finally, week 9 of term 1.

another hectic but emotional week.

don't really wish to describe about the lessons or whatever.

they are just boring.

and i'm too tired to even bother to type out the whole week.

so it's all summarized !

monday with npcc campcraft com trng.

tuesday with .. i can't remember. ><

wednesday with campcraft com trng.

thursday with mortal ! [:

friday with chien and yuqi. :D

whawhawha,

but i must say these last 2 days(today included) were hard to get by.

thursday, i quarrelled with xywm.

stupid thoughts of ending my life once and for all.

well, apparently, i'm still here.

friday's rather emotional.

stepped on xywm's toes again and made her angry.

all thanks to my stupid "confrontation",

.....

i shan't continue.

thanks for all the concern from those who were there. (: (you know who you are)

but it was alright later on.
we got things all sorted out(i think)

and lunched at bbt before going to tm.

and then mrt-ed home.

since it was quite late already.

common test's next week.

all the best, peeps ! (:

finally 15 ~~

ROCK ON GIRL ~! (:

and keep smiling all day.

for every smile brightens part of the world each day. {:

the world of love .

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ps. i'm sorry for keep teasing you, saying that you're old or whatever.

i don't mean to make you angry on purpose by saying things that are super qb.

i don't mean to make you sad on purpose by doing things i shouldn't be doing. (maybe?)

i don't mean to trouble you all the time by looking for you each time i need help.

thankyou for everything.

- ;

you've changed completely.

i no longer know you anymore.

that question still lingers in me.

"what happened to you?"

where's that soulmate i used to know?

and the most ridiculous part is ,

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it just feels funny.

how much people can change.

they don't seem pretty much what they used to be.

i really don't know it's changing for better or for the worse, maybe ?

definition of change :

- It's a short trip from riding the waves of chances to being torn apart by jaws of defeat .

- Scary and confusing .

- When the winds of change blow hard enough, the most trivial of things can turn into deadly projectiles .

perhaps mine's the second option .

it's difficult to apprehend what people are thinking about when they change.

especially your close friends.

i'm just not emo.

okay, maybe i'm more than just sad

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sunday's been great with church in the morning.

and meeting up with chien, ng, penguin, chia.

finished up the stuff we did and so decided last minute.

to watch a movie.

P.S I LOVE YOU ! (:

the plot's not bad.

the small notes are sweet but it seems to be letting the girl cling on.

oh wells. \:

and coincidently, we saw.

joanna, jiaying, shuting and lijin ! :D

LOL.

plus, we were sitting at the same row , E (:

it was funny we didn't notice each other !!!

rushed off to the convention at suntec.

with jj lin as guest star singer.

yes, girls go gaga over him.

i'm not really a fan of his, just being a supporter and screaming abit ?

so i watched this whole thing, 3hour ++

just to watch him sing for half an hour.

reached home late.

thus, being listless in class today.

oh great.

and seriously, i feel we're in deep trouble if we aren't able to finish on time. O:

some words that a certain person wrote on the blog affected me pretty badly.

emo ? ._.

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LOL, chien is sad cause chin is not here for her tonight ! O:

lonely and emo~ =x

can't wait for outing later on ~ :D

ohmy, i can't believe i haven't been posting for a week (!!!)

but i think this will be like a normal routine.

and i have to get used to it.

BOO. ):

the past week has really been as usual.

monday and wednesday are like campcraft com.

tuesday's like guitar.

thursday's like remedial ? and helping chien to buy momoren's present ^^

SERIOUSLY, I LIKE THE CARD ALOT.

WHA, I DONT CARE, CHIEN.

I EXPECT MINE TO BE LIKE THAT TOO.

lol, jk(:

friday's unit training, relaxing.

and also to celebrate that our unit has gotten a GOLD UOPA AWARD :DDDD

OH YES ^^

i've been getting either merely passes or FAILED for class tests.

super disappointed with myself.

CHRISTY ! you have to work much harder if you want to get into your dream jc/poly !!!

seriously, i can't find the motivation to study harder on, if this continues.
but oh wells, let's look it on the positive side.

failure is the mother of success :D

today was tiring too.

campcraft com morning as usual.

tying all the same things all over again.

and like, i got a splinter after the last try. -_-

it's like some sharp thing pokes into your skin.

worse still, mine POKES right inside my skin.

TIAN AR ! D:

thanks to the respective ics and instructors, it came out.

but it hurts like ____ when they had to cut my skin to get it out. \:

then, went to HTA to support the guys for their competition.

i thought theirs was the best.

and i believed they did their best.

GOOD JOB. {:

and ARENA did well, i suppose ? (:

out tmr AGAIN with chien

with chien, chia, penguin, ng.

followed by some concert by jj lin at night.

dont feel like going lei~

haha(:

to those people ;

sorry for being like so emo/sian/sad/upset/angry (your pick) like almost everyday.

it's just that problems keep adding every moment i solve one.

but seriously. thankyou for being so understanding.

i really appreciate your concerns.

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shy joycelyn !

♥
A GHOST ! D:

here's my promised post on last saturday and sunday. ♥

saturday 090208 ;
arrived late by half an hour.
but it wasn't that bad afterall.
i was third to arrive. (:

so it was just xiuwen, yuqi, joycelyn, chin, ng and me.
that's about it, i guess.
the rest weren't able to come.

we kinda continued on our class deco.
from around 9 - 2 + ?
took pretty much photos.
so i shall let it describe my day.
on the next post ! ^^

i think my class deco is ♥
even if other class de decoration are nicer,
i still think our class deco is the best. {:
cause our hard work and effort are sweated there ! :D
esp. to yuqi and joycelyn.

joycelyn shy shy. o'.'o
yuqi act _ _ _ _ DD:
oops. =x
ng thinks he's so good at doing the lanterns + fishes deco. -.-
chin is bhb.
xiuwen is an idiot(:

HOHO. ^^

sunday 100208 ;
yay, started off with church in the morning.
after church was lunch at tm, as usual.
before i met dearest hua chi at around 0100(:

met up with the rest at 0130 at small macs.
if i remembered correctly,
there's one senior who graduated(i can't rmb the name =x)
regina, eileen, jiajing.
me, yuqi, lijin, jiayi, choi yun and shi ying.
and the couple !
presenting.
vanessa and chris. =p
chien chin nehneh was sick! DDDDD:

took bus.. 65 ?
to bedok reservoir road.
and reached conductor's house at 2+

chatted, ate and watched guitar performances.
like we knew that that would be the kind of show we'll be getting from the conductor.
LOL. =p
talk about his $4000 guitar and his daughter's few hundred dollars guitar.
BIASED SEYYYY. =x

left around 4.
and the couple went off. ^^
regina and the senior had to leave too.
oh wells.

so it's just left with jiajing, eileen, christy, yuqi, lijin, jiayi, shiying and choiyun.
we decided on watching a movie at tm initially.
kungfu dunk.
but after, the time for the show was like 1815 onwards.
we called off the idea.
and just walked around and chat. :D

went to pasta mania !
and ate while chatting. =x
i feel very bad for causing shiying's throat to worsen !
i'm sorry! \:

went to cs toilet and took photos. ^^
before everybody went home.
but me and yuqi walked around for a while more.
HEH.

reached home around 7+ ?
family was out, watching movie.
so home alone. =p

pictures on the next post.
enjoy waiting(:

yay, like finally.

another week's over ^^

but it's also implying that.

common test is coming soon.

*GASPS*

pretty lazy just to describe everything that happened this week. =x

campcraft com on monday(ithink?) guitar was quite enriching on tuesday.

stayed home and studied while hei chi baked for chin on wednesday. D:

received pretty presents from all my beloved idiots(: on thursday.

and couples around exchange gifts!

like example, the two sitting near me. O:

if i could possibly remember.

what happened the past 2 days.

thursday ;

visited all my relative's house.

well, almost.

watched lion dance at neighbour's house.

and played blackjack, won $1.90 in the end(:

after, went to another neighbour's house and sang karaoke ^^

played blackjack and mahjong again.

soooo i went home around 1+am ?

i lost $1+ though. \:

BOOOO !

friday ;

spent my morning slacking. O:

then in the afternoon,

sister and i decided to watch a movie ^^

chiong-ed to tm.

and realised everyone was getting tickets as well.

since all the shops were closed except fastfood restaurants and cinema.

manged to watch ah long pte limited.
0615(:

but boo, the seats were lousy-.-

then went home around 9.

and off to neighbour's house.

for blackjack again.

i was lucky this time, won $6. :D

and jay chou was singing 'live' on some certain show.

hao ting lass(:

saturday ;

next next post ! =x

i've been thinking for a while ;

but after idiot's advice, i've decided.

off to uncle lim's house tmr ! ^^

i can't wait.

monday ;

okay, so school started off with.

me having the same duty, AGAIN. T_T

and a change of seats !
i was like praying that mr. l won't change my seat.

and in the end, i still had to move (sian-.-)

i thought i would be in some horrible position. =x

but instead, i switched with pira.

which means.

okay, i made the effort to do my homework.

still, my english summary was not done.

and physics too!

mr. l kept looking at my empty physics workbook.

and kinda pinpointed to me cause i nearly dozed off.

i feel super super guilty.

so i shall type out what i wanted to say to mr. l here!

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after, there was council general meeting.

investiture's next monday.. ?

but it's tentative.

went for campcraft com training.

oh wells, today's not that positive.

but we'll do better, i'm sure !

right(:

tuesday ;

holiday !
YIPPEEYAYAYIPPEEYIPPEEYA.

LOL, so i slept quite early and woke up early^^v

sorry lynn !

i'll make up a day to get out with you.

well, that is if, we're both free okay ! :D

looking forward to your reply.

out with chienxiuwen.

and i'm running late.

update later ! (:

okay, off to my work now.

byebye.

okay, shall post once more.

before i do my last few homework assignments. O:

hmmm.

church.tm.home.

church was okay overall.

but i'm still laughing over that pink bird with a purple nose ! O_O

lunched at yoshinoya.

got a pair of shorts from bum

and slippers(: form DMK.

i love the slippers ^^

more shopping after cny !

with all the money in hand. =p

home.

slacked -.-

i should be online more frequently since school's like.

only one and a quarter day this week :DDDDD

YAY.

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yet, another hectic week.
but i shall briefly describe it all !
it's gonna be long, so if you can't stand looking at a certain post for so long, you may skip this(:

monday ;
big change ! \:
change of classrooms with 3D2.
as mei yin sprained her leg {get well soon !}
thankyou estee for helping me carry down "my books".
i feel really bad for asking you to help me, mortal.

emaths and amaths test fail ! \:
pathtically.

talking about amaths.
miss nawal is really very nice.
she even offered me one to one remedial if i needed help ! (:
i'm super weak in algebra !
but i dont have the time, that's why. \:
i miss mrs r.lim, scienceee! ♥

npcc campcraft com training was quite relaxing.
being able to finish the structure on time really makes me feel contented ! ^^
sec 3 tb camp and annual camp's most probably postponed to june instead !
okay, is that a good thing or a bad one ?

tuesday ;
nothing much about pe!
just encouraged those who re-took their 2.4km by running with them.
and also self-jogging to lose weight ! (:

GET WELL SOON, MORTAL !
she wasn't feeling so well then !
till now, i suppose.
based from her blog. \:

2 free periods for chemistry.
alright, that was a BAD thing.
the fact that mdm sharifah didn't come means.
= chemistry test, sure fail-.-
*FREAKS OUT*

something bad happened ! \:
mrs neo talked to our class about it.
ahhh.

chinese was so screwed, big time.
guitar was fun overall(:
talking to lijin and having fun of course{:

wednesday ;
BAD DAY ! \\:
#1 - i didn't bring my locker key !
all the books all inside, wtf ?

#2 - i don't have my journal, thus.
not knowing the topic and did nothing for the first period.

#3 - 2 free periods for physics.
mr bernard came in instead-.-

#4 - told mdm sharifah that i didn't bring the key which leads to.
forget to bring key -> chemistry workbook inside -> cannot take out.
so her face was super BLACK, and she used the mono tone and said.
"nevermind, go back to your seat."
okay, she scares me. ):

#5 - chemistry test was horrible.
alot of blanks were left, hai.

#6 - english and geog was sian, as usual.
weather was super humid, causing me to sleep all the time. T_T

literature was fun with all the making people up and stuff.
we get to make up xiuwen, yuqi, pangwen and eugenechin !
they didn't know how to answer a question.
so they had to face the consequences ! O:
the next next lesson !
after cny.

stayed back for campcraft com training.
finally, something good happened.
we broke our timing and set ourselves a new record. :DDD
fun overall.

thursday ;
miss luar didn't come for ss.
thought no ss test, in the end got !
sian las, managed to finish the question though.

we're gonna have another chinese ipw project !
*GASPS*
must hand in by the end of february.
man, must chiong-.-

yet another 2 free periods of physics.
and i brought my locker key ! (:
but i dont know how to do the questions. \:

i nearly dozed off during chemistry.
because the weather was hot.
man, i need sweets to perk me up.
anyone ?

npcc annual camp meeting.
nothing really much to describe.
but i think the camp t-shirt's gonna be super nice. [:

friday ;
literature was fun with all the questions.
and the kinda "debating"
we have 4 groups.
and our groups are called.
pukey, duh!!!, chin and your mum respectively.
LOL, my group is duh !!!
-suggested by darren pang-.-

we were lucky though that we aren't the ones losing.
chin lost. O:
so pukey(the winner team) get to make them up the next session ! (:
i can't wait. (!!!)

nothing much till the end of school.
lessons were boring, as usual.
except for some teachers ^^

npcc training !
only 5 turned up ! \:
sec 1s came ! (COOL SIA) :DDDDD
did rifle drills(:
had fun with woc and moi !

didn't get to interact with the sec. ones though.
awwww. ):

saturday ;
campcraft com training.
timing was not really up. ):
didn't went for guitar though.

lunched with roslin, cl, yuqi and xiuwen !
before going seperate ways home.
napped all the way till evening.
and here i am, blogging ^^

okay, this is so not a brief post anymore ! O:

much failures and disappointments faced.
but i'll keep hanging on.
since, i told myself to push on despite all the difficulties.
trying to keep myself positive.
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get well soon (!!!) ;
i miss you.