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Christy, 19th June.
Sixteen.

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24 June 2009

YESTERDAY'S CLASS OUTING WAS THE BOMB MANZXC! :DD

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in short,

we were seen as one clique, 4C and not small little cliques clustered together! C:
we were found on palawan beach, playing on the sand and water!
we were eating things like sandwiches, sushi, jellies, hotdogs etc! ~
and most of our goofy sides had been shown yesterday itself. O:
lastly, i became iris's mamasan for the day! :P
LOL.

afterall, a picture says a thousand words.
so let's just wait for the pictures yep! ^^

for now,
christy's getting ready for a long long day ahead! ~
with the small little kiddos and big mama! :D
i can't wait! [:

if only you could see me.


♥Wednesday, June 24, 2009


23 June 2009

monday, 22nd june 2009.
yet another surprise today again, this time by tuition mates. :D
but i'm feeling really sleepy, so just a short one in brief.
shall elaborate more the next time or something. ~

so in the afternoon, my whole family and i went to some place near somerset for dimsum treat! C:
the food there, was just .... superb!!!! ^^
well, as much as the food's great there, the bill's wonderful too! -.-
but still, nonetheless, it was marvelous! C:

after that, i travelled back to tampines for gym session!
because i had a tuition date with raymond LOL, so i came earlier, around 4.
along with yuqi and xiuwen.
yet, i'm feeling a great sense of achievement again! :D

7.33 km of cycling.
3.73km of running.
0.75 km of pedalling.
10 sit-ups, many many many weightlifting LOL.

10km, imagine my joy for that! (:
left at around 6 plus while wei chong and joycelyn, the main organizers were just settling down in the gym.
i feel so bad having to leave early, oh wells. ~
but there's always a next time right! :D
next time, we should ask like, more 4C people to go together! ^^
wooo! ~

and oops, i feel so lazy to type out the surprise now. :x
but all in all, i'm really, really touched by the small surprise. C:
what a great day today! :DDDDD

and although, it's a joy, really having to exercise for 10km.
but the consequence of not warming up enough later on sure made me suffer.
muscle ache to the maxxxx!!!! ))))):
and i'm feeling so ): now because of it! ~_~
great! ):

class outing later! ~ :DDD
talking about it,
now i wonder how am i going to survive around sentosa tomorrow with the ache in my legs. -.-


♥Tuesday, June 23, 2009


21 June 2009

IT'S FINALLY THE HOLIDAYS! YAYYYYYYYY. :D
rejoice, rejoice, rejoice to the world! ~~~~~
and christy's been having a greatwonderfulblessed sixteen! C:
although the start has been a little bit boring, LOL.
but the next few days has been eventually getting real better.

and the start of the week, has been a blast! (like totally! :D)
but before i share about it, i need to thank many people for their wishes!
bear with me, yep. :P

ps. everything's in order yeah, and although perhaps your name might be behind or not even around, it doesn't mean that i love you less yep! love ya all equally the same! :D

through sms;
ridzuansmalllittlecrazyboy (LOL), yuqisoulmate, naveedahornygirl (LOL), sherylxmm, kaiting, lynntwin, thomas, roslinpebble, xiuwenxywm, weiqing, angelagirlfriend, esteemortal, edwinabanana, lijinoneandonlyhope, kamini, haziyah, chunluanegg, wendy, joanna, joan, emilyn, fedora, teacher baoyi, shawn, jorimsuperjunior, valerie!

through person;
clarasister, chelseasister, jaime, nadirah, jeanette, beatrice, manesha, julia, aqilah, nisya, cherie, joyce, daniel, ming-xuan, waiyan, wilson, jingrong, justin, ivan!

through facebook/msn/friendster etc;
alicia, eric, yiling, sharifah, haziyah, thomas, khalisah, mdm rozila, jeeseng, liyana, mxc, belle, iris!

because of all of you, you all made my day real blessed, and happy! [:

okay, moving on!
hahaha, i love my group of little kids, LOL.
they are, xiuwen, roslin, naveeda, ridzuan, chunluan.
and yuqi, the exception, 1992 batch hahahahah! :3
it's like they're really, cute. :D

imagine that you're sitting down at one table in the canteen, eating.
suddenly, you notice something towards your right.
and you turn towards that direction, then you see this vegetable-looking thing running around, with this cardboard thingy and plastic.
then you continue eating, and eating.
when you notice 2 people running from the parade ground to the basketball court.
at the side of your eyes, you see 2 heads popping out from the pillar, twice.
then, you walk towards the basketball court.
you try to forget what you see just now, so that it'll be surprising.
suddenly, you see your closest friends popping out from the pillar.
and singing a birthday song for you.

first instinct, to receive or to run.
what'd you choose?









my first instinct, .. was to run! LOL.
super paiseh siah, o"o, but i knew that they really put in a lot of effort into it.
+they mean so so much to me. :DDD so yeah, awwwwwwww! ♥

they said that there's more to come on wednesday though.
so, ... i'm gonna like, wait for it to come!
omg, love ya all small kids and bigmama! xD

and the blast, of today! (:
so, they kinda "tricked" me into believing that they were gonna celebrate for me, on the 27th, saturday.
and i totally, believed it.
till, suddenly, as i was talking to preacher yueshu in church today.
pss. we were talking happily, suddenly preacher ys stopped talking and looked to the right.
so i followed suit.

it was a cake with a candle lighted up, instantly in front of me.
I.WAS.SHOCKED.
and then, followed by a birthday song, which yet again melted my heart! :D awwwwww! ~
though, it was a really small cake, but i was really, touched, very very touched. (:

and joanna was asking enci to help her say sorry to me cause the present's with her.
but she couldn't come for service today! ~
and emilyn also disappeared cause she needed to fetch her mummy from the airport, i think.
so it was left with fedora, clara, enci and i.
but they were really good, i had totally no idea that they had hatched a plan beforehand! O:

they really made, my day! ~
i'm so gonna like thank them next week when they're all around, omg, love! ^^
plus the surprise gift, from special guest!
the first gift finally in 4 years. LOL!

and family celebration today too, but only the cake.
chocolate truffle, hohohohoohohohohohoho! =D

i have a great feeling, this week would be a memorable week to remember! C:
because i'm gonna spend it with the people i love! :D

monday, 22nd june 2009!
- dimsum treat with family, gym with some 4Cians, ... with raymond, my ohsowonderful emaths amaths tutor LOL.
tuesday, 23rd june 2009!
- sentosa outing with 4C! ♥♥♥♥♥
wednesday, 24th june 2009!
- out with smallkids and bigmama! LOL. :D
thursday, 25th june 2009!
- free, maybe i should like study or something. O: anyone? (:
friday, 26th june 2009!
- out with mortal, night studies!
saturday, 27th june 2009!
- tuition with raymond, out with lijinsheryljorim! ;D

shall post all the pictures, like next week okay? :D
happy happy! ((((((:

do you know, how worried i am for you?


♥Sunday, June 21, 2009


19 June 2009

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO AQILAH! ♥
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and to the one of the very important people in my life. (kidding la. :P)
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO CHRISTY! :DDDDDDD

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night studies, is no longer cool anymore. ~_~
the summary was teeming with many many points, torturous LOL.
prelim's in about 5 weeks. -.-



haahaha, nonetheless, enjoy the week! (:


♥Friday, June 19, 2009


18 June 2009

christy feels helpless.
and really depressed now .


♥Thursday, June 18, 2009



WHY AM I GETTING FEVERISH ON SUCH A DAY. ~_~







anyways, school was .. okay today.
guess i didn't really had the luck, so i didn't win in bingo.
no prize. ): LOL.
but it's okay! i had fun, with maths. :3

oh yes, another point to pick out.
BOO to missleongyuqi for having a haircut and bangs! ~
she was supposed to be pretty, not CUTE. ):
crap, now i don't look so cute already, confirm lose.
LOL, kidding yeah! :P
BOOHOO to missleongyuqi again for uploading the videos on facebook! ~
she exposed my unglam self and xiuwen's too to the whole world.
hai, i can't help but laugh at myself when i actually tried to do casper's moonwalk.
take no offence yeah, casper! :x
BOOHOOHOO to the lady who gave me attitude while serving me lunch! ~
grrrrrrrrrr, but i'm not gonna let her affect my day though!
BOOHOOHOOHOO to the feverish feeling i'm having now! ~
i keep having negative thoughts that it might be H1N1.
BUT NO NO, let's just hope the fever subsides by tomorrow or something.
if not, i think i'll skip literature tomorrow. :/

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how do you feel when you know that one of your closest friend isn't feeling okay and she says so. and you're willing to listen, but she doesn't tell you what happened. and then, suddenly she says she's okay again.
horrible, .. right?

how do you feel when one of your closest friend's feeling down and you then remove your shoes, place yourself in her shoes, and you somehow understand how she feels, yet you can't do anything to make her feel better?
terrible, .. right?


imagine both situations happening at the same time.
that's how i'm feeling now, helpless.


♥Thursday, June 18, 2009


17 June 2009

HAPPY BIRTHDAY JORIM! :D

hi! christy's been making weird sounds lately. :P
like, eg. "WOO~!", "ARGHHH" in high pitched sound, and "HONG!"
LOL.

well, not that i don't make weird sounds usually, but this week's exceptionally alot. o.o
firstly, because of xiuwen's and ridzuan's influence.
apparently, yuqi doesn't make weird sounds because she's too old to make one! O:
THE 1992 BATCH!!!!! OOPS, :x
secondly, because i've got several things thought out and solved. (:
and thus, i managed to keep a friendship that's dear to my heart (!!!)
really, sorry girl. ~_~ but i believed i've explained myself on the phone right! C:
thirdly, because i'm not gonna emo anymore.
moving on, better trees coming up! haahahahahahaha! ^^
fourthly, because time flies and it's the last week of school! xD
SAY HELLOOOOOOOOO TO HOLIDAYS!~ :DDDDDD
okay, maybe just, one week. -.-
fifth, because i'm gonna be older ..? O:
OKAY, THAT'S NOT SUPPOSED TO BE A GOOD THING. :S

through the 3 weeks of school though, i learnt a lot.
mentally, physically, spiritually. (:
till today, i still think i screwed up last week's composition, teachers.
but well, no use crying over spilled milk, isn't it?
so yeah, just gonna have to wait for it to come back then. :/

anyways, i feel i should stop blogging, like soon.
because of the major national examinations coming up.
but with the amount of pictures, and the amount of pictures i'm about to owe.
omg, i think i'll never be able to finish. ._.

but to sum up, i'm just so looking forward to next week! C:
it feels so .. packed up!!!
more outings, more pictures, more memories.
please make my sweet sixteen, sweet, not sour. :/

so over you .


♥Wednesday, June 17, 2009


13 June 2009

Nightmares are a subcategory of dreams. The distinction of a nightmare is its frightening and/or emotional content. You tend to wake up in fear in the midst of a nightmare. Because of its frightening nature, you are more likely to remember your nightmares and the vivid details. They have a bigger impact upon your waking mind. Its images stay with you throughout the day.

One reason for nightmares may be a way for your unconscious to get your attention about a situation or problem that you have been avoiding. It is time to take notice and confront the issue! However, often times nightmares stem from a deeper level indicating that something is troubling you from within your subconscious. Discussing, analyzing, and understanding your nightmares can lead to a solution to some problem, internal conflict or personal difficulty.










i've got to get this right, this time .
do you know?


♥Saturday, June 13, 2009


11 June 2009

there's just too much things on my head now .




















if only, i could just fade away one day.
without any distractions, and just listen to my heart.
and sort my thinking out, and try to decipher the meaning behind everything.
sorry.


♥Thursday, June 11, 2009


09 June 2009

everything's back to normal, .. i guess.

not because the problem's solved,
but because i chose to turn a blind eye to all your lies.
so as not to jeopardize our friendship.
and everything's just gonna pile up, i know it will.
when one day, i muster up the courage to tell you straight in the face about it,
you're sure to make comments about it again.

but so what? it's not like you're the one getting hurt by lying.

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anyways, besides that.
life has been fine, i suppose. (:

well, ... at least i survived one week of june intensive study programme already! :D
but it's really dweary having to like, endure a subject for 2 hours. ~_~
and you can say my mood hasn't really been the best lately.

however, when mummy came home last thursday night, ^^
my mood feels much more happier! (:
we were super sure that our mum would come back with permed hair,
and no doubt, our guesses are correct. :D
well that day, ..
the situation's really funny.
or, maybe lame. ._.

on the way to the bus stop.

#1
second sister: "christy, sms iris what time the bus come."
yours truly: "oh, okay!"
smallest sister: "huh, who's iris?"
second sister: "christy's friend, didn't you know! she's psychic! ~ it's like she knows when the bus will come!"
yours truly: "oh, it's coming in about 10 minutes. sub bus, 24 minutes."
smallest sister: "HUH, JIE, IRIS KNOWS WHEN THE BUS WILL COME AH (!!!) THEN LIKE THAT CAN YOU ASK HER WHETHER THE BUS WILL BE WAB OR NOT?"
yours truly: "LOL!"

#2
smallest sister: "eh, jie(s)! let's bet whether the bus will be WAB. stakes, .. $10 NO! $5 .. NO! $2 .. NO! $1, .. NO! haiya, 5cents! ._."
both: -.-"

.. so after all that, we made our way to the airport.
met our dad, and had sakae sushi for dinner! ~
while waiting at the belt area there. ~

#3
second sister was listening to the ipod, dad was just staring into space.
smallest sister: "eh jie jie pei pei (-.-), do you know when mummy is coming out?"
second sister interupts.
second sister: "haiya, ask paris lor!"
yours truly: "LOL. yeah, okay. i'll go sms her right away!"
*picks up phone and pretends to sms.
smallest sister gives that kind of stare and asks: "jie jie, are you lying to me?"
second sister: "where got, christy's friend knows, paris knows!"
yours truly: "yeah lor yeah lor! anyways, oO, she says mummy's coming out in about 15 minutes!"
(WELL, I JUST ANYHOW ESTIMATED A TIMING LOL.)
smallest sister: "i still don't believe you. then jie, like that, CAN YOU ASK PARIS WHAT COLOUR CLOTHES MUMMY WILL BE WEARING?"
yours truly: ._. IRONIC LOL.
it's like she doesn't believe it yet she asked another question which showed she believed us. LOL.

#4
about 10 minutes later ..
smallest sister: "eh, got people coming out already. where's mummy, jie?"
yours truly: "haiya, she should be coming out soon, .. i think."
one lady walked towards the trolley, very kan chiongly!~
yours truly: *stared at the lady and scanned through for about 5 seconds*
permed hair (checked!) shawl (checked!) red colour statue of liberty shirt (checked!) green bag (checked!) behaviour (checked!)
"OMG, THAT'S MUMMY OVER THERE!"
both sisters and dad stared over.
dad: *STARTS WAVING FRANTICALLY*
so we followed suit and mummy saw us. :DDD

I KNOW, MY YOUNGEST SISTER IS VERY CUTE RIGHT, LOL.
cause i think that way! :P
and many still mistaken her as P3 kid when she's already 11, too short and chubby i guess. xD

so after fetching her and such, she told us about the week she spent in indonesia!
massages, treats, .. etc!
and it's like her voice perks me up, ... ((((:
ahhhhh, my mummy always knows how to make me smile, with her jokes! ~
i missed her so so much! ~~~~~

tuition's okay on saturday, just that the emaths paper came to me as a shock.
I THOUGHT IT WAS AMATHS .. -.-
failed, badly. 33/100.
only realising later on that i did a lot of careless mistakes (!!!!!!) ):

church retreat's coming up on friday.
120609 - 150609.
off to bintan island! ~
but i'm still feeling upset about not being able to make it though. ~
i'll miss enci, joanna, fedora!
well, on a lighter note, i still have emilyn and clara, so i guess it's okay. (:

school's been okay, lately.
and the cancellation of chemistry lesson was what i just needed. :D
a break, oh yep when i went for tuition last evening.
i was chatting with jing rong and shi min, and i shared with them that dunman has night studies, on friday and soon, the weekdays.
THEY GOT A SHOCK, LIKE "HUH, WHAT! YOUR SCHOOL GOT NIGHT STUDIES?!" and another, "IF I GOT NIGHT STUDIES, I WON'T WANNA GO." LOL.

and when i told them about mdm S saying our batch is really lazy as compared to last year's, :P
they were like 'OMG, our batch is super hardworking!, it's like they say i ONLY studied from 3pm and i don't end till 1am in the morning."
.... seriously, i have no comments about that, but through them, i really feel the stress.
i've got to start imagining myself in MJC or SAJC's uniform and work hard towards it!
or maybe .. i should think of raffles, LOL.

talking about studies, my mum came to school today to meet mrs limlili.
and halfway, she was talking about my results and suddenly she jumps to the computer topic.
mrs limlili: "i think you should like lock up the computer and really start studying. ~~~"
something along that line.
when she told my mum that, i really felt like OMG DIE, no life! ):

and well, my mum just reprimanded me for using the computer, apparently.
SHE SAY I SHOULD BE STUDYING, OMG, BECAUSE MRS LIM TOLD HER IT'S MY CRITICAL YEAR THIS YEAR.
and initially, i was intending to go on hiatus after the june holidays.
but now, i see very bleak hope of even surviving to go online this often this june holidays. ~_~
i love my mum, but i'm just not used to it when she starts interfering TOO MUCH in my studies. =/

OH WELLS, i shall hypotise myself to love studying, love night studies, love .. RAFFLES! :D
and i think my day's gonna be great tomorrow, hahahahahahaah! ~
going out with mortal tomorrow, ^^
woohoo!~

pictures, up next post, below, 080609! :D
another day i guess. =.=
blogger's being irritating.
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patience is a virtue . (:


♥Tuesday, June 09, 2009


03 June 2009

i'm so tired of having to take your lies again and again.
why can't you just be honest with me?
all i had to do was to make up a situation to "test" you.
and you actually fell right through it.
you lied to me, again .
and again.
and again.
and again.
and again.

-
on a lighter note, mummy's coming back tomorrow! (:


♥Wednesday, June 03, 2009


02 June 2009

perhaps, birds of the same kind flock together as one.
i don't understand this.
for example, put yourself in the deceiver's shoes.
you had a choice of saying out the truth.
but instead, you chose to lie because you didn't want to complicate things.
wrong choice.

however,
what does one get from lying to another close one?
relief, save the relationship, being at ease ..?
but has it ever occurred to one that the one being deceived,
does not feel this way, at all?
instead, it's lies, deception, hurt and loss of trust.

now, put yourself in the "victim"'s shoes.
can you feel the feeling of the person being lied to?
that's how i'm feeling right now.

and i had to expose your lie with my very own naked eye.
you know, you can choose not to tell me the truth,
but what you're doing is just simply, making me lose my faith in you.
and to close up more every single time you lie to me.











do unto others as you would have them do unto you .


♥Tuesday, June 02, 2009