have you ever been in a situation where you're always sandwiched in between two people?
both whom you cherished a lot as friends.
and all this while, you've been trying to make things work out.
in the end, you unintentionally hurt one friend's feelings?
and within seconds, you broke buckets of trust of a friend because of the wrong things you said.
now, while you continue living your life everyday, you're unable to avoid either of them.
and even though everything may seem okay, and you're putting on a smile,
you know within you, you're aware that that's just a facade.
and deep within your heart, you sincerely hope that things will just get better and that everything was back to where it was.
but you understand, .. that it's not possible.

have you ever felt guilty and disappointed to a friend at the same time?
guilty because you broke her/his trust.
disappointed because she made use of you.
that contradictory feeling which can rip apart your whole self instantly.

perhaps.
if you have gone through whatever i've said above,
then maybe.








you would empathise how i'm feeling right now, at this moment.

♥Friday, September 04, 2009