sometimes, life doesn't go the way we want it to go.
and often, it makes us upset.
however, since it has already been done, why do human beings always love to brood on the past.
and not look forward to the future.

it's because of; emotions, expectations, over-inflated hopes.
it's amazing how emotions can control our every movement, and our mind.
such that we can be manipulated by it the whole day.
it's depressing to know that when our expectations are not met.
we'll be so disappointed such that we leave the problem lingering around and run away from it.
it's heart-wrenching how hopes pinned so high could just tear us apart because of words,
which we do not want to hear.
and because it was heard, it could just leave us feeling down instantly in just a nickel of time.

but despite all of that, life goes on.
time does not wait for you, neither do everyone waits for you.
it's up to you whether you want to fall behind or move on.
and sometimes, the sad thing about life is that the people who you love, may not neccesarily be with you forever, because someday, they'd all have to depart from you.

and the sad reality is,
only a few people'd really be there for you when you're at the pitfall of your life.
and sometimes, it's normal when certain people like to keep everything to themselves and not say it out.
because perhaps they've realised that the only people they could possibly trust is actually themselves.

ironic, but yes, it's happening in society, in reality, in life.
i might know so much, and maybe so much more.
yet i've contradicted myself by being unable to get myself out of a disappointment(s) and move on.

i'm learning a precious lesson everyday, you're learning too.
everyone's maturing in their own way each day.
but who are actually the people who really put the words/facts known into actions?

一次又一次的失望 .

♥Saturday, February 28, 2009