make a wish upon a shooting star .
i wishhhhhhhhh! (:

♥Friday, October 31, 2008

hello, i'm in no mood to do my chinese assignments that miss lam gave. i don't understand why i'm giving this kind of reaction because my o levels chinese is in about 1 week time and i'm still behaving like a lazy pig. oh, here's a short review of my week.

firstly, days at school was boring. the only thing i could do was chinese, chemistry, chinese, chemistry. nothing more plus intensive chinese lessons throughout the entire week making me feel super stressed up and tired.

secondly, mtp session on friday was very disappointing. my mum went with me and as expected, the report book was with mrs lim li li so after hearing what she had got to say, i have 2 things in my mind; either to drop amaths or to combined science. i'm still promoted to sec 4 express, by luck though.

drop amaths; science stream would be closed to me for junior college.
drop to combined science; work doubly hard for pure sciences in junior college.
or don't drop at all ....... ?
okay, i need somebody to advice me on this.

plus i have to retake 5 examinations. my mum says she's gonna let me go tuition and make sure i score well for .. everything! O.O from every test to every exam to o levels next year! because she wants me to go to a junior college! =/ i need to work alot harder now .

thirdly, my phone died out on me today while i was trying to transfer songs from my computer to the phone. in the end, i had to sent it for service and so now i have to survive without my music for a week! ): but i'm still contactable because i'm using my old phone without any contacts in there. HAHAHA. okay, that's pretty much it but i feel really down, because all the messages has to be erased and some messages are really very very very dear to me .

but being on the positive side, this was what happened. (:

there was this one point of time during class where manesha and gang was playing this card game. and the way that they played made me feel happy and laugh! ^^ and dunman's got talent also made me feel like i'm in holiday mood cause it's like totally doing nothing, nothing to do except to scream scream scream!

chemistry mock SPA went well for me. (: apparently, i was lucky that mdm S wasn't my examiner but instead, it's mrs R Lim. :DDDDD and the best part was i did my titration correctly, all 3 attempts; orange. (: but my calculations totally disappointed me. ):

guitar, we finally finished the first song and i'm so happy because we don't have to play chords and abit of chance for me to get into syf 2009. :D sounds good to be in that kind of competition, hopefully we'll get a gold this time round. ^^

for sec one orientation camp 2009, i'm proud to say that i'm a senior FA for 1A'09. haha, and i'm very happy about it though some people might think that FAs is a small role. -_- i don't like to be in the departments with all the planning and stuff etc. instead, i prefer executing and evaluating and of course, interacting most with the campers! :DD

by the way, along with me as senior FAs, there's yuqi, kenneth, raqif, seng cheong, yong, bryan and darren! and during the meeting, there was this one point of time where we thought of a quote; "you die or you survive!" LOL, wth wth. though i might not be the best senior FA among them, but who cares? what matters is we have fun and joy and laughter throughout the whole camp, isn't it? and most importantly, sabotage people as a "department". HAHA. (:

what a wordy post. ._.
............. but i still miss my dearest phone! ):

every word, every action, every promise .
i'll never forget .

♥Sunday, October 26, 2008

today was a pretty fine day till ..

mrs neo talked to us about getting promoted and stuff like that. there was this one part where she mentioned about our results and that they're gonna decide tomorrow if we're gonna get promoted to sec 4 express, or sec 4 NA, or retain in sec 3 express.

she also made it very very clear to us that some of us cannot make it. she said that some people in 3C have not been putting in the effort and some of us might not make it to sec 4 express next year. she also mentioned that if we were to retain so whether we come crying to her or our parents make the next move, she's bent on not changing her mind anymore.

at that moment, my whole heart sank. 5 subjects, no maths, no science. only languages and literature. and because my mood got pretty bad, i wasn't really able to concentrate on chinese lesson later on. the worst part is, chemistry SPA is on the 4th Nov, GCE 'O' levels for chinese is on 5th Nov and physics SPA is on the 6th of Nov.

what's more. npcc, guitar syf 2009, council and stress?
i've got to think about more than just that .

♥Monday, October 20, 2008

all of a sudden, everything just seemed to make sense .
i've got to tell you all of this; but would you have time to listen to me?

♥Sunday, October 19, 2008

5 .
emaths, amaths, ss/geog, physics, chemistry.
percentage of retaining?
increasing per minute.

i'm not disappointed in my results.
i'm dissapointed at myself; i feel that i've let my parents down.
i've got to do well, i've got to be promoted.

i'll get over this, because life is short! (:
so we've got to make use of the time we have and make life meaningful right! :D
anyways, today, games day at prcs was boring and fun and tiring.

tiring because we participated in captains ball and lost to evss; 8-15.
boring because time was passing way too slowly.
fun because soccer did us proud today! :D
3rd for overall. (:

we're gonna host the games day next year.
we have to buck up.
we have to train up.
we're gonna take the championship next year.
we can do this! :D

oh yeah, the post for 14th october has been reeditted at the bottom. (:
kindly scroll down if you wish to view, thank you. :D

courage, strength, endurance .

♥Saturday, October 18, 2008

i really don't know what to expect from my endofyear results slip. while i see people losing 1 mark or gaining 1 mark, i see myself losing more than 20 .. 30.. 40.. even 50 marks! well, i've been failing everything so far except my languages. -.- and it's not borderline underpassing grade. it's typically F9s.

every single one of it, how much better can things get? all i hope now is that i wouldn't further fail any more subjects, because failing 4 subjects is pretty much demoralizing, i wouldn't wanna see a number more then 4 already. ._.

all the effort .. goes down the drain. papers that i worked especially hard for were actually the ones that disappointed me the most. all i wish for this whole year is to just be promoted to sec 4 express, please. =/ i don't wanna be left alone here ..

all alone, on my own in sec 3 next year ..

disappointments .

♥Thursday, October 16, 2008

firstly, HAPPY BIRTHDAY, IRIS! :D

okay, i'm gonna post about today, haha! ^^ xiuwen, yuqi and i met at bedok this afternoon and proceeded to a salon near chai chee to get our hair cut! :DDDDDDDDDDDD trust me, some of us look like 2 different persons now. HAHAHAHAHA.

come, i shall show you how different are we! xD

BEFORE;
front view. (:
yuqi's long long hair. O.O
christy's wavy hair or whatever you call it. ~.~
xiuwen's .. ________ (insert adjective) hair. ._.

AFTER;

♥Tuesday, October 14, 2008

if you stay online long enough, you'll be able to see my next post!
but that depends on my laziness! xP
maybe i'll blog later.














maybe, LOL. :B

♥Monday, October 13, 2008

HELLO PEOPLE. :D

i've been pretty much down over the past week. but after a lot of self-reflection, i'm back on my feet again! so thank you to those who've been worried about me. whether sad or happy, life still has to go on right! :D so i shall try living life a bit more positively.

i may still be down on several occasions but i know i'll be just fine at the end of the day. (: lalaalaalaaalaalalalalalala, i'm a happy girl now, woo! ^^ and oh yes, about blogging, i'll try to blog as soon as possible yeah. because i'm really feeling lazy again!

i'll be a stronger, happier and better person! and this post shall be my source of joy! :D there'll still be emo-ing, but i guarantee it won't be as much as last time! this is a promise to my blog! haha, life is short, so let's live life to the fullest okay! xD spread the joyyyyyyyyy! ~~~~


moving on, no longer looking back! (:

♥Monday, October 13, 2008

i'm really feeling very lazy.
and pretty much not in a mood to blog today.
but there's definitely pictures and words to express.
and it's not today! O:
till then, toodles! :D








many things happened for the past few days this entire week.
i can get through this, i'm a strong girl .

♥Saturday, October 11, 2008

when you're bored, do quizzes! :D
i've never felt so bored for quite a while already. =/

You Are a Creative Gift Giver

Your gifts are one of a kind, special, and well chosen. Whether you've made it yourself or searched all over town... There's really no one who has more of a personal touch than you.

What the House Test Says About You

You are happy with who you are, and you don't have an inflated sense of self importance. You do your own thing quietly. You don't take up a lot of space. You are very community oriented. You like to buy local, know your neighbors, and live in a neighborhood that matches your personality. You are a playful, charming person. People feel instantly close to you. You take good care of your physical appearance. You dress well, stay in shape, and do your best to look great. You are moved by romance and love. You are optimistic about people, and you love hearing about happy endings.

You Are The Hermit

You posses a great deal of wisdom and the ability to see people for who they are. You are always looking ahead at the future, developing visions. A loner, you tend to travel by yourself through life, seeking your own truth. You don't crave material things or fancy titles. You have no baggage. Your fortune: It's possible that there is a unknown guiding figure in your life, ready to help you. All you have to do is find this person and seek their advice. It's also possible that you need to start seeking the meaning of your own life. Either way, there's some deep thinking you need to undertake, and it needs to be done soon.

Your Birthdate: June 19

You are resilient, and no doubt your resilience has already been tested. You've had some difficult experiences in your life, but you are wise from them. Having had to grow up quickly, you tend to discount the advice of others. You tend to be a loner, having learned that the only person you can depend on is yourself. Your strength: Well developed stability and confidence Your weakness: Suspicion of others Your power color: Eggplant Your power symbol: Spade Your power month: October

What Your Handwriting Says About You

You are sometimes a very energetic person, but you are sometimes quite lethargic. You're moody, prone to ups and downs, and you don't have a lot of endurance. You are somewhat outgoing, but you're not a natural extrovert. You think first before you act. You tend to be independent, rational, and logical. You are very detail oriented and meticulous. You are a careful thinker and a true intellectual. You don't a lot of space, and you prefer to spend time with others. You are a little nosy and intrusive. You sometimes don't give people enough space. You are somewhat traditional, but you are also open to change. You listen to your head and your heart. You are a decent communicator. You get your point across, but sometimes you leave things a bit ambiguous.

Your Superpower Should Be Super Speed

You're quick witted and fast to act. You're mind works at warp speed. From your perspective, everyone else is living in slow motion. You get so much done, people have accused you of not sleeping. Definitely not a couch potato, you feel a bit crazy if you're not busy doing something. Why you would be a good superhero: You're be the first on the scene... and likely to finish the job before anyone else shows up Your biggest problem as a superhero: Being bored by everyone else. Including other superheroes!

The True You

You want your girlfriend or boyfriend to be more relaxed, calm, and composed. With respect to money, you spend as little as possible. You think good luck might come your way, but if it does you'll be so surprised you'll burst out laughing. The hidden side of your personality tends to be satisfied to care for things with a minimal amount of effort. You have a tendency to overdo things, but basically you value your friendships highly. When it comes to finding a romantic partner, you base your search on information from your friends.

♥Saturday, October 11, 2008

wooo, quizzes to entertain me! ^^

You Are a Good Friend Because You're Loyal

You stick with your friends no matter what, even if you feel like they're doing the wrong thing. You believe in letting people figure out their own path in life. It's not your place to interfere. And part of your loyalty means that you'll do a lot for your friends. You definitely go the extra mile. You'll even do great things for friends without them asking. After all, that's what friendship is all about. You are truly a friend for life. And you have friends you've known since you were a kid. Your friends can count on you to do a favor, remember a birthday, or just be there to listen. Your friends need you most when: They can't turn to anyone else You really can't be friends with: Fickle people who change friends quickly Your friendship quote: "Friendship doubles your joys, and divides your sorrows."

You Are Strawberry Ice Cream

A bit shy and sensitive, you are sweet to the core. You often find yourself on the outside looking in. Insightful and pensive, you really understand how the world works. You are most compatible with chocolate chip ice cream.

Your Love Song Is

Wonderwall by Oasis "I'm sure you've heard it all before But you never really had a doubt I don't believe that anybody feels The way I do about you now" You know what you want - but does that person want you?

Your Love is Based on Friendship

For you, chemistry doesn't really happen without compatibility. Companionship and openness are the most important parts of your relationships. Whoever you love should be your best friend. And falling in love with a good friend is never out of the question. Why your love can last: You only fall for people who you truly understand... and who truly understand you Why your love can fail: Sometimes you don't admit how important physical chemistry is to you

You Should Play the Saxophone

You are charismatic, friendly, and very uninhibited. You have a lot of personal expression to bring your music. Improvisational and informal, you can't deal with an instrument that has too many rules or complexities. You are much more interested in creating unique solos than immersing yourself in music theory. You have a lot of style, and you definitely are one smooth operator. And while you may not play perfectly, no one's going to accuse you of being boring. Your dominant personality characteristic: being very outgoing Your secondary personality characteristic: your flair for the unique and dramatic

Your Life is 69% Off Track

If you're honest with yourself, you have to admit that you often feel like you're living the wrong life. It's a pretty easy conclusion to come to - because it seems like not a lot is going right. Consider finding a life coach or mentor. You need some encouragement in turning your life around.

You Are Pretty Happy

You generally have a happy, fulfilling life. But things could be a little better, and deep down, you know it. Maybe you need more supportive friends or a more challenging career. Something is preventing you from being totally happy. You just need to figure out what it is!

You Are a Realist

You don't see the glass as half empty or half full. You see what's exactly in the glass. You never try to make a bad situation seem better than it is... But you also never sabotage any good things you have going on. You are brutally honest in your assessments of situations - and this always seems to help you cope.

You Are the Anti-Narcissist

You definitely don't have an ego problem. If anything, your ego tends to be a little too small. You have a healthy, humble attitude about yourself and others. You don't boast or brag. And you don't think you're better than anyone else in the world.

You Are An ISFJ

The Nurturer You have a strong need to belong, and you very loyal. A good listener, you excel at helping others in practical ways. In your spare time, you enjoy engaging your senses through art, cooking, and music. You find it easy to be devoted to one person... a partner who you do special things for. In love, you express your emotions through actions. Taking care of someone is how you love them. And you do it well! At work, you do well in a structured environment. You complete tasks well and on time. You would make a good interior designer, chef, or child psychologist. How you see yourself: Competent, dependable, and detail oriented When other people don't get you, they see you as: Boring, dominant, and stuck in a rut

Your Thinking is Abstract and Random

You are flexible, adaptable, and creative. There's many ways that you can learn - and you're up for any of them. You relate well to other people, and you do well working in groups. You can help people communicate together and work with each other's strengths. You don't work well with people who are competitive or adversarial. You prefer to work toward a common goal... not toward conflicting goals.

You Should Be A Cancer

What's good about you: you're incredibly kind, caring, and generous What's bad about you: you can be too moody and impossible to understand In love: you enjoy wining and dining the object of your affection In friendship, you're: likely to depend on other friends for emotional support Your ideal job: historian, marine biologist, or religious figure Your sense of fashion: you dress to match your mood You like to pig out on: classic home cooked meals, like mac and cheese

♥Friday, October 10, 2008

i need a breather to get through all these .

♥Thursday, October 09, 2008

♥Wednesday, October 08, 2008

i really wanted to write a decent post like, 4 days ago. but i don't have the time and the mood to do so. today marks the start of the end of year examination.

oh yeah, instead of being in the classroom, sec 3 express were all in the hall instead. the huge crowd made me felt nervous, and my handwriting was illegible.

during english paper 1, used the wrong format for letter writing and wrote crap for the rest. this is bad, really bad. i can see that ray of hope dying off already.

please get me through this, i don't want to retain another year. i have to score better than my mid-years, enjoy my holidays. i still have a chance now, so what am i waiting for?

oh wells, all the best, people.
remember to study hard and smart. :D








希望慢慢转为绝望 .

♥Thursday, October 02, 2008