what have i been doing with myself for this last 2 days?
drowning in depression? ._.
that's so not me, but i must say it's the lowest i've ever felt for the last few years.
and now that, i'm back to who i am.
i shall continue with life, because the journey ahead would be tough.
but i'm sure, i'd be stronger than who i am today.

anyways, happy 16th birthday (: to;
-Valerie.
-Eugene Ng.
-Wilson.

a thousand lies .

♥Tuesday, March 31, 2009

thoughts;
i feel my brain's gonna explode anytime soon.
and i have the feeling of committing suicide.
now, that is not a good sign.
my life is in a mess..







okay, bye.

♥Sunday, March 29, 2009

by the way, the 3 words above are meant for everyone.
if i'm reliable enough, you can always rely on me.


remember that! ^^

♥Sunday, March 22, 2009

yet another week since i last posted.
okay, i admit, i've been really busy.
yours truly has always been reporting to school everyday.
hence, i've neglected my lovely blog.
but i've given it a change of look! :DDD

change a bit, here and there.
and TA-DA, a new look!
still staying with the music but there's some things different! ^^
profile, skin, tagboard?

i'm not gonna give my promises, but i'll definitely update everything.
when i have the time okay. (:
ps. anyways, i went on ace-learning and i got the shock of my life this year when i saw 30 freaking questions of amaths was waiting for me.
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i thought it was multiple choice. -.-
LOL.
plus, i don't know if it's just me, but i saw an A1 for my amaths results which was posted on ace-learning (!!!)
it may not be the best to some people, but i'm happy. (:

why am i missing so much of you nowadays? =/

♥Sunday, March 22, 2009

i guess i lost to emotions today .

♥Sunday, March 15, 2009

today marks the end of the common test, the last day of school for term 1.
and ... *drumrolls please*













the first english night study session. -.-
but it was fun. :DDD

ps. i got a freaking B3 for emaths (!!!!!) ^^
it's been long since i last saw a 'C' grade with maths. ._.

shall elaborate more tomorrow or something.
it's getting real late now. O:

but i see you sometimes;
i try to hide what i feel inside .

♥Friday, March 13, 2009

monday's gonna be common test for all dunmanites! O:
and as usual, many have been already starting mugging, with books on their hands. ._.
yours truly is also one of them, well except for the book on the hard part! :DDD
hehhhhhhh, and this is also going to be the turning point of my life.
it's gonna determine if i'm gonna drop pure sciences or stay with it! (:

no hard feelings about it, if i've done my best and still don't score well.
maybe i'm destined to do better in the arts stream for JC! ^^
i'm still considering whether to go for JC or poly, ~~
but it's like 70% JC, 30% poly!
hohohoooo.

plus i know i haven't been updating.
time flies, it's march already!
i'm still owing january and february, i suppose?
well, i'll update really soon! ~ (hopefully. ~_~)

but for now, let's just focus on getting my priorities right!
before prelims and the big o's, it's common test (!!!)
gambatte everyone! :DDD add oil and do the best you can ever imagine! (:

my wish for you .

♥Friday, March 06, 2009

my inner self's affecting me again .

♥Sunday, March 01, 2009