i'm just gonna change the song again to just 1 for now, 棒棒堂's 那一天! :D meanwhile, school's still pretty fine. the class deco's like a superb candy empire, guitar performance went smoothly on wednesday, homework all handed in, and of course, certain things explained and cleared! and there's npcc tomorrow.

good or bad day?
we'll see.

till then.





不明不白 不说出来;
任由遗憾在回忆徘徊 .

♥Thursday, January 29, 2009

hello. (:

HAPPY CHINESE NEW YEAR! :DDD

just went out with cousins for coffee and some catching up! ~ took plenty of photos, but i shall elaborate more on the details and upload the photos another day k! because it's like almost 1am, and i'm pretty tired, physically and mentally. so i shall just stop hereee!

well, one question though.
is it a trend that people get sick during cny nowadays? =/
because i am. -_-

i feel lost .

♥Tuesday, January 27, 2009

hello! :D i know i haven't really been updating much about anything. but i promise i'll find a day to update about my dec holidays and what's been going on for this month. oo, but talking about it, time really flies. i can't believe i'm in 4C.

i still feel like i'm answering more to 3C more than 4C. LOL, but what makes 4C different from 3C is that we've bonded closer, and become more enthusiastic in any events since the adam khoo workshop! ^^ but i feel more on the down side when i heard that it's only 10 months left and i'm leaving the school, leaving my teachers, leaving my friends, leaving my juniors! ):

oo, but putting this aside, i'm currently at my cousin's house, after eating reunion dinner with my relatives. and the saddest thing is that i don't feel i belong here nor there. it's like my cousins' are either too old or too young. i feel a generation gap between us, especially with my younger cousins' talking about anime, or elder cousins talking with my uncles/aunties about restaurants, politics etc.

well, luckily i had bonded closer somehow with my younger cousins because of my sisters. as well as my not-that-old cousins by camwhoring. hahahahaha, i feel so shy facing the camera somehow man. HAHAHAHA, new year resolution, time to be more brave! LOLOLOL. :B

haha, okay. i'll be back soon yep. but till then~ see you all around in school, darlings! :D LOL, LOVE YOU ALL. [: HAPPY CHINESE NEW YEAR EVE! :DDDDDDDDD oh yes, happy sweet 16, cherie! (((:









sometimes, i prefer not to know certain things .

♥Sunday, January 25, 2009

because what doesn't kill us, makes us a stronger person .

♥Friday, January 23, 2009

today has gone by relatively ... fast! ._.

ha, anyways!
DAY #01 at adam khoo workshop's greattttt! =D
besides laughing non-stop at silly remarks that the trainers make,
i learnt many many things, unknowingly today! :D
i suppose that's something to rejoice about! :B

and i believe that day #02 and #03 will be enjoyable toooooooo!
though the previous 2 classes mentioned that there would be .. crying. ._.
better prepare some tissue for in case! =/
HAHAHAHAHA.

and do you know what?
i feel so motivated now. ^^

























though that only lasts for 6 hours .
LOL.

♥Thursday, January 15, 2009

yours truly is,
disappointed.
ONEEEEEE.












and am not ready to move on in life, as of yet.

ps. congratulations to emilyn for getting 8 points for L1R5 though.
wlao eh, you suck la auntieeeeee! ):
LOL.

♥Monday, January 12, 2009

tomorrow (!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!)
tears of joy or tears of sorrow.
we'll see then .











i hate this kind of feeling .

♥Sunday, January 11, 2009

i'm not forgetting the fact that my GCE 'O' levels chinese results would be coming out on monday. i'm just trying not to remember because i hate thinking too much and then start emo-ing at one corner on my own. =/

seriously, i can't imagine how the graduated seniors feel like. they must be feeling more nervous/scared/afraid then me now. and apparently, i'm going through the same thing that they've got through. and it seriously sucks.

i hate sec 4 life. ):

besides the fact that it's super stressful, the whole school's banding depends on your batch, teachers focusing on you and moving at lightning speed which really scares me, the saddest thing is that it's my final year in dunman.

i can't imagine how would life be like without xiuwen yuqi roslin chunluan ridzuan angela lynn estee lijin sheryl jorim shahirah magdalene hazmira and of course those familar faces that i always see in school after i leave dunman.

and i'm so not happy that time passed so quickly. ): i miss cultural fusion, i miss project work, i miss life sciences, i miss 1C'06 2D'07 3C'08, i miss the sweet taste of freedom i had during lower secondary, i miss many many many things.

but of course, time can't turn back on its own so .. let all these just fade into memories, and i'll definitely come back to dunman, after graduating, that's no doubt. (: but for now, i guess i'm still worried about my results on monday. what if i don't get a distinction? that's it .

i miss 2006, 2007, 2008, (gonna miss) 2009 as being a part of dunman. =/

no matter how much you've gone through, life goes on .

♥Thursday, January 08, 2009

Horoscope for January 6, 2009
Gemini (May 21 - Jun 21)

The Bottom Line
You can't let little spats get blown out of proportion today -- make compromises.

In Detail
You can't let silly little spats get blown out of proportion today -- peace must be maintained, no matter how much you have to compromise to make it happen. A particularly combative person has been kicking up a lot of dust, but they won't be the rabble rouser today. So don't assume you know how things are going to be. Just stay on your toes and keep an eye out for someone to start trying to get everyone onboard the boo-hoo-I-hate-my-job bus. Make suggestions and soon everyone will be happy again.

choices have consequences .

♥Tuesday, January 06, 2009

It's goodbye 2008,
And HELLOOOOOOO 2009! :DDD
HAPPY NEW YEAR, PEOPLEEE! ^^V
now, i really miss 2008 and .. 2007. =/





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HAPPY 15th BIRTHDAY, RIDZUAN! :D

♥Thursday, January 01, 2009