man man man, does anyone knows how to die without having any pain? there is a way, die out of stress. man, i really hope that i can die cause' i am already dead. history, i just lost a 8 marks question. SHUCKS. history paper was hard. i think that i could have mistaken mr. mah's hints. T.T

english? actually also not that good either. i just made a fatal mistake man. first i wrote the letter as i could not decide on which composition topic to do. then after, i chose two which is:write an occassion where you made a fatal mistake. OH GOSH. i wrote about not fatal mistake but lifelong regrets. roslin and danica wrote the same thing as well. HOW stupid could i be? and plus i exceeded the words. 381 words. OMG. i am going to flunk it. dreams all shattered. hopes all destroyed. all was left was DISAPPOINTMENT. sigh*

how depressed could i not be? seeing in a day, flunking two papers. how horrible could it be? i guess it is practically hard as a coconut. just like exams. when you kick a coconut, dont you feel the pain? i just flunked two papers today. it was simply terrible.

it was just so sad that i could have finished the 8 marks question if not for the teacher. now let's hope for the best. that's what i am wishing for now.

after school, reached home, back to bedok. to eat my lunch. had noodles. :) before treating my sister, clara to soyabea ice-cream. and we sat at the gao gao zai shang place where my sister actually diao-ed me for about 10 seconds. then she said: a new record! i was then diao-ing her back too. lol. then we walked around bedok while our parents shopped at the supermarket. we cannot be light bulbs you know.

then clara wanted to eat more. mashed potato. which costed me 1 dollar. CLARA LIM SHIN WEI. you owe me a dollar. then we ate before going back to 7-eleven again to get a drink. i got H20. and my sister didnt want anything to my delight. then after, she wanted 8 days. well, she insisted if not my mum's gonna scold me. so now she OWES me 1+2=3 DOLLARS!!! and she expects to return a 80 cent sweet. FAT CHANCE. this money is for my handphone you know.

ate a lot and drink a lot. feel like a big fat pig. maybe because it was due to stress. perhaps i should calm down and relax myself. if not , before i know it, i have become a big fat pig. lol.

S-T-R-E-S-S-E-D and D-E-A-D. mourn for me.

christy.

♥Thursday, October 05, 2006