EOY T_T
and going to be online latest for 25 minutes.
have been reading geography for the past few hours.
and yet, nothing gets into the brain.

other people can just read.
and ta-da, everything is in their brain.
on the day of the exam, their brains are like textbooks and notes.
that are able to provide the answers for the paper.

me ?
look at the paper.
and yes, my brain's as white as the paper.
nothing,
nothing in my brain.

only got problems, problems and more problems.
and lyrics i ALWAYS remember.
and memories that i'll never put aside while studying.

seriously, i think i'll have to challenge myself to the limit.
to me, i really feel that i've tried my utmost best in studying.
and if i still cannot do well.
at least.
i've tried.

i feel it's late to actually study like crazy at this moment.
because.
nothing gets into your head except stress.
okay, off to study !
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damn, i don't know why.
but i am feeling emo now -.-"
and kinda down.
at a moment when i am not even supposed to be.

being unable to help you in any way.
has already made me guilty enough.
looking at a certain blog post.
made me more upset than i was before.

a word in the blog reminded me of that day.
i think i'm more of a burden to you.

i feel my heart being pricked with many needles.
i'm just afraid my heart can't take it anymore.

♥Sunday, October 07, 2007