it's really amazing how God sometimes mapped out his plan for us.
without telling us specific directions to go, and to let us venture on our own.
indeed, in my life, there are some things that i really regret.
and certain things that hurt myself.
but at the end of the day, when i'm all alone, God's there for me, always.
he never fails to be there for me, rain or shine.
and although these few years has been a tough one for me,
i know that this is God's plan, to make me stronger.
he wants me to understand that this is life, and obstacles are common when we're walking our life journey.
many times, i'll keep falling and get hurt, but when i stand up and grow from it, i'll be a better person.
and when i'm in pain, God doesn't stay beside me and comfort me with words.
instead, he gives me solace by hinting me what to do through the events happening in my daily life.
take for example,
i haven't really had the best week.
and i really feel like a fool.
my moodswings are really getting onto everyone.
i felt like i could just run away from reality and live in my own world.
at least there wouldn't be misery.
but today, God brought me a message today.
he answered a prayer i prayed to him several months back.
an answer to a friendship.
and so i'll be okay, i suppose.
for now, i have no idea what's ahead of me but i know, God will be there to guide me through, now and forever. (:


You make me feel like a fool .

♥Wednesday, August 26, 2009

just when i felt giving my all was the best thing i could do,
reality had to be cruel to show me that it was never enough.
i thought our friendship was strong.
but maybe it has always just been me thinking so naively.

♥Saturday, August 15, 2009