it's finally friday! :D and i realized i haven't been blogging much after 5th may. lol, i was studying hard and slacking at the same time. and i feel very guilty over this. i kinda regretted my actions already. T_T
hmmmm, okayyyy. so let's continue from tuesday! :D english paper 2 was kinda rushed through; at first i thought the exam was till 10.40 so when i finished my vocabulary at 10, i felt very happy because i had 40 minutes to do my summary. slow and steady wins the race. ^^ but when i looked at the board, i got
shocked. i only had like 25 minutes left, so i practically just threw all the points in. -.-
geography was totally a goner, i can forget about seeing a C for my humanities. ): i pretty much wrote crap(like i always do) and i can pass at a borderline grade. but i guess i won't be so lucky this time eh. x.x
studied amathematics with mortal and yy at kfc after, pretty much nice to talk to them. (: but we left kinda early, since yy has tuition and she has to get home early. oh yes, and i realized only when i got home that there wasn't any answer to the question that we were really stuck at. logarithms. lol, sorry to xiuwen, dion and lijin for the all the time taken out to help. (:
wednesday! i remembered trying to calm myself in the morning by taking deep breathes and telling myself that everything's going to be just fine. scanned through every page that miss nawal thought us all about. from simultaneous equations all the way till geogmetry.
random thoughts ;
i think that she's one of my favourite and best teachers that has ever taught me this year. she was so understanding when i claimed that i didn't had time to do and without scolding me, she agreed for me to hand in to her when i was able to complete. and i feel that she's the one of the few that really reached out for those who really needed help. so i felt that i shouldn't be disappointing her, at all.and i hadn't forgotten those in secondary one. mrs lim, mr. lee WL, mr gabriel sim. and of course, mrs rosemary lim, miss lam, mdm rozila, miss tan pc and mr ivan sim in secondary two. miss nawal, miss farah, mdm sharifah(okay, more on the - side =x) in secondary three. how about secondary four!lol, we'll see then.okay, moving on. brunched with xiuwen and yuqi at the prata shop. :D before we started walking around and to the playground in attempt to play with the swings. but other school kids were there, so we sat at a bench for barely 5 minutes and we all decided to go home.
thursday! firstly, i would like to wish my mummy a very HAPPY BIRTHDAY. :D haha, emaths was enough to let my position in the class drop horrendously. ): i didn't know how to do a lot of sums, and just used some formula that got into my head for certain questions. i think mr low(not high! xD) will like say what, got people fail blah blah. x/
and leaving with around 10-15 minutes left, i totally gave up on the paper. so i stacked it one side. and took out the extra graph paper and started doodling on it, drawing pictures and such. serious! :D i just drew whatever came into my mind, heh.
then it was literature. i saw the question paper, and i did not felt like doing it at all. i was tired of writing essays and essays continuously. but in the end, i did forced myself and managed to do about one to two pages to one part of a question. but i bet i'll be failing or just a mediocre pass again. and those who usually get high marks in the class will start mourning over that one bit of mark they nearly got. okay, now that irritates me.
rushed all the way to tampines mall to meet my sister who has been waiting for me since 10am in the morning, i felt super bad. cybelle and michelle tagged along and they made stupid sounds and retarded comments about what to give my mother. from ordinary things of chocolates to ridiculous things such as g-string-.- LOL.
but after walking to and forth tampines mall and century square for about 2 hours, we decided to get her on a necklace and a nice nice cake! (: saw this necklace that had a beautiful heart shape but the chain was too short. ): so we got her another heart shape, along with a longer chain. :D and when we proceeded to four leaves to find a cake, we saw the people in our church working there. it was one of mum's friends, i guess. she helped us alot. :D and after going there, i realized that clara cybelle michelle aren't really that good at talking in chinese, lol. =z
got home by around 3.30pm. mum wasn't home from her checkup yet. we kept the cake in the refrigerator on the second floor and found the cake that mum bought for herself. and after, we just did what we always do, slack and play around. finally, around 5. she was home. (: she didn't really came up, she just went to cook dinner(that's what she always do, for us) despite the fact that it was her birthday. damn it, i promise myself that next year, i'll be cooking instead. [: that's the purpose of home econs, isn't it? :D
took out the cake secretly from the box. got as quiet as we could and proceeded to the basement where my parents was. started singing the birthday song on the staircase down, though it was kinda awkward initially. my mum got pretty much stunned for about a minute. heh, love that expression from her, it was a sign of her getting surprised ! ^^
she was kinda shocked that it was a different cake. and when we told her that we went to buy all the things and "hurt" her feelings by strongly rejecting the idea of having a birthday cake, it was all for today. she didn't broke down into tears or what, but i somehow felt the joy she had in her and her word of thanks while she hugged and kissed on our cheeks, each and everyone of us. now, i got shocked because it was really rare of her to get so close to us.
and finally, today. chemistry was pretty difficult, the fact that i only managed to understand like 10 out of 30 mcq questions. and almost the whole paper for the written questions. i knew i had a lot of careless mistakes. and i think monday's paper wouldn't be a smooth breeze through either. so i shall work hard.
finished school at 1030, and got myself home by 1130. realizing that there wasn't any water, i wasn't able to bath, at all. and besides, xiuwen needed help in buying her baking stuff. and she doesn't know where it was in bedok. so i left for bedok and in the end, i guess i waited her for one hour. but it was alright, i spent my time fruitfully reading a book in the library. met up with her around 2 and teased her while in the shop. (I ALWAYS DO. :D and she does it back to me. -.-) it was sweet of her and kexin to bake cupcakes for stephanie, i think? =x
and officially, i hate chien xiuwen, she made me missed my favourite sitcom on television! ): boohoo and tomatoeseggvegetable to xiuwen. LOL. after i got home, there was finally water. so i bathed and slept till 6. xD
online by 0630. (: and now it's 0816pm.
i would like to wish my dearest angela a happy 13th birthday, desmond a happy 14th birthday, sarah a happy 14th birthday. (:
i'm left with 2 papers now. happy days are near, everyone! (:
photos on the next post! ^^
no matter what .
