24th october 2006
never did anything except for packing all the stuff in my room.

25th october 2006
nothing really much. just some talks and some performances.

in the evening i went for the concert. well. i dont understand how to appreciate music ok? nearly slept there. maybe i find it boring :X some people just dont have interest in this kind of music and i am one of them. haha. on the way to vch, it wa raining. haha. we got quite wet. first time to vch. *EXCITED* well, actually vch is small sey. :X haha.went home quite late though. about 11++

26th october 2006
perhaps today was the day i supposed to cry. well, i was quite anxious to receive my result slip. at the same time, i hoped that the result slip is lost. i dont know why i feel this way. today morning, looking at the board. filled with 1C'06 saying''i will miss 1C'06. 1C'06 rawks!'' and more. well i looked at the board helplessly. i just feel that sadness and weakness in me. i will miss 1C'06 de. :((

then the boys go and do something that made me so angry. and a person who actually shouted''YAY'' made me so pissed off. it's so disheartening to know that some people from 1C'06 will die to be streamed. it sucks so badly can? plus at a time when i was so sad, she go and shout''yay?'' ARGH. you know who you are. all these people have no appreciation that we were a CLASS, ONCE. and it's such a one in a million opportunity to be in one school, one class. i cant believe these people dont even understand and appreciate this fact.

after recess, we had to clear up the classroom. make it look like the first day we came to school. really saddening. the first day we came to school. mrs lim was so strict. the class was so empty. nearly all doors were close. tables and chairs neatly arranged. now it's back to a square one. all of a sudden, i felt the class was so empty. just like before. :) really hope that i can rewind time and spend this year again with 1C'06.

mrs lim came in. handed out the result slip. as she called people, nearing my turn to take it, i felt so dead. X_X finally she called my name. went up, took it. WISHED for the best. and looked at it. class position improved. :) but the level position was a total failure. sigh* if they are going to stream according to level position, i am going to a D class. lynn and edwina go A class. xiuwen,roslin and yuqi going to C class. i am going to a D class. i am so happyUTTERLY DISAPPOINTED. my heart aches, knowing that i am going to a D class, without any of my closest friends.

received also our physical fitness test slip. got 29/30 gold. but so what? this cannot change the fact that i am going to a different class with my bestest buddies. :(( heart ache. heart break. heart dead.

after school, bbt and food. went home after. today's the last day of school. but i dont feel happy at all. sigh*

heart ache. heart break. heart dead.

christy.

♥Thursday, October 26, 2006