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first, and forthmost .

ange-la♥ says:
huh, why you emo
CHRISTY [: losing my positive self . theSTICKMENfamily! $: ::ĐмИ ĜűïŦäѓ™:: ; - # says:
thinking about certain things, certain friend, a broken friendship..
ange-la♥ says:
awww, dont emo, you have me♥♥♥♥
CHRISTY [: losing my positive self . theSTICKMENfamily! $: ::ĐмИ ĜűïŦäѓ™:: ; - # says:
lolololol, yeah, i have you. (:
ange-la♥ says:
you are suppose to be high luh deyy
CHRISTY [: losing my positive self . theSTICKMENfamily! $: ::ĐмИ ĜűïŦäѓ™:: ; - # says:
haha, dying downnnnn.
ange-la♥ says:
CHEEEEEEEEER UP ^^v
ange-la♥ says:
*hugs christy till she cannot breathe*

thankyou. (:
I LOVE ANGELAAAAAAAAAA =D

okay, moving onn.

sunday ; 200408
church as usual.
i wasn't feeling my best todayyy.
and had shou gong.
tried making a fluffy dog.
but instead of a dog, i seem to have made out a mad and sad dog.
sigh .

after, went to tampines mall.
and emo-ing on the bus. x/
oh wells.

sister had to irritate me and oppose me when i'm always down, zz.
lunched at century square and walked around to find du di's present!
but couldn't find, had no idea what he likes. -_-

talking about birthdays, shuting aka ***'s birthday and belle's birthday's coming up too! O:
then, not forgetting mummy's, angela's, estee mortal's and lynn twin's birthday in may ! x/
and i'm really very very very broke. T_T
and not forgetting my $72. 45(2months) bill i have to pay. =.-
so to 9 - ? people whom i owe birthday presents or gonna owe presents to,
(ann, valerie, du di, ***, belle, mummy, angela, mortal, twin and maybe more)
i'm sorry! \:
i'll scrimp and save to get all your presents latest by june hols, i promise.
i need advice on what to buy. -.-

finally got my foolscap paper and pens, from the budget popular.
saw yuqi's parents and her sister, but not yuqi.
my mum seems to be on very good term with her mum.
something good, finally. =D

got home, slept for 3 hours, till around 5.
before starting on my english situational writing.
476 words, over the limit, but i dont care any much longer .

bathed, dinner.
and here from 8.30 onwards.
till maybe 11?
i need my sleep to get myself off my emo side.

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and i dont understand why does the school need so much money from us.
it's like money here, money there.
until, i'm like so so broke.
and i forgot to ask my parents for the money, so i used mine first.
now, i can't remember how much i paid already.
zz, maybe it's just me and my thoughts.
my pessimistic thoughts.

i finally xiang tong about the sec.3 camp.
it sounds fun being able to spend it with not only your classmates but also the whole level your birthday.
and it seems like only once in a lifetime opportunity.
so i should be happy about it, right.

and and and and and it's final.
my sisters and mother are going back to indonesia for 2 weeks this june hols.
and baby sister says she'll miss me alot.
and that she's bringing my picture over to sleep with her.
how sweettttt. (:
i'll definitely miss them .

leaving my father and i, but i'm gonna be in school for like almost everyday.
and by the time i get home, my father's off to work.
when my father's home, i've already left for school.
so what difference does it make from me being alone at home in my garguantan house? \:
anyone willing to accompany the pathetic soul here?
call, sms, msn me bahhs.
haiiiii.

now, i'm having second thoughts if the decision that i made before was right .

i'm really grateful to xiuwen and yuqi who has offered to stay with me during june hols.
thank you .
but they can't possibly stay at my house for 2 weeks right?
i mean like, they also have their own lives to live as well.
i can't possibly force them and tie them up in my house for 2 weeks. O_O

oh wells, off to a hectic week again!
and back next weekend, i think.

till then.

losing my positive self ;
upon remembering how you broke me then .

♥Sunday, April 20, 2008