the last post before i'm off to camps! x.x finally, all the preparations that we've putting in all comes down to the execution tmr, hopefully everyone will get what they deserve and desire at the end of the day(:

basically, these few days have been spent at school and i'm wayyyyy too lazy to elaborate about my daily life because i know it's boring! so just a short form of it will do. ^^

26-28 may 2008.
pre-camp preparations. i managed to learn how to erect a flagstaff, and i get a sense of achievement from it though i'm the one hugging it-.- but still, i feel very happy. :D learnt so much more new knots. (: and tried out the games. [:

second day was just cleaning up of items from the npcc store. and preparing the QM shed. finally, roslin and cl managed to grab desmond and jing yu to come for this day, at least. :D after all that hard work, we played captains ball. and the game really got me laughing my ass off, haha!

after, lunched and changed into full uniform to go to hta. had some .22 revolver shooting competition there, but i felt i disappointed everyone by shooting inaccurately. sorry, really. then went home. (:

today! had lessons which really made me super bored in class. thankyou to miss luar's lollipop though it wasn't the flavour i want, but at least it kept me awake. :D HEE.

proceeded to 3d1 to see how some groups are doing and something bad happened. zz, then lunched. and had npcc at 2pm. going through of proposals one last time and erecting of flagstaff+standard tents. practicing performances and by the time we got out of the school, it was.. 7+pm?

rushed over to tampines interchange to tm to buy a cake for twinlynntanshanshan. thankyou lots to wendy for helping me get a lighter and weiqing for helping me in ensuring that the birthday girl's home. (:

bused on 67 and took the lift to 17th storey to light up the candles before walking up to 18th floor to surprise her! :D got a warm welcome by both her sister and herself and we sang a birthday song. and the sequence goes on with wishing, blowing, camwhoring and of course, EATING. ^^v photos soon, i suppose. {:

bused home 28 with twin accompanying me to the bus stop to wait for the bus, thanks babe. xD ate dinner, packed up my bag for camp and here i am, online! ;D

photos will be up after i'm back! anyways, i'll update as soon as i'm back from camp? (:

lastly, i would like to say,
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO
TWINLYNNTANSHANSHAN. (:
dear girl, always remember that everyone do care about you. :D
and stay happy. [:

i can make it .

♥Wednesday, May 28, 2008

it's almost another week since the last i blogged! D: and i suppose i have short-term-memory. so i might not be able to remember what exactly happened on momoren and momoday. lol.

tuesday!
lessons were pretty much lightened up because there weren't any teachers around almost every period so we played games. at the end of the day, we managed to see dion, kim meng and pang wen dance as a forfeit. LOL, then lots of enthusiastic people from 3C took out their handphones and started taking photos/videos of them. they looked pretty reluctant though.

ltc meeting at the science lab, managed to take a glance at the group i'm gonna facilliate over the camp. and advertised for the spiral pasta and pasta sauce. before rushing off to 3G for campfire briefing. then somehow it became "annual camp proposal" meeting instead. everything was dragged till 0730? ._. 92 pages of proposal, i felt so bowled over of the mistakes we've carelessly made.

homed at 8+pm.

wednesday!
lessons was fun because we didn't had to study! =D WOOHOO. oh yes, i said the pledge on that day if i was right. nervous nervous nervous. ._. imagine idontknow how many pair of eyes staring at you while you're saying the pledge. that kind of feeling is KONG BU. but i didn't managed to say my speech because mr bernard forgot! ): BOOHOO for that. =x

drill competition training!
being the commander, i had to shout but i was really afraid. i mean, all eyes were on me and i couldn't really get used to the fact that i'll also have to shout during the first week of term 3. and stress kept on adding as more seniors came along. i was so afraid that i would say or do the wrong things. i don't wanna get others into trouble.

almost broke down during that minor 3minutes break. but i picked myself up and continued. and while sec 2s were being taught a new drill, i had fun commanding the sec.3 squad. (: boo=x to firdaus sir when he gave me pressure by telling me that samuel got the best unit commander award last year. i think chances of me getting that award this year is minimising drastically. after all, it's now a national competition. x/

ohmy, i have such low confidence. ):

i'm to.
memorize the commands for the competition.
command loudly, clearly, fast and professionally. \:
search for ndp videos and see how the commander shouts.
improve on my posture and my drills.
have more confidence in myself.
not eat hot and spicy food. ): !!!
not eat fast food. ): !!
not eat tidbits. ):
not eat sweets. ):

thursday!
firstly,
HAPPY BIRTHDAY,
MORTALesteekhoxiaojuan! =D

lessons started! ): boohoo. chemistry was really very boring. but phototaking was nice. :D though i had to sit in front. O_O it's my very first time sitting in front actually. ^^ leongyuqi aka mrsqq/mrs meatball sat right beside me and the other side was.. jeanette? [: the whole first row co-ordinated to smile with our teeths. only pauline was objecting. =x

so yes, we all smiled with our teeths. (: but mine became squarish cause i posed for too long. T_T had 2 formal shots which was abit sian, cause we had to sit straight plus put our hands and legs in certain positions. then it was the squeeze-together-shot. wenshee's hair got pulled while the photo's being taken. i think it'll be a very funny picture. xD and lastly, informal shot. xiuwen came over(like finally) and sat together with us. ^^ my, i love 3C 2008. i can already feel the class bonding closely together. what's more, sec 3 camp and sports day? ^^

went along with lijin to the job interview at paya lebar. and yes, i sat there while lijin posed her questions and after a long long time, the person in charge wasn't able to wait for yuqi and the rest as she had to leave by 0430 and they weren't able to rush over.

so after she left, lijin and i went to macs for lunch. well, only her. ._. she bought apple pie and ice cream while i got myself tomyam banmian. okay, whatever. but that time was an exception! =x after, mrt-ed home. (:

friday!
had my speech today, i was nervous and people said it was soft. but whatever, it's over. (: yay. lessons were really boring till the sec3 camp briefing at the canteen at around 1130? i can't bring my handphone! ): siannnn. and it's like a 1 and a half hour trip there. (from the malaysia checkpoint to the campsite) how am i supposed to entertain myself!? x.x

npcc unit training. picked up my courage and 'shouted' at the sec1s when they did mistakes, since david and hilary didn't really had the black face. honestly speaking, what's the point of having several people in charge of the squad if one has to do everything on her/his own.

practiced on campcraft for an hour. before tent-pitching started, i was too heaty and my nose started bleeding. x.X i felt i was losing lots of blood. i wouldn't be surprised if i needed blood transfusion next time. ._. and an icepack was on my forehead the next thing i know it. O_O

tent-pitching was alright, but i suppose we were way too slack and had no initiative again. \: nevermind, we can improve on this! xD hmmm, after all the debriefing, training was over! :D

sorry to estee who has waited for me around.. 3 hours? =x bused to interchange with her to meet the person-in-charge at 8pm at tampines. meanwhile, we had dinner at tampines mall and corrected abit of ur schedule. (:

met up with the person in charge for the third time and i'm practically on good terms with her already! LOL. the thing was quite short though as it was late and we had to go home. bused 67 home. :D

saturday!
okay, this is gonna be a long day.

meettheparentssession wasn't that bad afterall, well at least mummy didn't nag at me continuously. L1R5 was totally screwed up. i can forget about the course i dream to go and of course, most importantly, my tjc/mjc/nyjc! ):

my parents had to see mr latiff and mrs lim li li. yes, both of them practically drilled into my parents' head how important 'o' levels were and told them to restrict me from using the computer! ):

trainers camp was fun. (: icebreakers, mass dance, orienteering, everything. i had fun, but it was really exhausting. i'm lazy to elaborate. -_- but i think mass dance was cute. ^^

rushed off to church because it was the church's 55th year anniversary. managed to see my sister sing and dance. ._. i looked so tired and sunburnt that everyone started probing me where i went. lol. the fruit punch was great. (:

sunday!
i was aching all over this morning and stressed over some stuff. i can guarantee, i've never felt so stressed over this in my entire life before. and on the other side, it made me discover how irresponsible certain people could be.

church was alright(: just that i kept dozing off cause i was just too exhausted. lunched at century square and bought certain keychains and wrapping paper. got free soft toys from 'shop and save' to hug from since my mum had 15 stickers. :D

and at least, i'm feeling better now, because the deadline has been extended. but i'm kinda worried that it can't be handed in soon, cause some people just keeps on trying to push the responsibility to me, when we're supposed to bear it TOGETHER.

school tmr. *GROANS*

the best, i promise .

♥Sunday, May 25, 2008

lol, today's a public holiday and i get to sleep in, woohoo. :D got myself up at like 0830 and felt refreshed! (: used the computer for about an hour? before preparing myself to go for a job interview. i meant, for another job.

well, when i got there, to the mrt platform of paya lebar. i was received with some sms, that it wasn't 1245 that lijin's supposed to meet me. so i just sat at the seat available at the platform and listened to music for around an hour.. ? i felt i looked like a idiot. ._.

but lijin smsed me that she lost her wallet, so in the end i had to go for the interview, alone. that was scary. they told me to meet them at singapore post office, 0200. but it ended up as 0230 cause i told them we'll be late. -.- i walked around the place in the end, fairprice, popular, toilet. when it was around 0220, got myself to the office and waited.

so the person called me, and surprised me from the back by saying hello. O_O we got ourselves to a table and chairs. and they started telling me the details. like where's the place, time, food etcetc. and i told them about my schedule. but they were alright with it, woohoo! :D so i got the job, officially.

i'm working at some taiwanese food outlet. ._. i shan't tell you the place, but it's at a mrt station! ^^ FIND ME IF YOU CAN, HAHA! i guess i would be working 6 hours straight in a day, $5.50/hour. it's worth it, eh? (: and i got lijincalisexiuwenyuqiroslin's company! [: tsk, xiuwen tiao cao! D:

i'm still considering if i wanna continue after the holidays. because i'm lazy to work, heheheheh. but at the same time, i need money-.- lol, anyone else need a job, contact me! :D they're still finding people to work there. xD

after that, got myself to pasirris and to xiuwen's house. and on the way, i bought xiuwen's favourite sushi to share with. and she agrees i looked better with the way i look now, lol. i practically slacked there by watching her play gunbound and sushi go round.

mrt-ed home(:

thinking about my previous post about the quiz, xiuwen says i wrote exceptionally alot. O_O lol, okay. let me summarize then, if my ideal lover can be like liuzhiyuan's characteristics, shy and look like blockhead, that would be sweet enough! ^^ LOL.

humanities results out tmr, argh. i think i won't be that happy tmr. \: and oh yes, class photo shoot on thursday! 3C~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ (: i hope that the class would bond more during the camp and sport days as well! ^^

let's just hope for the best then! x/

i'll listen .

♥Monday, May 19, 2008

THE QUIZ-ZERROO

A) people who have been tagged must write their answers on their blogs & replace any question that they dislike with a new question formulated by themselves.
B) tag 0 people to do this quiz & those who are tagged cannot refuse. these people must state who they were tagged by & cannot tag the person whom they were tagged by. continue this game by sending it to other people.

#1 if your lover betrayed you, what will your reaction be?
uh, i'll most probably see how and why he betrayed me before making any decisions further.

#2 if you can have a dream to come true, what would it be?
everybody to be happy.

#3 what will your dream wedding be like?
i.didn't.think.that.far.yet.

#4 what would you do with a billion dollars ?
start being charitable and donate, before spending the rest of my money with my family and friends.

#5 what's your ideal lover like?
hmmm,

somebody who will be there for me regardless of any circumstances.
somebody who keep his promises and really meant his words.
somebody who can keep my secrets but at the same time share his secrets with me.
somebody who is patient enough to tolerate my moodswings.
somebody who makes me happy and feels happy himself whenever we're together.
somebody who makes me smile to myself whenever he does sweet things.
somebody who knows exactly what i'm thinking about and truly understands me.
somebody who is willing to throw everything aside just to listen to me when i'm down.
somebody who gives me reassurance by lending his broad shoulders to lean on, warm hugs to keep me close and a warm hand to hold.
somebody who gives his all in a relationship.

#6 which is more blessed, loving someone or being loved by someone?
to me, both seem equally blessed. (:

#7 how long do you intend to wait for someone u really love?
till i give up.

#8 if the person you secretly like is already attached, what would you do?
i would still be there.

#9 is there anything that has made you unhappy these days?
yes, definitely.
my mind's the main cause of it.

#10 what do you want most in life?
happiness, love and peace.

#11 what cheers you up the fastest ?
actually, idontreallyknowmyself.
but in terms of food, chocolate i guess.

#12 how do you see yourself in ten years time?
preferably doing my dream job. (: but i prefer to keep it to myself, for now.

#13 who is currently the most important people to you?
none, because everybody makes an impact on my life and changed me to who i am today. (:

#14 what kind of person do you think the person who tagged you is?
she's a rather sociable person, but when you really get to know her, she becomes rather retarded in her words and actions. :D

#15 would you rather be single & rich or married but poor?
single and rich for now, cause i'm afraid of the word love.

#16 what's the first thing you do every morning?
open my eyes. O_O

#17 would you give your all in a relationship?
yes, i would, in term of feelings.
but that's how hard one would fall as well if the relationship fails.
so i'm afraid.

#18 if you fall in love with two people simultaneously, who would you pick?
the one who makes me feel happier whenever i'm with him, then i'll know.

#19 what type of friends do you like?
true friends.

that summarizes all the points that i like in a friend. (:

tagged by; cybelle.

The people who will be tagged are :
anybody who's really bored.

-

church was alright today! (: and i leaded them into the singing etcetc. when i was about to like greet good morning and start the praising hymns session, the teacher-in-charge interrupted me so in the end i looked like a redundant person standing there with the microphone.

after, got to tm and lunched at cs. after buying groceries and necessities, we decided to go home. and at that point, i saw momoperson with momoren. D: they were holding hands, tsk. oh yes, happy birthday to momoren.

hmmm, and i'm finally not oneeyedmonster anymore! ^^ dinnered outside with family except clara. i finally can sleep in tmr,.. i think. and please let the results on tuesday be alright.

a thousand things to say .

♥Sunday, May 18, 2008

woo, i'm so drained out from this week! and it's obvious that many things made me unhappy this week. though certain things made me happy, but later on it made me kinda disappointed. \:

so let's continue from wednesday! :DDDD it was a marking day after all our hard work of studying for mid-years. so i went out with xiuwen xywm and roslin emonot. (: despite the bad weather, it didn't stop any of us from getting out. even if it is to the extent of gettting ourselves drenched.

i felt bad because i was late! sorry to keep both xywm and emonot waiting. =x we mrt-ed to city hall! (: initially we were thinking of bowling, but both of them tu ran ask if want watch 'what happen in vegas'. i was quite reluctant as i wanted to go bowling, but still, it's been long since we caught a movie. so we changed our minds.

both of them ate japanese cuisine at the food court while i fiddled with my ipod touch by searching the internet! ^^ managed to see like several blogs such as mine, xywm, mortal, one and only hope, *** etcetc.

all of us got cheesy hotdog and watched the show. it was pretty okay, and i think the love that joy and jack had was quite sweet and rare. well, there was a particular sentence that the movie etched in my mind for the next few days. ".. boost self-esteem" LOL, i think only xywm gets what i mean. O:

played arcade after, i missed bish bash champ. ^^ the one with all the buttons and you start playing a game that kind. and after clearing all the stages. we proceeded to play racing of cars. i remembered xiuwen saying that it was her first time playing this. and she kept overturning the car continuously. haha!

ate mcflurry before going to cotton on to accompany xiuwen before going home(: i regretted not bringing the camera! T_T

thursday! xywm was like saying that she was so excited about the results. but the results really sucked, especially for both my mathematics and literature. languages were fine, i guess. and other than checking of papers, nothing much was done except for slacking. xD

had npcc annual camp meeting. we were informed of the changes made by different departments and at least almost everything's done! (: after, bused home.

friday was fun, though only literature was given back. yuqi and i spent time after recess running around to help mr imran about the english marks confirmation paper. at least it was so much better than being stuffed in the classroom.

after mr imran left, quite a number of guys and girls joined tables and started playing murderer, zong ji mi ma! :D we left halfway back though to collect back the english marks confirmation paper from every class. mr imran was making use of us! ):

when yuqi and i got back, we went back and continued playing zong ji mi ma. before the school ended, dion, kimmeng and pang wen has to do a dance as they lost like 2, 3 times. they were really cute and they got attention from both 3b and 3c. luckily mr b. was making an announcement that time, if not our class's gonna be so screwed.

i've to say a speech next week. -.- and i'm damn nervous. well, moving on. lunched with edwina and company. before changing and having a briefing. everyone was getting ready and of course, panicky at the same time.

during the training, i admit i was really nervous and i was not firm enough. but through all the activities done today, the sec 1s seem quite nice to be with. (: and i know that we've so much more to improve on. but i believe we can do this, jy. :D

saturday. woke up as early as 0615 in the morning. got myself ready and out to the mrt station at 0740. boarded the train and met lijin to go all the way to toa payoh for job briefing. the people there were really nice, and got some east spring guy and orchid park girl along with us too. the amount of pay depends on how much we sell. ._. but at least it's flexible hours. ^^

after, chionged back to prp. and met ridz, ros and cl. they were almost done so i just went there to play with the sand and water(: bused 21 to school and had ltc meeting. before yuqi waited with me for bus before she went to her grandma's house. thankyou, yuqi! :D

lastly, i would like to point out again. i'm officially working on part time for this printing company. not me, but we do class tees, camp tees, cca tees, whatever tees you would like. it's good quality and it's definitely at an affordable price(cheaper than the market price, i guarantee.) for those who are interested, please kindly leave your email address on the tagboard so that i'll be able to contact you. it's okay even if you don't know me. (: thanks in advance.

photos coming soon!

if only .

♥Saturday, May 17, 2008

there's a lot of things i wanna blog about! :D but i shall leave it till the weekends. (: since i'm on a rush to catch my show! ^^

toodles. [:

holding back .

♥Friday, May 16, 2008

i'm gonna go out today! :D well, later. after this post. but it's currently raining. boohoo. but that's not gonna stop me from going out! ^^

shall post later? (:

so much to say;
but no words to convey .

♥Wednesday, May 14, 2008

these two days was a breeze, and finally. MID-YEAR EXAMINATION 2008 is finally OVER. :DDDDDDDDDDD happy days are here, woohoo! ^^ and tomorrow's gonna be another fun day because it's a holiday and i might be going out. xp

monday which was yesterday! :D i didn't really prepare myself much for the physics paper on saturday or sunday. so monday morning, i was practically forcing myself to finish reading the whole file and workbook. and while at assembly, i heard from deanne that physics was a killer paper-.- so i got pretty much nervous. \:

when i sat for the first paper, it was quite difficult, but it wasn't as bad as chemistry. at least i knew how to do more than half of 30 questions. (: but the converging lens got me real confused as i wasn't that confident of that section. and oh yes, mr lee hl took our class for that paper and had a good impression on us! lol, he hasn't seen our noisy side yet. D:

15 minutes later, it was the second paper. i was really chiong-ing through the whole paper as i didn't want to miss out on any questions and lose marks. but i guess i scribbled and it was kinda illegible to those teachers who's gonna mark my paper. x/ i really hope i can get my facts right this time!

and finally, i could tear away the whole midyear schedule. cause midyear's over! (: and it was at 1030? ._. waited for darren pang, pauline and joycelyn for their listening. while waiting, i chatted with xiuwen and yuqi at the canteen.

while walking back to the new block, i saw estee so i decided to walk with her. i was really shocked when i saw her bandaged leg. \: must get well soon ah, mortal! x/ and of course, takecareeeee. managed to chat with her quite abit(: and got myself some bubble tea since we went to the bubble tea shop. after that, she went home while i got myself back to the bus stop.

chatted with lijin and gang while waiting for bus 28. boarded the bus that darren pang they all were on and upon reaching the interchange. i went with joycelyn, darren pang, pauline, rebecca and pauline's friend to centurysquare while yuqi, xiuwen and alex went to tampines mall. ate at some halal food court and after, it was time to eat ice cream cake time.

sat on one of haagen dazs' tables while waiting for darren pang to collect his stuff at the top level. chatted quite happily with them and after he got back, we ate the strawberry cheesecake was it? ._. and it costed $90. O_O

we took 6 big candles since 15x4= 60 years old, lol! before we ate it, we lighted up the candles, sang a birthday song to firstly, darren, then joy, then pauline and lastly, me(: i was the youngest there, heh. i blew out 3 candles though-.- we had fun while eating it, delicious! xD

we played a prank on the staff of haagen dazs and rebecca since darren pang was a regular. started playing games with each other such as pushing the tables, and stuffing undesirable things into the glasses of water. rebecca's drink was the most polluted. D: i think darren pang was nuts when he asked if anyone wanted a second serving after the whole cake was finished. O:

after that, we went seperate ways and i thought of looking for xiuwen and the rest but after much thoughts of consideration, i went home instead.

today, i got myself up early and left for school. after accompanying roslin, cl and naveeda eat their breakfast at macs, naveeda went home and we walked all the way back to school. started discussing ideas regarding orienteering.

after, we walked around the tampines area, from the playground all the way till the library. we had some great information absorbed from the books in the library. we're gaining knowledge! :D after getting a drink, we went back to school and had a npcc meeting.

chatted with roslin, edwina, cl and ridzuan about drill com. and edwina thought it was a great idea to try shouting at the parade square in preparation for term 3, week 1. almost all students left already so we went there and tried out the sequence. yes, i did manage to shout, but my voice got out of tune quite a few times though. \: oh wells. x/

and oh yeah, roslin was the only one who didn't shout. now now, that's unfair. ):
went to mamashop and bused 28 home(:

oh yes, i'll post up the photo of the cake soon. :D

i can get used to this .

♥Tuesday, May 13, 2008

xiuwen is just a black idiot(heichi=p) who thinks that shooting the white ball into the hole accurately while playing pool is very professional. -_-

lol, a statement to entertain you all(or only for myself, mwahahahahahaha. :D) for the day.


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anyways, happy mother's day to all mothers in the world. *hugs and kisses* i remembered my mum working so hard for the family, other than doing housework and providing me with lots of great food and love, she's also giving the essential income we need. (: look how noble mothers are. [:

so today's sunday, as usual, family day. :DDDD yesterday was a very long yet wonderful day spent with twin, xywm, emonot and soulmate. ^^ i was pretty exhausted after everythingggg. so i slept super early and woke up super early, 7+am and ate breakfast. showered, got ready and on the way to church. :D

lesson was fun, though it was just reading of the bible. we can't help but laugh at the way the teacher has a 'live' dictionary during class, the only guy in the class today. when we didn't understand a chinese word(i attend a chinna church. :D) in the bible, the 'live' dictionary would take out his handphone and start searching for the han yu pin yin. xp

there was one part where the teacher was actually talking about his work. and he said that he works at the navy army? and start saying all the things he handles with, such as missiles. but he pronounced it as 'missas'. so my friend called emilyn(hui ting) beside me was confused and when i(xin bei, not bei bei:D) finally enlightened her(:, she started laughing her head off.

she always never fails to influence me during class by laughing with her every sunday morning and making an embarrassment of myself at the end of the day. i wonder what will i do after she graduates this year, i guess i'll be sadddd and lonely without her in the class entertaining me. ): but don't forget, i'm versatile. LOL! =x we managed to escape with homework with fedora(yun qi) saying that we do homeworks in class. ^^ hahaahaaahaa.

finished and the whole family left for tampines mall for lunch. and to celebrate mother's day plus mummy's birthday, we decided to eat at some restaurant. ^^ in the end, we ate at swensens. but i felt that it wasn't what my mum really wanted. instead, it's like my youngest sister's birthday. hai, it wasn't really what i expected.

ate curry chicken with baked rice and ice latte. i had a hard time drinking cause i didn't like it, so my lesson learnt. never drink ice latte in swensens again. never ever trust clara's opinions while choosing drinks or food. LOL!

and after, took a cab home. =D tried studying in the afternoon while talking to a machine about 4 times today. i guess only lijin understands what i mean. and oh yes, i'm slacker number half, crapper number half, pessimis number half, whatever you call me, i'm just *insert word* number half. heheheheh. zz, i got stuck on the show that roslin watched yesterday. (:

tomorrow's monday again and after that, it's all over. my happy days of freedom are coming! :D yay. (: i'm tired of doing certain things though, but i can do it righttt? (like i always do.) oh yes, photos will most probably be delayed to this week instead, sorry! x/

all the best for the paper tmr, everybody! :D put in your best and jy .

don't lose your focus .

♥Sunday, May 11, 2008

weekends are like my favourite days of all somehow. because i get to sleep in. ^^ woohoo, but not today-_- i went back to school to find mr latiff for consulation. YAY, along with xiuwen and lynn. (:

just sat down at the atrium and looked blankly at the paper for around 1 hour plus, solving only the mcq questions. i wouldn't mind if the midyear paper last year was our midyear, hee. cause i could solve and it's kind of a miracle that i could do it. ._. and of course, luckily, mr latiff enlightened me alitlebit. stayed from around 10am - 12pm before leaving the school with the 2 of them to find mrsQQ aka yuqi outside the school, LOL.

bused 28 all the way till clearwater and switched bus to get to bedok interchange to meet dearest chia, roslin. upon meeting her, we went to the nearest hawker centre and got our stomachs filled with food. ^^ i kinda regretted not buying carrot cake now, haha.

went to bedok interchange and took bus 32 to my busstop. before crossing 2 dangerous roads(lol, i guess they were scared) and getting into my confusing estate where my house is deep inside. [: yuqi who claims that she knows how to get there brought us through halfway, and then she forgot, haha! in the end, i brought them back-.-

the first thing everyone xiuwen does is to wash her legs, her favourite habit. everyone got themselves down to the basement, where the tables and television are. switched on air-con and started eating some chips we got near the mama shop at my estate. and they also played together with my hamster. :D

totally didn't studied for physics, and in fact. we switched on the television at like 0252pm. and watched 花样少年少女(?) from 3 all the way till 5pm. i think we laughed like mad freaks while watching the show. D:

helped mummy with cooking for like 5-10 minutes and she gave them a good health talk. haha, she says how much she lost during the 2 months. 7kilograms, okay. i'm jealous. ): tried out all her products, heh.

played pool upstairs at second floor. i paired with roslin, yuqi, lynn. but ehhhhhhhhhh, i dont remembered pairing up with xiuwen, did i? O_O boohoo if i didn't. ): and after like 5 games, they got pretty bored of the sticks, so they decided to use their hands-_- to play instead. what a dumb idea right, but it's still quite fun after all. (:

had a party outside my house for mother's day celebration today, they got themselves a free treat, lol! different kinds of method for cooking a chicken, noodles, rice, drinks. and after all that eating, we took photos together, oh yes. ^^

they had to go home after though as it was very late already. got them to the bus stops and tada, here i am after bathing. :DDDDDDDDDD it's a very long day today, and i'm really exhausted. but it was fun, wasn't it? [:

on the other hand, weekdays sound the best too, though i have to wake up early, at least i get to see my friends. :D it's 2 more papers on monday and *poof* exam-free ! ^^ physics, i'm gonna take you down, i'll do my best. (: maybe i'll post the photos tmr? x/

till then. {:

it'll be worthwhile .
at the end of the day , really.

♥Saturday, May 10, 2008

PHOTOS ! :D (refer to previous post if unclear:D)

080508; the drawing.
random thoughts.

140208; valentines day.

♥Friday, May 09, 2008

it's finally friday! :D and i realized i haven't been blogging much after 5th may. lol, i was studying hard and slacking at the same time. and i feel very guilty over this. i kinda regretted my actions already. T_T

hmmmm, okayyyy. so let's continue from tuesday! :D english paper 2 was kinda rushed through; at first i thought the exam was till 10.40 so when i finished my vocabulary at 10, i felt very happy because i had 40 minutes to do my summary. slow and steady wins the race. ^^ but when i looked at the board, i got shocked. i only had like 25 minutes left, so i practically just threw all the points in. -.-

geography was totally a goner, i can forget about seeing a C for my humanities. ): i pretty much wrote crap(like i always do) and i can pass at a borderline grade. but i guess i won't be so lucky this time eh. x.x

studied amathematics with mortal and yy at kfc after, pretty much nice to talk to them. (: but we left kinda early, since yy has tuition and she has to get home early. oh yes, and i realized only when i got home that there wasn't any answer to the question that we were really stuck at. logarithms. lol, sorry to xiuwen, dion and lijin for the all the time taken out to help. (:

wednesday! i remembered trying to calm myself in the morning by taking deep breathes and telling myself that everything's going to be just fine. scanned through every page that miss nawal thought us all about. from simultaneous equations all the way till geogmetry.

random thoughts ;
i think that she's one of my favourite and best teachers that has ever taught me this year. she was so understanding when i claimed that i didn't had time to do and without scolding me, she agreed for me to hand in to her when i was able to complete. and i feel that she's the one of the few that really reached out for those who really needed help. so i felt that i shouldn't be disappointing her, at all.

and i hadn't forgotten those in secondary one. mrs lim, mr. lee WL, mr gabriel sim. and of course, mrs rosemary lim, miss lam, mdm rozila, miss tan pc and mr ivan sim in secondary two. miss nawal, miss farah, mdm sharifah(okay, more on the - side =x) in secondary three. how about secondary four!

lol, we'll see then.

okay, moving on. brunched with xiuwen and yuqi at the prata shop. :D before we started walking around and to the playground in attempt to play with the swings. but other school kids were there, so we sat at a bench for barely 5 minutes and we all decided to go home.

thursday! firstly, i would like to wish my mummy a very HAPPY BIRTHDAY. :D haha, emaths was enough to let my position in the class drop horrendously. ): i didn't know how to do a lot of sums, and just used some formula that got into my head for certain questions. i think mr low(not high! xD) will like say what, got people fail blah blah. x/

and leaving with around 10-15 minutes left, i totally gave up on the paper. so i stacked it one side. and took out the extra graph paper and started doodling on it, drawing pictures and such. serious! :D i just drew whatever came into my mind, heh.

then it was literature. i saw the question paper, and i did not felt like doing it at all. i was tired of writing essays and essays continuously. but in the end, i did forced myself and managed to do about one to two pages to one part of a question. but i bet i'll be failing or just a mediocre pass again. and those who usually get high marks in the class will start mourning over that one bit of mark they nearly got. okay, now that irritates me.

rushed all the way to tampines mall to meet my sister who has been waiting for me since 10am in the morning, i felt super bad. cybelle and michelle tagged along and they made stupid sounds and retarded comments about what to give my mother. from ordinary things of chocolates to ridiculous things such as g-string-.- LOL.

but after walking to and forth tampines mall and century square for about 2 hours, we decided to get her on a necklace and a nice nice cake! (: saw this necklace that had a beautiful heart shape but the chain was too short. ): so we got her another heart shape, along with a longer chain. :D and when we proceeded to four leaves to find a cake, we saw the people in our church working there. it was one of mum's friends, i guess. she helped us alot. :D and after going there, i realized that clara cybelle michelle aren't really that good at talking in chinese, lol. =z

got home by around 3.30pm. mum wasn't home from her checkup yet. we kept the cake in the refrigerator on the second floor and found the cake that mum bought for herself. and after, we just did what we always do, slack and play around. finally, around 5. she was home. (: she didn't really came up, she just went to cook dinner(that's what she always do, for us) despite the fact that it was her birthday. damn it, i promise myself that next year, i'll be cooking instead. [: that's the purpose of home econs, isn't it? :D

took out the cake secretly from the box. got as quiet as we could and proceeded to the basement where my parents was. started singing the birthday song on the staircase down, though it was kinda awkward initially. my mum got pretty much stunned for about a minute. heh, love that expression from her, it was a sign of her getting surprised ! ^^

she was kinda shocked that it was a different cake. and when we told her that we went to buy all the things and "hurt" her feelings by strongly rejecting the idea of having a birthday cake, it was all for today. she didn't broke down into tears or what, but i somehow felt the joy she had in her and her word of thanks while she hugged and kissed on our cheeks, each and everyone of us. now, i got shocked because it was really rare of her to get so close to us.

and finally, today. chemistry was pretty difficult, the fact that i only managed to understand like 10 out of 30 mcq questions. and almost the whole paper for the written questions. i knew i had a lot of careless mistakes. and i think monday's paper wouldn't be a smooth breeze through either. so i shall work hard.

finished school at 1030, and got myself home by 1130. realizing that there wasn't any water, i wasn't able to bath, at all. and besides, xiuwen needed help in buying her baking stuff. and she doesn't know where it was in bedok. so i left for bedok and in the end, i guess i waited her for one hour. but it was alright, i spent my time fruitfully reading a book in the library. met up with her around 2 and teased her while in the shop. (I ALWAYS DO. :D and she does it back to me. -.-) it was sweet of her and kexin to bake cupcakes for stephanie, i think? =x

and officially, i hate chien xiuwen, she made me missed my favourite sitcom on television! ): boohoo and tomatoeseggvegetable to xiuwen. LOL. after i got home, there was finally water. so i bathed and slept till 6. xD

online by 0630. (: and now it's 0816pm.
i would like to wish my dearest angela a happy 13th birthday, desmond a happy 14th birthday, sarah a happy 14th birthday. (:

i'm left with 2 papers now. happy days are near, everyone! (:
photos on the next post! ^^

no matter what .

♥Friday, May 09, 2008

i'm super super lazy to elaborate about today. *comtemplates* but since i'll forget like the next second, i better write before i forget. stm stm stm. x/ tsk. even if this is the MYE week. O: heh. (: i think i'm damn slack, slacker than slacker number lijin. LOL.

woohoo, 4 papers down and 10 more papers to go! ^^ english and ss was quite bad enough for a start, yes, bad start, not good. i think i was just being too positive previously and totally forgot about the consequences. choice have consequences and i think that since i haven't really been seriously studying, i guess the consequences would be.. OHMY? \:

and higher mother tongue was enough to let me raise white flag and surrender. no joking, really. the ying yong wen was so difficult to choose, si han or gong han. si han was about blogging, but i think other than the parts that it wuold make other people unhappy, i think that blogging is a very happy matter. so i chose gong han instead, WRONG CHOICE! \: cause i had no dictionary. T_T so i had difficulties writing certain words. boohoo.

zuo wen, x_x those 3 topics got me confused. i had trouble trying to decide which zuo wen to choose. ._. in the end, instead of choosing the bao zhang du hou gan which was talking about a positive thing, and yi lun wen(which was totally impossible because i forgot the format-.-)

so i had to do the qing jing which was this title ; 心事，只有风知道. ._. i did around 5 pages, i guess. but i totally went out of point, definitely. because the story totally had NO link to the question. other than the fact that the girl in the story was named: 美风-.-

and second paper was totally screwed. i was doing it so slowly, while the gong bu person beside me was chionging her papers. and finished within 1hour 20minutes when the paper was supposedly 2hours ! T_T trust me, she was shaking her leg so vigorously such that i was super nervous. and i was just scanning through very section and scribbling rubbish on my paper. i'm so so scared i'll fail my summary again. \:

the last examinor was lousy; he was like saying 10seconds more, and within 3 seconds, he said " STOP WRITING." about 7 seconds later, he said "STOP WRITING." once again. zzz, i hate false alarms, it makes my hands go wobbly. \:

had emaths for an hour. before leaving through side gate and had macs for lunch with roslin, xiuwen, yuqi, cl! =D thankyou to edwina and naveeda for waiting for the 3 of us. \: saw miss lam there, quite shocked. started complaining to her how difficult the paper was-.- and she said it was easy. x/ and and and. she said we could ask her for the results tmr. D: so fast can!? i'm shocked, lol.

saw mortal and her friends at macs too. :D hee, waiyan was being so nice by giving me 4 packets of chili when i asked for chili. in the end, it was 4+3=7 packets of chili, inclusive of one mayonise, which makes 6 packets. and out of 6, i used 3. and yes, my tongue was burning since i was eating macspicy. tsk. but i had mcflurry to cool me down. :DDDDD

i'm so angry with those adolescents outside macs. zz, so what if she's not pretty in your eyes. it's better to be ugly than to have a foul mouth right. and besides, you're NOT that suave either. i think a handsome person with a bad heart is the most ugliest as compared to a fair-looking person with a kind heart. zz, if i weren't wearing the school uniform with that gold badge on, i would have seriously confronted you.

bused homeee, napped till dinnertime. then after, here i am. seriously, i should be getting myself to study geography already. PEEL ! -.- jyjy to all. (: oh yes, to all lower sec pupils, good luck for the first paper tmr and all the best.

i'll be there .

♥Monday, May 05, 2008

ps. if you don't like looking at words, you can consider not reading this post. lol.

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OHMY, tmr's monday and i'm so not ready for exams. ): but oh wells, since tmr's like chinese and there isn't really nothing much to study about. (except for the 250 cheng yu-.-) lol, i shall post. :D today's been a memorable day, heh. (:

got awoken by mummy early in the morning at 0830. blah blah blah, studied while on the way to church because time is precious. LOL. i admit i don't really have any time management anyways. my mum was suggesting to buy a birthday cake for herself(this coming thursday's her birthday^^) but both clara and i objected, and she seems pretty much upset about it. ): we've got other plans though on that day. mwahahahahaa. :D

no worries, i will definitely elaborate more on the next weekend about the surprise plan. [: i'm not really afraid that she'll see this since she doesn't read my blog, hoho. and thinking about surprises, the last time i gave her a bigbigbig surprise was what, 5 years ago!? okay, i'm a very bad daughter. \:

then got to church and watched a video that was 16 years back, 18th december 1992. i guess it was jesus' birthday^^(christmas celebration). and i saw seniors.(i wasn't born that time; 1992 lei) and teachers when they were young. and of course, i saw 2 extremely familiar faces; my dad and mum! ♥ my dad with his favourite red shirt and my mum with her permed hair! =O and all the glasses were those kind of big and squarish kind. ._.

and it was because my church's gonna have their 55th birthday soon. ^^ okay, anniversary to be exact. and they're gonna post pictures of us when we were young. so i'll definitely will go and have a great laugh at myself and my silly actions years back. {: and since the youth section isn't gonna perform on that day, we have to do some thanksgiving. putting our praise and thanks to GOD, the al-mightly and decorating the paper. :D

alot of them were pretty, cause they added in handicraft work. i did, too. my favourite guitar and a heart shapeee. i've even got inspiration of what to write instead of just quoting a phrase from the bible. but i'm not done yet. x/ i will post a picture when i'm done with it alrights. ^^

lunched at tampines mall, but before that christyclarachelsea went to old chang kee to buy small snacks. =p ate bbq chicken set from the korean stall along with lime juiceeeeee! xD and walked around. the new popular is NICE, lol. i spent 15 minutes of my time reading some palmreading book, haha! i'm on my way to fulfilling my dreams. (LOL, by the way, it's not palmreading master. x_x)

homed and slept for around 2 hours. [: before trying to figure where my guitar and heart shape should go on the paper, but still undecided. \: and then jogged briskwalked to bedok and back with my mummy, clara, chelsea and cherie(my neighbour). music got me down again, but those two little brats managed to cheer me up with their usual antics(acting dumb) as usual. HAHA! but they got me to act stupid too, heee.

and ohyes, i realized only today that my youngestsister is money minded. $_$
mummy; yen, look there(ground), got money$$$.
chelsea; where? where? where? *searches frantically*

upon reaching bedok, i was sosohappy. (: heh, then we gai gai in shengsiong supermarket. -_- and my mum saw another friend of hers and started chatting. tsk, aunties nowdays. LOL. so the rest of us got up the escalator and gaigai with all the sweets and chips there. and came down with the cooling air-con. ^^ saw my mum still happily blabbering over her weight. O:

and ohyeah, my mum lost another 6kilograms. -.-" heck, i only managed to lose 1kilograms after doing so much. ): my mum says that she wants to look as thin as clara. my mouth practically dropped at that time, seriously. D=

walked off and played monkeybars near the fairprice supermarket. my mum calls me a monkey! ): boohoo, i was supposed to be an elephant. LOL. bought yoghurt and vitagen at the fairprice supermarket. :DDDDDD

there was this black poodle at my estate's playground. and it followed and only listens to my mum. =.- and the cat was still loitering at my house. -.- and yes, i chased it away. sorry to those who are animal lovers. =x but it pretty much turned my house upside down.

ate dinner and showered. :D it's 9.53pm now. (: shall edit this post when my sister uploads the pictures from her phone which is.. soon? O_O keep a lookout when it's editted o! ^^ and oh, i realised that i've been recently writing super long instead of a summary. -.- is it a good thing? ._. and thinking of long post, i seriously think i screwed up my compo and ss. sigh .

all the best for tmr ! :D

moving on is simple;
it's what you leave behind that makes it so difficult .

♥Sunday, May 04, 2008

ohyes, today's a saturday and here i am blogging. tsk, i feel so guilty for not having much self-discipline. but well, at least i managed to study today which was a good thing. ^^ with xywm. :D and i decided to write in paragraphs to make my post more filled up. heehee, but i might change back to lines anytime. D:

anyways. about today! :D woke up as early as 0830. kinda regretted telling my mum the previous night that i was going to xywm's house to study today. well, but still. i appreciate the offer. i love my mum. :D she's the besttt, i remembered getting A for journal about why my mum is special. ^^ talking about her, her birthday's coming up on next thursday. \: what shall i get her? *PONDERS*

ate some sandwich which made me very very full. then after, i showered and got myself ready.
but meanwhile drying my hair, i came online for like half an hour. (: left the house and *time flies* ta-da, i'm at pasir ris. and i totally agree that 17 takes a long long time to come. zz.

then for lunch! i ate cup noodles which i bought from whitesands. and of course, i got xywm her favourite sushi because i remembered her complaining like goatzillion years ago that she wanted sushi. after, we started studying. :D

the studying session was not bad. apart from the fact that we didn't talk to each other for more than 2 hours. and really got my brains thinkinggg. and i dont know how sad things come into my mind. and i started, .. emo-ing (!!!) ): for like solemnly 10 minutes, i was staring blankly at xiuwen's bad taste on the colour of her wall.

my feeling got better when i was reminded of her poor taste and her crap of "studying". and also, reading magazines helped a lot. thanks, xywm. i think the music added on to my sad mood. -.-

i repeated rubbish for more than 10 times today. lol, such that xywm got kinda annoyed. hahaa! finally, it was 6. so i packed up my stuff and went down with xywm. she waited for the bus 17 with me, but left in the end cause she was late in meeting another friend who has been waiting for her for a long long time. tsk. x/

and i hate my earphone. it's like spoilt again. sian, i had to live with listening to one side for half an hour. -_- ohyes, my mood turned for the worse again when i listened to music on the way home.

my wishes for now. i wish to score good grades for mye to pull up my ct results. i wish to put aside everything and concentrate on studying. i wish for my earphone to be well again. i wish to jog with my sister soon. i wish .. for everything to be well.

tomorrow's sunday! :D which means the next day would be school again. *groans* oh wells, i just wish to lose my memory. now thinking back, i think english and ss wasn't a good start afterall. x/ ohno.

some people think that it's holding on that makes one strong;
sometimes it's letting go .

♥Saturday, May 03, 2008

okay, i know i was supposed to be on hiatus or something. but i just can't resist the temptation of not blogging while online. (well, unless i was really super super busy with chatting, studying online and etc) but i'm slacking now. :D HOHOHO. zz, i have no discipline, well, just abit i guess. (: and besides, tmr's the weekends where i can sleep in! ^^

ohyes, mid-years started today and it went off with quite a great start, well for me. english was pretty not bad. (: situational writing made me feel a sense of accomplishment as i written over 1 page(well, based my miniature handwriting of 20 words per line), i think it's alot already. :D

heh, and compo.. well, i wrote number 2: describe a place that brings back a lot of memories to you. i was so attracted to the topic as i knew what to write. wow, first time in secondary school life. can you believe it! -.-

i wrote about the place i used to live. ^^ and i felt fortunate when i put a fullstop when the teacher examining us said "time's up, put down your pens". at least, i did not rush through like what i used to do last time-.- so yes, even if any of my compos are out-of-point. nevermind. slow and steady wins the race.

heard from others that they wrote things like self-discipline, some incident or what, argumentative and the title journey. it seems that journey stands out from the rest for most students in our school(our level).

then, after was social studies. well, the only thing that made me happy was i managed to do 4(a) more than 1 page. ;D 4(b) was.. horrible. T_T source based was prety much okay, but i didn't managed to finish the last question which is usefulness. crappish.

studying with lijin and shuting was fine today(: just that i got pretty emotional and had no mood to study anymore. x/ sorry!

people, enjoy your weekends and study hardd! jy .

my, i think i'm too high. -.-
maybe because tmr's a weekend. :D

♥Friday, May 02, 2008

certain things happened yesterday, and i was brooding over it till now.
why, at this time? ):
MID-YEAR's COMING TOMORROW! x/
but i guess i'm prepared, finished with ss. (:

GOOD LUCK AND..
ALL THE BEST, PEOPLE. :D












i'll be back posting, in about 2 weeks time.
till then .
verisimilitude .

♥Thursday, May 01, 2008