11th september 2006
well today i've gotten back some test papers. so far, i did not fail. which i am glad to know. still, i have to buck up on my studies and so on. teachers think that the papers were so damn easy but i don't agree.. i so do not. english: 37/50. maths:36/40. chinese:30/50. science(physics):13/25. well, i am quite happy with my english, maths and chinese. but for science(physics) i am so not happy. just pass by 1 mark. i guess i have to look for someone to guide me on my science, someone to guide me for my english, someone to guide me for my maths and someone to guide me for my HMT. any volunteers? HAHA. i really have to buck up. EOY is coming in like 3 weeks time. i just want to study and not my friends down. i still wanna be with them. really. i really want to. is it possible?

today's the 5th year after 9-11 has happened, lots of lives were lost. i didn't even know what was 9-11 when i was young. now i finally understand. but te movie was scary. imagine an aeroplane that crashed into your office in the north tower of the world trade centre. but you don't know that it was a terroist attack. only when the second aeroplane hit the south tower, then they know. sigh*, sometimes people do get blurred easily. people started panicking in the fire and even jumped off the building out of desperation. imagine jumping over 100 storeys. it's so scary. soon, both towers collapsed. which made me even OMFG. it's like so so much concrete. and other stuff. i would die if i had concrete on me. it's like they actually used an aeroplane full of innocent passengers to like kill lots of innocent lives. i really don't dare to take an aeroplane anymore. AHHH! the movie shows more places being bombed. then after they show this girl who lost his father during the 9-11. it's in cartoon. but it really touched me. it made me realised that i could cherish my loved ones and those around me.

after school, stayed back for guitar.

12th september 2006
three periods of mdm radhiah. SIGH SIGH SIGH* YAWN* checked english file and i realised that i am missing some papers. i just hope that i will find them today in my cupboard. science(chemistry):16/25. quite pleased with it. still i NEED HELP dnt. lots of theory. YAWNS* finally mr.lee finished the last page of the journal. YIPPEE!! but i have to finish my product first before going on. SAD. :( then i did sanding to my metal i also realised that my wood has broke! :( so i used PVA GLUE. known as also white glue. ARGH!) my WOOD!!! maths. boring plus i never listened to anything therefore i am lost. HELP!! geography papers were given to me surprisingly. some people pass, some people fail. lucky for me, i did not fail. because i thought i will fail at first. so my results are: 28/40.

after maths, stayed back, eat lunch and went directly to dnt..then i continued with my metal. my wood was not found. i left it with mr. lee btw. but he went for a meeting. so i could find it. AHHH!! i am so going to commit suicide if he misplaces it. GOD BLESS ME. LOL.

then took a bus and went home. i kana sabo-ed by edwina to join the council. WTH. but anyway i also can quit if i find it stressful. YAY!

WORK HARD! STUDY HARD! MUG HARD! JIAYOU JIAYOU JIAYOU!!!!!!!

christy.

♥Tuesday, September 12, 2006