like WTH. i never revise and felt like a piece of pancake. OMG. so two hours of mathematics. lost 16 marks for SURE. and if mistakes make that over 30 marks. which it is to say i can fail. and i've got myself to thank for it.

after recess..

HMT. well, i forgot most what i revised about. so you can also say i am dead luh. AGAIN so i skipped the zao ju as i didnt know anything at all. then the other sections. especially comprehension A. 35 marks. i spent about nearly an hour on that. and didnt really understand but in the end i guess i got it.

next section. 20 marks. uhh.. so much marks. that time was trying to concentrate on the paper when classes next door were making noises and distracting me and the class. the teacher was good enough through to shoo them down so that we can have peace with the paper. but if i get any mistakes for the last part, we know clearly enough who to thank. THOSE classes. they are so ''CONSIDERATE'' to make noises for us and shouting their voices out.

the classes around us are so nosiy. it practically annoys me. can you imagine if one day 1C makes a din while you all are having your exams. you all wont like it too right? but i am sure 1C is considerate enough, i guess. :X excluding 1A-ians as they were still doing the paper with us 1C-ians. well, i hope that they will wake up and realise that they are distracting others in other classes..

well, tmr's finally the last paper. we can come later as we dont have LC or ORAL. well, if you hate us, go ahead. cause' you cant change the fact by hating us. :) and we have to stay back for IPW as mr. lee asked us to. X_X

1 more day to freedom. JIAYOU EVERYONE. last paper le. GIVE it YOUR BEST SHOT.

christy.


♥Tuesday, October 10, 2006


09 October 2006

firstly, todays suck so badly. secondly, today SUCKS really badly. thirdly, today really SUCKS so badly that i could actually PUKE. OMG. help me. i can't believe that i hate today. geography sucks,sucks,sucks. i HATE geography. today is a horrible start......

with the passage of english. i dont really understand at first. i was like HUH?! all the way. then questions all i answer so short. aiyo, die liao. well, looked around, fadzli, eugene chin and ridzuan wrote quite a lot, especially for summary. i wrote the draft, realising that i was left with 10 minutes to wrote the actual one. and the teacher was extra talkative luh, causing me to have mistakes and danica to lose count.

the teacher was damn strict luh. make us sit. lah lah lah. i dont care.

recess, ate, then line up in parade ground.

geography was next, thinking of 2 hours, whoa die. dont know lor. OMG.section A anyhow pick, section B feel like giving up, section C i want to cry as i am dead. section C i dont even know a single question. how do i actually pick 4 questions to answer when i dont even know a single question? sigh* so i spent 15minutes daydreaming. and the rest choing-ing and anyhow do the answers. my answers CHAO SHORT LAH. dont ask me how, what, when, why.

when collecting paper, we were laughing luh. {consisting of me, danica, mark and fadzli} all of sudden teacher say:
teacher:YOU and YOU! stand up.
fadzli stands.
{i was thinking if it was me he asked to be stand.i was about to stand when mark stand. then i was like ok, not me}
mark:hands showing the dont know sign. lol.
teacher:dont show me the innocent look. you all got laugh ok?

and man, what's the problem with the teacher. why cannot laugh? WTH.

then we left and went home..

tmr.. maths and HMT. die liao havent studied at all.. help.

three papers to go everyone. JIAYOU.

christy.


♥Monday, October 09, 2006


08 October 2006

OMG OMG OMG. i still haven't studied my geog yet. i feel like a dead piece of meat man. christy being grilled. help.

i went to church today morning. and all the stuff. blah blah blah blah. then there was this form distributed out to us saying that there was going to be a youth camp this december. ok, i am not really so excited about it. because i am not close to anyone there except for my sister. then fees, i knew it was going to be expensive. $50.00 per person ok? it's like WTH lor. plus i am being forced to go AND my sister dont want to go. i am forced to go. ALONE! can you believe it? 3D2N. how am i suppose to survive man?! i really hope someone will go with me.

after, i was hating the form that i wanted to tore it off. it's like if i want to come, is i willing to come. not you force me to come. get it? it's not that i dont appreciate your thoughts. but then $50.00 per person. big sum of money you know. if it is like $20.00, i will GO. but it's like half a hundred dollars, are you kidding me or what?

then alighting at the interchange, i walked and walked past the magazine stand and i was O-M0-G. the horoscope book[2007]!! it's finally out!!! the picture's ugly through. but still i bought it. YAY YAY YAY!!

we went to tm, like usual. ate at a restaurant. YUMMY! well, cause' today is clara's birthday. but clara had a difficulty choosing the restaurants luh. she dont want sushi, dont want malay, dont want western.. only want chinese.. -___-ll

then after, walked around tm, then went to courts, bought a blender. i was thinking why buy for? because my sister wants. o.O then went home in a cab.

in the taxi, my sister was given a hongbao from my parents. no surprise luh. haha..

at home, soon after, went next door to play audition sea!!!! <3>

after, switched off the computer. learnt something from teacher cherie.<-she wants me to call her that. BU YAO LIAN. LOL.

clara started threwing things down(examples:pencil{i managed to catch it.}, paper and SCISSORS{i ran for my life} OMG. a loud thud ok from the scissor. BOOM~! it landed on the roof through[the lower rooftop] haha. first, she used rope[FAIL]. then she use string[STILL FAIL],then used string and rope[AIYO] and then after lots of failed attempts. she finally thought of a brillant idea[right.. -___-]

she actually took my belt and sticky tape and then fished the scissors and paper up. ok, shocked. :o

then we played with cherie's dog, snowy. HE's SO CUTE. then i went back home. that's about it.

i cant believe they are forcing me to go.

christy.


♥Sunday, October 08, 2006


07 October 2006

OMG. this is going to be long. ok, i guesss i will summarise.

went to a party, talked to two friends that i never talked to for years. cause' we had a fight and ignored each other since. finally today i took the lead to talk first. then that's how we talked again. yay. friends again. :)

then we had the magician. which was so terrific. i want to learn magic. but then who to learn from? sigh* anyway, then we had the birthday cake which i did not eat and a big dinosaur which there's a person in there.

after, we played.. umm.. well when you hit something then sweets will drop out. something like that.

i didnt play throuhg. i am 13 already.

then before leaving this friend of mine gave me and my sister a billabong bag which looks pinkish. X_X and my youngest sister got a happy house bag

that's about it. happy day..

christy.


♥Saturday, October 07, 2006



Your Five Factor Personality Profile
Extroversion:

You have high extroversion.
You are outgoing and engaging, with both strangers and friends.
You truly enjoy being with people and bring energy into any situation.
Enthusiastic and fun, you're the first to say "let's go!"

Conscientiousness:

You have medium conscientiousness.
You're generally good at balancing work and play.
When you need to buckle down, you can usually get tasks done.
But you've been known to goof off when you know you can get away with it.

Agreeableness:

You have high agreeableness.
You are easy to get along with, and you value harmony highly.
Helpful and generous, you are willing to compromise with almost anyone.
You give people the benefit of the doubt and don't mind giving someone a second chance.

Neuroticism:

You have high neuroticism.
It's easy for you to feel shaken, worried, or depressed.
You often worry, and your worries prevent you from living life fully.
You tend to be emotionally reactive and moody. Your either flying very high or feeling very low.

Openness to experience:

Your openness to new experiences is medium.
You are generally broad minded when it come to new things.
But if something crosses a moral line, there's no way you'll approve of it.
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♥Saturday, October 07, 2006


06 October 2006

to me, the mirror in you had broke already.
no matter how much you try to pay back also no use.
there will always be a scar there.
nothing will change this fact.


nothing is going to change the fact that you have changed.


♥Friday, October 06, 2006



i am sorry.


♥Friday, October 06, 2006


05 October 2006

man man man, does anyone knows how to die without having any pain? there is a way, die out of stress. man, i really hope that i can die cause' i am already dead. history, i just lost a 8 marks question. SHUCKS. history paper was hard. i think that i could have mistaken mr. mah's hints. T.T

english? actually also not that good either. i just made a fatal mistake man. first i wrote the letter as i could not decide on which composition topic to do. then after, i chose two which is:write an occassion where you made a fatal mistake. OH GOSH. i wrote about not fatal mistake but lifelong regrets. roslin and danica wrote the same thing as well. HOW stupid could i be? and plus i exceeded the words. 381 words. OMG. i am going to flunk it. dreams all shattered. hopes all destroyed. all was left was DISAPPOINTMENT. sigh*

how depressed could i not be? seeing in a day, flunking two papers. how horrible could it be? i guess it is practically hard as a coconut. just like exams. when you kick a coconut, dont you feel the pain? i just flunked two papers today. it was simply terrible.

it was just so sad that i could have finished the 8 marks question if not for the teacher. now let's hope for the best. that's what i am wishing for now.

after school, reached home, back to bedok. to eat my lunch. had noodles. :) before treating my sister, clara to soyabea ice-cream. and we sat at the gao gao zai shang place where my sister actually diao-ed me for about 10 seconds. then she said: a new record! i was then diao-ing her back too. lol. then we walked around bedok while our parents shopped at the supermarket. we cannot be light bulbs you know.

then clara wanted to eat more. mashed potato. which costed me 1 dollar. CLARA LIM SHIN WEI. you owe me a dollar. then we ate before going back to 7-eleven again to get a drink. i got H20. and my sister didnt want anything to my delight. then after, she wanted 8 days. well, she insisted if not my mum's gonna scold me. so now she OWES me 1+2=3 DOLLARS!!! and she expects to return a 80 cent sweet. FAT CHANCE. this money is for my handphone you know.

ate a lot and drink a lot. feel like a big fat pig. maybe because it was due to stress. perhaps i should calm down and relax myself. if not , before i know it, i have become a big fat pig. lol.

S-T-R-E-S-S-E-D and D-E-A-D. mourn for me.

christy.


♥Thursday, October 05, 2006


04 October 2006

today is just horrible.

i really dont want to talk about it.

eoy tmr. might die. might survive. i just hope for the best.

christy.


♥Wednesday, October 04, 2006


02 October 2006

ok, i blog.

28 and 29 th october 2006
school and DNT. finally DNT is finished. a burden off my shoulder.

30th october 2006
slacked on this day. i went back to kc with them nah.. i went back with joan. :) she was willing to go with me though it was a bad weather and her exams wasthe day before. THANKS JOAN. fiona also accompanied us but only for a while cause she was there since 12.30. me and joan due to the bad rain we arrived at about 2++ fiona had to go at 3. but i asked her to bring me to my chinese teacher and form teacher as i didn't see them since january.

so first thing:chinese teacher. i gave her a teacher's day present so in return she give me a swatch watch. i was like WHOA. my children's day present!!! :D then i went to look for my form teacher. she seem so much friendlier. but i am still SCARED. sigh*

so after fiona went home. me and joan were left. i did not saw any of my old classmates. one of them even forgot me! i heard form my chinese teacher. my heart break lah. forget me. i never forget her leh. sigh* never mind.

so i played some lame games. two lame games actually. one is that you have to use chopsticks and pick up as much marbles in a minute. so i managed to pick up 18 lah. quite shocked lor. i thought i cant even pick up 1. lol. the teacher nearly gave me a lipgloss as a reward. i was going NO NO NO. i took a giraffe pencil because it makes me reminded of xiuwen. LOL. HAHAHA.

second game cans all stacked on top of each other. then must use tennis ball to shoot them down. 3 shoots. first shot: WAY OUT. so my form teacher started saying i am aiming. out of point.second shot: joan help me shoot. nearly everything down. YAY! third shot: i shoot 1 can? -__- haha.

so later joan also played a lame game.. flying saucers use them to knock down cones. i shoot to the right. joan used to much force. so no prize except one sweet. HAHAHA.

after, we went to eat. 20 fishballs for $1. cheap can?so we eat and forgot to drink. after, i left my sister at school and i went to parkway parade with joan to buy stuff and see see. then i took bus 32. home. with joan..

1st october.
church. lunch. bought a pencil and pencil lead. then my father went to the YAMAHA thingy. and bought for me a guitar stand !! ok, i love my father and mother lah. it's like a lot of money used lah. sigh* so guilty lehs.

after that, me and my sister and my mother went to a shop. my sister want to buy clothes. my mum allowed me to buy one thing only. in the end i didnt buy. cause' nothing that i like. afterthat went home.

2nd october 2006
stupid school. it sucks lah. homework home work homework. exams exams exams.SIGH*

christy.


♥Monday, October 02, 2006