ohyes, today's a saturday and here i am blogging. tsk, i feel so guilty for not having much self-discipline. but well, at least i managed to study today which was a good thing. ^^ with xywm. :D and i decided to write in paragraphs to make my post more filled up. heehee, but i might change back to lines anytime. D:

anyways. about today! :D woke up as early as 0830. kinda regretted telling my mum the previous night that i was going to xywm's house to study today. well, but still. i appreciate the offer. i love my mum. :D she's the besttt, i remembered getting A for journal about why my mum is special. ^^ talking about her, her birthday's coming up on next thursday. \: what shall i get her? *PONDERS*

ate some sandwich which made me very very full. then after, i showered and got myself ready.
but meanwhile drying my hair, i came online for like half an hour. (: left the house and *time flies* ta-da, i'm at pasir ris. and i totally agree that 17 takes a long long time to come. zz.

then for lunch! i ate cup noodles which i bought from whitesands. and of course, i got xywm her favourite sushi because i remembered her complaining like goatzillion years ago that she wanted sushi. after, we started studying. :D

the studying session was not bad. apart from the fact that we didn't talk to each other for more than 2 hours. and really got my brains thinkinggg. and i dont know how sad things come into my mind. and i started, .. emo-ing (!!!) ): for like solemnly 10 minutes, i was staring blankly at xiuwen's bad taste on the colour of her wall.

my feeling got better when i was reminded of her poor taste and her crap of "studying". and also, reading magazines helped a lot. thanks, xywm. i think the music added on to my sad mood. -.-

i repeated rubbish for more than 10 times today. lol, such that xywm got kinda annoyed. hahaa! finally, it was 6. so i packed up my stuff and went down with xywm. she waited for the bus 17 with me, but left in the end cause she was late in meeting another friend who has been waiting for her for a long long time. tsk. x/

and i hate my earphone. it's like spoilt again. sian, i had to live with listening to one side for half an hour. -_- ohyes, my mood turned for the worse again when i listened to music on the way home.

my wishes for now. i wish to score good grades for mye to pull up my ct results. i wish to put aside everything and concentrate on studying. i wish for my earphone to be well again. i wish to jog with my sister soon. i wish .. for everything to be well.

tomorrow's sunday! :D which means the next day would be school again. *groans* oh wells, i just wish to lose my memory. now thinking back, i think english and ss wasn't a good start afterall. x/ ohno.

some people think that it's holding on that makes one strong;
sometimes it's letting go .

♥Saturday, May 03, 2008