i'm not forgetting the fact that my GCE 'O' levels chinese results would be coming out on monday. i'm just trying not to remember because i hate thinking too much and then start emo-ing at one corner on my own. =/

seriously, i can't imagine how the graduated seniors feel like. they must be feeling more nervous/scared/afraid then me now. and apparently, i'm going through the same thing that they've got through. and it seriously sucks.

i hate sec 4 life. ):

besides the fact that it's super stressful, the whole school's banding depends on your batch, teachers focusing on you and moving at lightning speed which really scares me, the saddest thing is that it's my final year in dunman.

i can't imagine how would life be like without xiuwen yuqi roslin chunluan ridzuan angela lynn estee lijin sheryl jorim shahirah magdalene hazmira and of course those familar faces that i always see in school after i leave dunman.

and i'm so not happy that time passed so quickly. ): i miss cultural fusion, i miss project work, i miss life sciences, i miss 1C'06 2D'07 3C'08, i miss the sweet taste of freedom i had during lower secondary, i miss many many many things.

but of course, time can't turn back on its own so .. let all these just fade into memories, and i'll definitely come back to dunman, after graduating, that's no doubt. (: but for now, i guess i'm still worried about my results on monday. what if i don't get a distinction? that's it .

i miss 2006, 2007, 2008, (gonna miss) 2009 as being a part of dunman. =/

no matter how much you've gone through, life goes on .

♥Thursday, January 08, 2009