okay, 2 days has passed by in a breeze and i think i shall post to keep it as a rememberance before my poor memory forgets about it again. LOL.

thursday 120608!
drill com training in the early morning. as usual, just standard drills and started practicing on my commanding skills since my voice was much better after drinking honey lemon. (: i kinda miss ltc'08 nowadays, all the cheering and waking up damn early and even the 2 fire drills we had first time in history. ._.

i guess i really need to buck up but all these training is pressurizing me because i hold about 12-15% of the entire marks system for the competition and for the fact that samuel got the best commander award last year made it more tensed up for me to maintain the standard as well. but it's national, i'm unsure if i can make it.

honestly speaking, if you all think i'm one with a very high self esteem, you all are wrong. in fact, i have a low self esteem in myself. i seem to always have that negative motivation in me where i often feel that i can't do it everytime i try to overcome a certain thing. sometimes, i'm just not what you think.

the day was long, but it was all worthwhile as we managed to start on our fancy drill and i finally memorized the sequence of the commands. :D now all i have to do is to find out what do i have to do during fancy drill and improve on my commanding skills. 8 more days to competition. jiayous to all, we can do this .

and oh yes, i'm glad to say that npcc has been chosen to be guard of honour for this year's speech day. ^^v yeah, new hall, new pathway, we get to lead other ccas, first u plus rifles. [: imagine how cool would that be. OHYEAH. (:

friday 130608!
forced myself to sleep till around 1120 as i knew i had nothing to eat for breakfast and nothing to do in the morning. felt redundant to stay at home so smsed several people if wanna go out. lijin replied me and told me that she and calise are going orchard but by then, i was pretty reluctant to go out so i said nevermind.

but somehow. ._. she was like asking me to go, and her sms made sense, so i decided to go. got on the train and met later on at bugis. basically, we just ate macs and talked crap there. before taking mrt down to orchard.

and went to far east, where both calise and lijin wanted to shop, so i accompanied them. so we walked and walked and walked and walked and walked and walked and walked and walked and walked.

after like gadzillion years later, lijin finally got what she wanted, a shirt-.- she says that she won't go home without buying anything. so. =.- calise bought bangles, but regretted after like 5 minutes. lol, see how fickle-minded people are nowadays? so always consider consider consider before purchasing it.

then lijin's brother wanted crispy noodles from takashimaya, so as a nice sister, she went there. but she was being a bad friend by dragging us along, HAHA.

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AND OH YAY, now i'm going to the airport to fetch my mummy and sisters. ^^v toodles. so i shall edit next time! =x there's drill com tmr, crap-.-

tonight! ^^v

♥Friday, June 13, 2008