i really don't know what to expect from my endofyear results slip. while i see people losing 1 mark or gaining 1 mark, i see myself losing more than 20 .. 30.. 40.. even 50 marks! well, i've been failing everything so far except my languages. -.- and it's not borderline underpassing grade. it's typically F9s.
every single one of it, how much better can things get? all i hope now is that i wouldn't further fail any more subjects, because failing 4 subjects is pretty much demoralizing, i wouldn't wanna see a number more then 4 already. ._.
all the effort .. goes down the drain. papers that i worked especially hard for were actually the ones that disappointed me the most. all i wish for this whole year is to just be promoted to sec 4 express, please. =/ i don't wanna be left alone here ..
all alone, on my own in sec 3 next year ..
disappointments .
♥Thursday, October 16, 2008