every single minor thing that happens can also turn out to be my fault.even a quarrel that did not involve me can in the end, involve me.and being unable to help. i felt bad alreadys.and in the end, you can say.i was too overly-helpful.and in the end, it became my fault.all the arrows seem to be pointing at me, like i'm the cause of each problem.i dont understand.trying not to care and yet.i still get into trouble.and again, it's all my fault.making me sad and angry at the same time.i don't understand;in the end, it all boils down to being my fault.ever if i am not involved.
♥Friday, October 05, 2007