i'm plain lazy to blog but i shall drag myself to type everything out, before i forget, yet again and again. but this few days, my emotions had been like a roller coaster, it keeps going up and down. and i don't really like that feeling.
sunday 080608!
xiuwen
xywm and yuqi
soulmate came over to my house again to accompany me, thanks a lot. (: it's really very appreciated though i kinda got my temper lost and we ate macdonalds together, and both of them did their homeworks while i slept. ._. and having instant noodles in the middle of midnight with playing of bolsters and pillows while attempting to be asleep.
at least, that made me felt warmer and filled up inside by quite alot. and that i felt that somebody was there with me, in that big big house playing with me and accompanying me. thanks idiots. :D
monday and tuesday 090608 and 100608!
bused 28 with
xywm and
soulmate where i got off at some bus stops to meet cl and others to get to prcs for npcc lmsc. dunman was in squad 1, along with yusof ishak and bartley sec, HO sam was in charge of us. firstly, we got to learnt how to do the proper procedure of moi (method of instructions) and several volunteers did it.
during the lectures, we sat together as one and though we weren't able to know each and everyone of us, but we all knew, we only had a common goal, which is to become better leaders after this 2 day course. i got to know more people and got informed that ATC has been changed to SRC or something. ._.
lunch was simply awesome. despite the fact that the rice was hard, we did a cheer which was really loud for the other squads and i'm glad and honoured to say that, we were the loudest among the rest. (:
lectures till the end of the day, though it was boring, but still. we made it through. (: second day, 3 hour of lecture over one topic, team bonding. it really made me sleepy that i started dozing off, but i knew, that team bonding was something that every unit should never neglect. there's no success without a team, and nothing great can be achieved with only the word 'i'.
and we had DISC profiling. yes, i'm a person with very high 'S'(steadiness) along with high 'I'(influence) and 'C'(conscience-t). which means that i can be very noisy at times yet quiet at other times. it depends all on the situation. i found it quite true though, as gemini do have split personalities! ^^v hahaahaaa. :D
lunch was yet another blast, with us screaming the same old cheer and singing gopi a happy birthday. we had a great laugh over his shocked face. he's such a joker and slacker, totally.
teambonding games were held the entire afternoon and even though, i kinda got frustrated over a game, but we still made it at the end of the day. so what if we didn't say any cheers, that's because we all know that we're supporting each other quietly behind.
remember the word, team respresents ;
together everyone achieves more. therefore, there's no point screaming at each other, blaming each other, losing tempers when a problem occurs.
so what if you're stressed, that totally gives you no reason for shouting at another; as you'll make the rest more burdened instead. think about it, you wouldn't like somebody screaming and shouting at you almost all the time right? and if you ever want the rest to do certain things, you yourself have to lead by example.
after all that, we got together for a one last group debrief by HO sam and we camwhored, alot. we were the most zilian squad but whatever, we're glad to admit ourselves as that. because we were all as, one.
i got to admit, squad one was a great and enthusiastic bunch of people. from shaun who really leaded us to several people who made us have a great laugh. :D and lots who were pretty quiet but really had that leadership potential in them that was shown when needed. (:
you all were great, i would like to say, i love squad one. ^^v and through this course, i've learnt alot of things. from knowing what kind of a person am i, what's a team all about, effective communication, learning how to be more patient, how to manage conflict management and making much more good friends. i must say, this course made me matured alittle more.
photos aren't uploaded yet, so another time maybe? sorry! x/
guitar camp 090608night till 100608 morning!
arrived around 6 where it was time to have dinner. thankyou to uncle lim(spotlight=x) for serving each and everyone of us and to regina, who forced me to drink diluted water.
and i totally love my group, cambalo. (: during night activities, we cooperated and had one mindset; to get through every game successfully. but of course, we failed. it was alright though, who doesn't make mistakes? what's important is that we pick ourselves up and move on from there and be stronger, isn't it? (:
a concept of 'one for all, all for one'. but one of my groupmates weren't enthusiastic and i got pretty annoyed by that. the cheer that we were shouting was really damn loud and enthu. a pity some weren't able to see the effort we made. oh yes, and i think our performance and the cake was great.
wash up was pretty fast and we got to sleep. the floor was so hard such that my whole body ached and my eyes really hurt. morning physical training was pretty much fine, i mean. i can't expect this to be like npcc right. yeah, so we moved on with breakfast.
and i wasn't really happy with the committee. so i decided to approach yuqi about it. but beatrice and in the end, even mr soong had to interfere in it sort of got me pretty frustrated. i admit i was using the wrong tone then so we all lost our tempers and some of us even cried. but i'm glad it's all over, and we've solved that conflict. (:
wednesday 110608!
went out with lijin around noon and travelled all the way to the west at woodlands just to walk walk at causeway point. lunched at kfc which made me real full and i'm still upset for the fact that i dropped the carrotcake i bought at old chang kee while eating it halfway! ):
mrt-ed back to aljunied and met up with xiuwen and yuqi. lucky yuqi got her handphone and wallet back, all in place. (: went for job training, learnt how to make the food, do the job, and the cashier thingy etcetc.
bought dinner at tori-q at tm and got home(: there's drill com tmr, the whole day, again. -.-
you just can't see it .
