now it is 1 in the afternoon.. was online like about one hour already.. so sian.. noone go online want.. so weird.. hehe.. okay today is boring.. woke up at about 9 had to give my sister a chinese paper for her to do.. cause' today is her last test!(so good!) primary 2 life so good only have 3 subjects sia.. me have 10 subjects(wanna faint.. someone call ambulance) then ate breakfast.. then mark her papers.. =P so tiring.. she kept begging me when it is wrong give me 1 mark pls.. give her lah.. i see so much sections my favourites.. not like now.. higher mother tongue got only zao ju, wan cheng ju zi, close passage, li jie ce yan and li jie wen da..(oh my gosh!) then i knew i will flunk my hmt test.. poor me.. tomorrow i will have my history and science test.. later gonna mug from about.. 2->4? then from 8->10 2hours on history, 2 hours on science.. sheeshzz.. i have never been this hardworking before.. but this is mid-year and since everyone is mugging also.. i also mug hard.. i think that if i study i will get good grades right? sometimes i hope that time will pass faster.. but sometimes i hope that time will pass slower.. faster cause' i want to enjoy myself after exams! slower cause' i want to spend more time with my friends.. but i know it is impossible to let me control the time.. sigh* actually i thought that life was fair but looks like soon i have to turn it back to unfair again.. i know i should not be selfish by having it my way.. but at least let me daydream? it seems that everyone thinks that life is unfair to them and that is true.. but.. i think that life is quite fair to me luh.. a lot of friends.. love and concern from them.. that seems enough in my life.. a few people has seen the happy and sad sides of me.. some people has seen the sad sides of me.. some people has only seen the happy side of me.. but i really wonder do they know me well? aiya never mind.. not here to say the sad things.. haha.. christy you must jiayou.. must jian qiang!!!!! cannot be weak.. yup! jiayou christy!!!
christy.

♥Wednesday, May 10, 2006