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29 April 2008

many things have been running through my mind.
many things have happened for the past few days.
and it just seems so sudden, such that i feel empty in myself.
i feel like just losing myself, get myself daydreaming all the time.
such that i wouldn't be involved in anything that happens in reality.
but do you know what.
even when i'm daydreaming, i forgot that i'm one who tends to think too much, tsk.
some things changed.

i can get used to this .
be strong .

♥Tuesday, April 29, 2008

27 April 2008

just came online specially to wish kanshuting and belle.
HAPPY BIRTHDAY, SHUTING! :D
HAPPY BIRTHDAY, BELLE! (:

today was rather fine, with church and tm yet again.
managed to buy certain people's birthday present, damn belated though.
gosh, i feel bad.
and oh yes, my temperature went down. (:
to 38.2 to 37.7 !
still have a fever-.-
but it's a positive sign, isn't it? hahaaaaaa.
thank you xywm.
thanks to my dearest mummy who gave me medicines and medicines to eat. O_O
i love my mummy. ♥
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life's been rather downcast for me. many things happened. school, studies, exams, friendship, family, competitions, juniors. mainly friends and exams, i guess. my mind's to blame for all this misery.

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a miracle is what gives one happiness.
and happiness is like a beam, which the least shadow intercepts.

but i can't find it anywhere .

Labels: contradicting.

♥Sunday, April 27, 2008

26 April 2008

contemplatinggggg in progress.

yep, as promised ! :D

(i'm most probably talking to myself-_-)

here's the postttt anyways.

monday ; 210408
the class's getting more and more noisy,
so we're like in our index number order already! -.-
mr latiff says it's to prepare us for the exam mood.
righttttt. ._.

after school, stayed back.
listened to marriage D' amour at the piano that both calise and siyuh was playing.
it was really nice, both guitar and piano versions ! ^^

went to staff room to find miss luar pp at around 3.
made an appointment on friday during ss lesson.
yuqi and xiuwen came along too.

finally, i've cleared my doubts on answering SBQ and SEQ. :D
and after, we chatted about the textbook, saying how lousy the structure was.
then talked about miss luar's previous job, engineering.
i bet she was making alot of moneyyyy $$$$.
but she felt that teaching would be fun, awwwwww.

i mean, she like the classes she teach,
3A - known for memorising and analysing skills.

3C - known for argumentative skills.

3D1 - known for understanding and applying it better.
she said that, lol.

after.

bused 28 homeeeeeee. (:

ohyes, got my name down for 4x100m (girls, obvious-.-)
and 100m (girls) D: for sports day eventttttt.
xiuwen, yuqi and joycelyn! :D
but heard from julia that netball girls from other classes were joining the event too. O:
whateverrrr, it's just an event, what matters is we have fun during the process ! ^^

tuesday ; 220408
from mr. B,
i'm officially in ltccc.
cause julia couldn't make it,
so i replaced herr.
high elements department. (:
i heard from people that the proposal can kill, though. \:

yuqi was kinda concerned on who should be the 1st, 2nd, 3rd, 4th runner.
so we asked mr tan, during our p.e period.
he told us to be enthusiastic
and meet up together to run at the stadium during the holidays!
can't waittt, can lose weight at the same time, woohoo! ^^

here are some pointers to those taking 4x100m. [:
1st and 3rd runner has to be good curvers. O_O
1st and 4th runner has to be fast,
1st runner to have a good start(:
and last runner to of course, attempt his/her best to win 1st.

*forwards timeeee*
after chinese lesson,
lunched with valerie at the bbt shop!

i wasn't supposed to eat. T_T
cause i'm gonna use $$$ when i'm supposed to be saving up.
but valerie ahhhhh, this glutton! xD
got me eating instant noodlessss, LOL.
and it's sad, that she eats and never grows fat.
and i attempt to eat less, but still, grow fat. -.-

chatted with her under the void deck,
i envy her, being able to open uppp and be who she is.
thenthenthen.
got our asses to 3A and instead of studying, we started chatting ! -.-"

boo! ): WE SHOULD BE STUDYING! -.-
peer influence. xD

wednesday ; 230408
shuting wasn't able to make it cause she had red cross thingy. O_O
so the studying with lijin and shuting was cancelled!
decided to accompany valerie since her house had no electricity from 8.30am - 5.30pm

and yes, valerie is a stubborn TORTORISE. xD
she didn't felt like going to amaths remedial after school!
argued with herrr, and embarassed myself in front of mortal, LOL.
but i gave in to her eventually( i felt dumb)
cause she promised to study (!!!)

lunched at bbt shop, AGAIN. :D
she wanted to drink my bubble tea, so i gave it to her.
and when i received it back,

"eh, why so light arrrr."

*attempts to drink and within 3 seconds*
empty cup. ):
VALERIE ! &*(*#@#*@#@#!@!*#@*@&(@^!*

apparently, something interesting happened.
and valerie went all out to snap 2 photos of it. -.-
then, went back to 3C and saw iris and wc.
but not long after, wc left.

so in the end, i studied with iris and valerie.
man, seriously, you cannot trust valerieeeeeeeee at all! ):
SHE ONLY DID 2 SUMS WHEN SHE PROMISED ME SHE'LL STUDY. x/
BOOHOO. (i felt really dumb, LOL.)

ohyes,
thanks alot to iris for helping her in amaths, and me in chemistry. :D

bought starfruit drink which valerie apparently thinks that it's the worst drink, EVER.
saw shuting at the bus stop, and valerie was super evil!
she wanted to BOO shuting, but ended up, i went to tap on her.
lol, i spoiled her evil plan. xD
and officially, valerie's a TORTORISE. :D
agree, shuting? (:

thursday ; 240408
before school ended, around 2.00pm, i think?
mortal came up to my class and told me that her sister was sick!

and she wasn't able to make it, and study together with me.
but it's okay, really mortal! (:

so i decided to study on my own, self-motivation. :D
in the end, saw idaffi at the bench, decided to sit with him and studyyyy.
he do his stuff, i do mine. ;D
joycelyn was in class, doing her stuff.
sometimes, i would get into class and take things.
so it's like we chat for like one minute or so, before.
i went out to the bench again to study.

managed to finish up homework,
alittleofchemistry.
and filing up of worksheets. ^^

left around 6?
together with joycelyn and idaffi. (:
it was raining ! \:
took bus 28 with joycelyn.

both joycelyn and i laughed when she said that,
mdm blah looks like an overgrown hamster.
and i replied back, saying that i have a hamster at home.
then we totally went LOL!

we chatted alot. :D
since our stops were farrr.
from school to exams to friends to life.
both of us realised we had something in common! (:
ohyes, thankyou joycelyn for listening to my crappy thoughts! [:
and home sweet home.

friday ; 250408
had to rush to the NPCC store to meet the 2 sec.1 guys to collect their uniform.
because i had a ss test, and it ended around 1250.
when i'm supposed to meet them at like, 1235. =x
they weren't there.

and ryan was funny,
he was playing with the key on the railing.
and it dropped to the first floor, where the ferns and bushes were.
searched with him, along with edwina and afew of ryan's friends as well.
but before i could even find it,
some situation occurred.
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she cried. =.-
so i got myself up to 1G after being pestered to get up there.
she made me so embarassed, long story.
ask me if you want more details, lol.

after, took bus 28.
had the thought to go home and study actually.

but ended up, i saw yuqi on the bus.
and she asked me if i wanted to go to her house and study.
so i agreed! :D

yuqi was a clumsy and forgetful idiot, LOL.
when auntie realised i haven't eaten anything for the day,
got a lecture from her. =x
and then she cooked me a bowl of noodles, so sweet. (:
i appreciate the concern. (:

got real serious, and instead of studying.
did homework while listening to music at the same time.
certain things happened and i got real moody,

so i decided to go home.

saturday ; 260408
felt hot all over.
but still, i decided to go for physics remedial at 10.
and i took too long to bathe, such that i was late for meeting xiuwen for breakfast at 9.
just when i was about to sms her, saying i'm gonna be late.
she smsed me and said she overslept, lol.
i was relieved(:

ate some new thing, the one with the hotcakes as the burger.
$4.00 T_T along with iced milo.
not bad, it tasted sweet.
but i prefer the original, sausage muffin with egg. :D

reached school around 9.50am. :D
started the remedial from 10 - 11.30am
mr. L is like so.. blind. =x
i raised up my hand three times, and he didn't see me. ):

i wasn't really in the mood to do physics anyways.
and i wasn't able to concentrate at all.
when it all ended, mr L told me.
"christy, you have to put in more effort."
haiiii.

lijin wasn't able to make it,
so the study session today with lijin and shuting was cancelled as well.
oh wells.

while walking out of school,
xiuwen offered to ask me to study with her and chin at the airport.
and course, i said no.
i mean, i 'll be like a light bulb stuck between them if i went.
besides, i also will feel bad because of ..
and also feeling moody and unwell.

took bus 28 home alone.
while yuqi waited for momoren.
the bus trip seemed so long. \:

got home, took temperature.
ohmy, 38.2 -.-
i haven't been sick for like what, 5 years!?
so i felt horrible.

stayed home alone again, time seemed to take so long to pass.
and after a nap, i'm still feeling hot all over. \:
now i'm thinking if i should go to school on monday.
if i stayed at home, i can rest well and get better.
but at the same time, if i didn't go to school.
i'll miss alot of things, and i'll have to really catch up!
what should i do.

midyear's coming in 5days.
i'll try blogging on thursday or earlier.
if not, it's after 12 may. ^^
ohwells, till then!

my mind says, how silly are you to keep holding on .
my heart says, you're too indifferent to understand .
that broken friendship i still cherish .

♥Saturday, April 26, 2008

24 April 2008

it's kinda ironic how adolescents are nowadays, huh.
i mean.
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you were doing the same exact thing months ago.
and i was there to witness it.
but now you're contradicting yourself by talking about others doing it.
ironic retribution, i suppose .

ohyes, this isn't my main point about coming online(i was supposed to studyT_T)
okay, after this, i promise.
here it goes,

HAPPY 15th BIRTHDAY
TO BOTH SHAZANA AND DU DI. (:

alright, back to studying social studies! D:
man, my brain has always been stuck with a word almost everyday; emo emo emo-.-
i can't seem to get anything right.
i've been thinking too much.
i've stressing myself out too much.
and because of all these, i'm unable to concentrate on my studies.
mid year's barely a week away. ):
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and just when i was screaming and freaking out for mid-years and a mundane life.
some sec. 1 guy from my first cca had to frustrate me further by refusing to get his ass down tmr to the store just to collect his uniform.
and he says he want to quit. ._.

i guess i need to chill a little.
off for now, shall blog during weekends! (:

♥Thursday, April 24, 2008

20 April 2008

lowlowlowlowlowlowlowlowlowwwwwwwwww .

first, and forthmost .

ange-la♥ says:
huh, why you emo
CHRISTY [: losing my positive self . theSTICKMENfamily! $: ::ĐмИ ĜűïŦäѓ™:: ; - # says:
thinking about certain things, certain friend, a broken friendship..
ange-la♥ says:
awww, dont emo, you have me♥♥♥♥
CHRISTY [: losing my positive self . theSTICKMENfamily! $: ::ĐмИ ĜűïŦäѓ™:: ; - # says:
lolololol, yeah, i have you. (:
ange-la♥ says:
you are suppose to be high luh deyy
CHRISTY [: losing my positive self . theSTICKMENfamily! $: ::ĐмИ ĜűïŦäѓ™:: ; - # says:
haha, dying downnnnn.
ange-la♥ says:
CHEEEEEEEEER UP ^^v
ange-la♥ says:
*hugs christy till she cannot breathe*

thankyou. (:
I LOVE ANGELAAAAAAAAAA =D

okay, moving onn.

sunday ; 200408
church as usual.
i wasn't feeling my best todayyy.
and had shou gong.
tried making a fluffy dog.
but instead of a dog, i seem to have made out a mad and sad dog.
sigh .

after, went to tampines mall.
and emo-ing on the bus. x/
oh wells.

sister had to irritate me and oppose me when i'm always down, zz.
lunched at century square and walked around to find du di's present!
but couldn't find, had no idea what he likes. -_-

talking about birthdays, shuting aka ***'s birthday and belle's birthday's coming up too! O:
then, not forgetting mummy's, angela's, estee mortal's and lynn twin's birthday in may ! x/
and i'm really very very very broke. T_T
and not forgetting my $72. 45(2months) bill i have to pay. =.-
so to 9 - ? people whom i owe birthday presents or gonna owe presents to,
(ann, valerie, du di, ***, belle, mummy, angela, mortal, twin and maybe more)
i'm sorry! \:
i'll scrimp and save to get all your presents latest by june hols, i promise.
i need advice on what to buy. -.-

finally got my foolscap paper and pens, from the budget popular.
saw yuqi's parents and her sister, but not yuqi.
my mum seems to be on very good term with her mum.
something good, finally. =D

got home, slept for 3 hours, till around 5.
before starting on my english situational writing.
476 words, over the limit, but i dont care any much longer .

bathed, dinner.
and here from 8.30 onwards.
till maybe 11?
i need my sleep to get myself off my emo side.

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and i dont understand why does the school need so much money from us.
it's like money here, money there.
until, i'm like so so broke.
and i forgot to ask my parents for the money, so i used mine first.
now, i can't remember how much i paid already.
zz, maybe it's just me and my thoughts.
my pessimistic thoughts.

i finally xiang tong about the sec.3 camp.
it sounds fun being able to spend it with not only your classmates but also the whole level your birthday.
and it seems like only once in a lifetime opportunity.
so i should be happy about it, right.

and and and and and it's final.
my sisters and mother are going back to indonesia for 2 weeks this june hols.
and baby sister says she'll miss me alot.
and that she's bringing my picture over to sleep with her.
how sweettttt. (:
i'll definitely miss them .

leaving my father and i, but i'm gonna be in school for like almost everyday.
and by the time i get home, my father's off to work.
when my father's home, i've already left for school.
so what difference does it make from me being alone at home in my garguantan house? \:
anyone willing to accompany the pathetic soul here?
call, sms, msn me bahhs.
haiiiii.

now, i'm having second thoughts if the decision that i made before was right .

i'm really grateful to xiuwen and yuqi who has offered to stay with me during june hols.
thank you .
but they can't possibly stay at my house for 2 weeks right?
i mean like, they also have their own lives to live as well.
i can't possibly force them and tie them up in my house for 2 weeks. O_O

oh wells, off to a hectic week again!
and back next weekend, i think.

till then.

losing my positive self ;
upon remembering how you broke me then .

♥Sunday, April 20, 2008

19 April 2008

myconfidencemymotivationmymoodmyeverything, gone .

yet another week gone .

and now it's like 13 days more to mid-year.

it's kinda ironic that i have not been studying for several days already.

so let us backtrackkkkkk on the past few days yep !

pardon me for my shorttermmemory.

because i forgot what i did on mondaytuesdaywednesdaythursdayfriday.

maybe i got knocked on the part where my longtermmemory braincells are.

and it died. ):

thus forgeting so much things.

except for some, though.

~~but i'm feeling so emotional, not in the mood to blog, for now.~~

~~another time then.~~

time made me feel better. (:

so let's continue.

monday ; 140408

forgot. \: shall edit if i can remember.

tuesday ; 150408

lolol, that day was kinda adventurous.

after finishing chinese class around 3.

we managed to get off and run away from that girl.

with me as bait of course.

only certain people knew about this.

sometimes, i just can't stand the way she behaves at times.

the way she takes advantage of others, zz.

it's so annoying and irritating or whatever you call it.

but what can i say?

she's still young and immature, as a mature people.

we should understand her.

after escaping, (phew).

got ourselves to macs at tmart.

me, xywm, soulmate, emonot and egg. xD

but because i have lack of money, foodcourt instead ! :D

saw audrey there. (:

chatted about alot of things.

school.studies.crap.that girl-.-

then after, bused home.

wednesday ; 160408

npcc land visit at bedok npc.

edwina's been saying that it was beside her house for the past few weeks ! =p

lucky her, she can save her bus trip home.

eastview was wearing full-uniform, surprisingly.

whereas dunman was wearing school uniform!

i'm proud of my school. :DDDD

LOL.

just basically a lecture and walkaround.

got to sit in the police car. O_O

imagine christy being a policewomen in future-.-

or maybe a criminal. =.-

omg, definitely impossible! =x

i think the land visit was a waste of time.

we don't even get to see the "prison cells". ):

i was so much looking forward cannnn ! \:

you know where the people get detained for statements?

yeah, that's the place.

after, went to the 7-eleven near by.

manage to resist the temptation of food. [:

and bused 67 home.

thursday ; 170408

went for the sports day briefing by mrwong and mrsim.

got the forms and brochures for the upcoming sports day and events. :D

and the thumbdrive regarding the speech i have to make to the school soon-.-

i'm still considering which event i would like to join, since one person can only take part in one.

maybe 4x100m? captains ball? 3-legged race?

nono, i will not take up events like 100m, 200m, 400m etc.

because it feels stressed to do and get the champion alone.

i prefer a team.

together, everyone achieves more ! WOOHOO. =D

and after, lunched.

lijin can't believe i was pe rep, wth-.-

lol, but actually quite true las, a number of people also said that. =.-

and dearest kanshuting forgot that there was a study session on that day! O:

tsk, forgetful ***! :D

but she apologised and we're gonna meet up one day to study together again.

hope she won't forget then ? (:

started ~~studying~~ with one and only hope and huixi~

maybe not, it's just crapping with lijin. :D

i love crapping. ^^

okay, is that a good thing? -_-

then after, decided to go for src, for nyaa.

and i told lijin i didn't bring my pe attire.

guess what.

she laughed like .. as if i made a nuisance of myself.

she's such a saddist ! ):

and she made huixi laugh also.

sian las ! -.-

got ourselves to the atrium and realised we were the only seniors there.

and looking that the weather was humid.

lijin says that she does not want to run.

and also since i was not wearing pe attire. ._.

so they cancelled off the plan of running.

instead, went to the library and tried studying again!
huixi got so engrossed with biology.

lijin was highlighting geography book such that it was quite coloured already!

me ?

i was emo-ing instead! ):

and somehow i guess, i affected lijin as well.

sorryy!

bused home with huixi.

while lijin walked home.

friday ; 180408

lunched with edwina, naveeda, roslin, cl.

edwina could not poke the egg(i meant a real egg, not cl! =x )

so she used my spoon to assist her, lol!

and yes, we started talking about scandals. (:

so there was one part where we were talking about naveeda and the quietest guy in npcc.

and edwina asked me a question.

edwina: christy, is there any new scandals while we(edwina, cl, roslin, ridz) were at npap?

*hints to me to say naveeda and whoever*

and i understood ! :D

so i said.

christy: naveeda and a******* (:

then, naveeda took up this folded paperbag.

you know the one where it was used to store burgers.

and threw it at edwina's face.

in a very playful manner.

and edwina was totally shocked and went saying. naveeda, you b!tch !!

seriously, that situation was so so funny !!

cl, roslin and i laughed like siaooooo.

after, got up to the npcc store.

and cleared things.

and cleaned things.

that session really bonded us up.

the way we laughed when we spill soap water on the floor.

and tissue papers flying all around.

finishing the work all together.

knowing that everyone was doing their part.

then most of them left, while me, roslin, edwina, cl, ridz, naveeda stayed.

we were like playing. ^^

and while cl accompanied ridzuan to put the fan back at 3C.

we were playing piano at the 2nd floor~~

after 10-20 minutes.

we started wondering why they took so long,

so we went up there to see what is happening.

edwina takes the video.

the rest of us were like private investigators-.-

but details unprovided, too obseen already! D:

if you would like to know more, feel free to approach me in school or through phone/msn. (:

and we formed a stickmen family ! {:

christy.roslin.naveeda.chun luan.edwina.ridzuan

shall upload the photos soon. :D

went to the mama shop.

and hide from naveeda.

we made her real tired and angry/sad? =x

i feel very bad sia, sorry naveeda !

you're the head of the stickmen family, remember ? :D

bused home. (:

saturday ; 190408

slept till 11 this morning.

lunched.bathed.did some homework. watched tv.

and here for around 4 hours already.

i should be really concentrating on my studies.

anyways, if there's any time, i'll blog. [:

next weekend, i guess.

no guarantees though !

even if I try stretching out my hands,

you're not here anymore .

you were never there, weren't you.

♥Saturday, April 19, 2008

13 April 2008

losing control ; not just the balloons, but also ..

monday; 070408
lessons skip skip skip !
*time fliess ~~~*
dry shoot at tampines npc !
had the final try. ._.

tuesday; 080408
i was packed with stufff to bring to school today.
homeclothes, books, bag, shoe bag and uniform bags.
bags bags bags bags bags ! =p

was down for detention because of not handing in the confirmation slip of mye on time! -.-
so illogical cannnnnnn ! ):
but i requested for another day, cause i had.
npcc live shoot at hta ~!
HAHA.

so left early for class at 1pm.
woohoo, skipped half of physics lesson! (:
alright, that wasn't supposed to be a happy matter to rejoice about. ._.

went to hta in full-u.
and reached there.
saw certain familar people, from kcp.
but obviously, i didn't really think that she would say hello to me.
i was shocked though, but maybe she has changed.. ? \:

so i went shooting, with the revolver.
and i dont really wish to go on.
sian.
siannnn.
siannnnnn.
siannnnnnnn.
siannnnnnnnnn.
siannnnnnnnnnnn.
siannnnnnnnnnnnnn.
siannnnnnnnnnnnnnnn.

after, chionged for choir concert.
thanks dad, who made it possible !
with dinner on the way in the taxi along with roslin and cl.
took our bags and stuff to vch!
lots were staring at us, but whatever ! (:

and thanks to xiuwen and yuqi, got seats that are quite in front ! ^^
couples one side, singles one side !
i'm sure you know who ! :DDDD

choir concert.. was. superb. ^^
especially for dunman, LIKE DUH. {:
it has the most songs, and the most exciting unexpected surprises from dunman~
enjoyed it alot, it picked up my lousy mood during the afternoon.
and kinda cheered me up ! [:

no photos, due to rushing of time. \:
but mrted home with them afterrrrrrrr.
felt downcast again, while going home.
booo):

wednesday; 090408
yuqi and xiuwen went to another school for interact today.
so i was boreddddd in classs .
but not until death luh, i still had chin, megan and orange box, HAHA.

after school.
so i served my detention with iris today ! (:
managed to finish up compilation and journal.
after 1 hour, reported outtttttt .

back to 3C.
where i chionged the homework.
and juniors came by.
i didn't know guitar had a study session that day, lol~!
while waiting for xiuwen and yuqi to come back.

so when they came back,
"taught" them physics and lit.
i think nothing much was gained though.
sorry ! =x

took bus 28.
and offf to yuqi's house, i was bored. -.-"
and drank blueberry tea and watched show together.
i love wasting time. =xxxxxx

thursday; 100408
after schoool.
something bad happened-.-
i was nervous. ):
oral oral oral oral oral. -.-
first time after like what, 2 years ? =.-

so i waited and waited and waited.
finally my turn, saw the paper.
and screamed-.-
i had difficulty pronouncing the words, so much for studying hmt. ._.

after, chionged to 4th floor.
and settled the commands on drill com.
heeeheeee. ;D

and i find it super annoying for people to come bothering people everyday, sticking like. *#^!@&
especially, if you didn't know that person for long and you aren't that close to the person.
and plus, you don't talk to that person for more than 10 sentences per day because you don't wish to talk to that person at all. but she comes almost like everyday outside class, such that everyone starts probing you why is she there everyday, who is that girl, do you know her, she's finding you etcetc, before and even.. AFTER school. zz. tried explaining already. but i guess she misunderstood me, irritant. \:
it's obvious who that person is.

friday; 110408
npcc unit training !
somehow, i felt i did something wrong wrong wrong. \:
took over as "sec 2 squad com" temporary with david and hilary.
just attendance and stuff.

after, went to do rifle drills with sec.3s ! :D
i got the hang of holding a rifle, like finally. ! (:
learnt most of the drills already, yay ! ^^

off to sec. 1 uniform briefing.
tried helping outttt, but stilll.
felt kinda weird. \:

back to sec. 3s.
rifle drills, pacinggggggg !
new command, it feels pretty weird though.
1, 2, 3 and 4.
no more 5. ):

lecture, i love lectures by the sec. 4s, mingjun and kaiting !
surprisingly, i don't sleep there.
i was listening so attentively cannnnnnnn.
and we were forced to say that kaiting's a good senior.
and by the way, it's not that we say it was cute, kaiting self-proclaimed it was cute.
but the picture was really very very.
suitable to the situation that the sec.3s are facing.

ended offf with promotions.
congrats to jason and adeline for sgt(sergeant) ! :D
congrats to kaiting, jinjia, ryan and samuel for ssgt(staff sergeant) ! :D
congrats to kelly and mingjun for si(station inspector) ! ^^
whaaa, need to call you both mdm and sir liaoooo ! (:
and again, congrats to mingjun, kelly and ryan for double promotion ! {:

and sec. 3s gave the sec.4s our farewell gift to them.
though it's their last training, but we didn't really cry. becauseeeee~!
we'll still see each other in school, won't we ? :DDDDDDDD
i must admit, the vanguard paper, was chao funny and crappyyyyyyyyy.
such that kaiting made an embarassment of herself in the bus ! O:
but of course, our main purpose was to let the sec. 4s have a great laugh ! =DDDD

with love,
sec.3s'08.
we'll miss all of your presence luhhhhhhhhh !

and i cannot go for the npap on saturday.
amillion apologies to roslin, edwina, cl, ridzuan!

saturday; 120408
i felt kinda extra in the morning.
make-up physics lesson at 8.
he was really going very slowly, to the extent i was about to sleep.
yawns yawns yawns, and he ended late.

left for npcc, spds training.
well, i didn't put my name in there, i was "chosen" to be there. -.-
by the time i went there, i was shocked to see that everyone was already half-dead. -.-!!!

just ran around 1 round the school.
cooling down, and some "eagle" exercise. O_O
and finished, that's it !? =.-
because i went late. ._.

got my ass on the bus with yuqi, doreen and xiuwen.
home by 11+?
and then received news that the guitar outing was postponed ! ):
HOW CANNNNNN !?!?!?

tried persuading chang, but apparently, he refused no matter how much i say. \:
so i decided to hold it back.
by calling all the juniors and some seniors.
but some had other appointments already! ):

only managed to get 3 juniors, and 3 seniors (including myself)
me, lijin, huixi, sheryl, felicia and vanessa soh !
so instead of ~~guitar's outing~~, it became girl's outing ! ^^
met up at tampines macs.
lijin was latee lateee lateeeee ! =x

argued over where we wanted to go, so in the end.
seniors gave in to the juniors-.-
marina square it is.
mrt-ed there.

window-shopped.
and that's it. -.- AGAIN.
and the juniors were like "let's go to the beach instead."
p.s that's the senior's desired destination previously.
but vanessa and sheryl say dont want-.- and insisted on shopping.

mrt-ed back to pasir-ris.
took neos, lol, pretty cute leissss.
and luckily, lijin and huixi weren't affected by it.
cause they were wearing green ! LOL.

neos;

my fringe, ahhhhh. ):

hehhhhhhhhhhh!

? ._.

we looked dumb ! (:

GUITARRRRRRR ! ^^

all time favourite ! (: 8th place in neoprint machine, WOOHOO.

after,
packed macs to pasirris park !
and as the green champion,
felicia kept emphasizing on not stepping on the grass.
and somehow, lijin became her partner in "crime"
but i kept opposing them by steppping on the grass, oops ! =x

it suddenly reminds me!
that grass looks fragile, and the circumstances are what makes them stronger.
"what does not kill us makes us stronger."
just like us humans, we should really learn from the grass !
how they made themselves stronger as the circumstance gets tougher.

sheryl's silly action of getting alot of tissue paper, made me laugh like &!@#*#!*
we ate at a bbq pit-.-
no sunset ! ):
BOOOO LAS.
vanessa and i went into the water, since we ate finish first !
the water was so so clear ! (:

afterrrr, it was around 7+ already ?
so bused back to interchange, and mrt-ed home with huixi stopping at tampines.
while the rest took bus home.
i had a great day though .

sunday; 130408
church early in the morning.
and i found it real fun to answer questions ! (:
i was pretty high today~~~~~

after, tm as usual.
bought shoes, for npcc.
so that my expensive school shoes won't be damaged any further. -.-
and stickers from artbox are cuteeeeeeeeee !!! :DDDD

got home after that.
slept for about 2 hours.
before starting homework at 6+
and finishing it at 9+
watched death note 2 ; the last name ! (:
and online, then and now.

and offfff, soooon ! (:
i should be starting to study now, tsk.
updates next weekend, maybe ! [:

random !

and seriously, i think i should be saving up money!

i'm so so broke ! ):

i have so much things to do.

owe people presents, bills to pay, things to do.

and plus du di's birthday is coming up-.-"

i dont know what to get him las, he insist on a present.

LOL.

anyways, happy birthday in advance, haziq ! :D

time may make one forget the unhappy things;

but it'll never heal the pain one once experienced .

you'll see a different me, i promise .

♥Sunday, April 13, 2008

06 April 2008

letting it go; fly away, dearest troubles .

saturday; 050408!

i've decided to post most of the unglam photos of myself here-.-"

since, they were all that was taken yesterday.

all were taken in the mrt, well almost.

LOL.

i ♥ my xiang yi wei ming and soulmate ! :DDDDDD roslin emonot is lovedd too. (:

we're happy ! (:

LOL. :$

ehhhh. -_-

look at xiuwen. HAHHAHAHHAAA.

spastic !

STUPID FACES ! ._.

2 out of 3 idiots ! :DDDDDD

dumb and dumbber ! :D

xiuwen falls asleep, yuqi taking care of her like a xian qi liang mu ! LOL. =p

O_O?

look at her mouth ! HAHHAHAA, it's a motion. ;D

morning started off with making my way to npcc.

took bus to bukit batok shooting range !

in the end, cancelled because there was competition.

alot of things happened. \:

had meeting to reset the committee.

i'll do my best, don't worry NCOs.

i hope i won't disappoint any of you.

met up with xiuwen and yuqi.

before taking mrt all the way to bugis.

and meeting with pw at the ticketing counter!

he took a taxi instead-_-

tori-q and green tea for lunch !

same applies for xywm ! :D

while yukikikikikiki ate macs for lunch.

pw, ate at home. LOL.

so we reached early at the national library.

it's .. BIG. O:

surprisinglyyyyy.

met up with the rest at around 2.15pm?

can't really remember how we sat.

but the show was superb.

the soldier and the virtuous wife ! :DDDDDDDDD

i could even hear miss lam laughing about 3-4 seats away. O:

though the characters were really melodramatic.

the plot and the characters got me laughing my ass offfffffff! ~~~~

i love how they mix singlish and all kinds of dialects into the play !

$41 = expensive ?

nahhhhh, it's worth it, definitely ! :D

after, mrt-ed to tampines with xywm and soulmate.

that's how the pictures came about.

heeeheeeeeeee.

still no stock for chemistry practical workbook-_-

then mrt-ed home with xywm.

while yuqi took bus to her grandma's house.

sunday ; 060408!

early in the morning ! (:

celebrated daddy's birthday by lighting up the candles, taking photos and wishing dad a belated birthday by hugging him.

heeee.

went to church after.

as per normal.

stayed back for some enriching programme about how to do the duties in church successfully.

WOOHOO.

i loved that session, we should have more. ^^

went to cs.

and realized darling precious sister got a free make-up and photoshot.

because my mum bought $40 worth of make-up.

shall upload the photo of my cutie sister someday ! {:

ate at din tai feng ! :DDDDD

lovelovelovelovelove.

i think i'm gonna grow fat !!! ):

BOOO LAAAAAA.

home sweet home(:

ate the birthday cake. ;D

chionged homework.

and i'm all done and relaxed here ! :DDDD

YAY(:

another hectic week ! ):

jyjy everyone !!! ^^v

study hard for mid-year~

and all the best to those who are involved in choir concert! ♥

i can't wait .

still brooding over what happened several months ago ;

who would have thought.. ?

i'll never forget, i guess .

♥Sunday, April 06, 2008

04 April 2008

shadows of a tree ; xoxo .

tuesday !
HAPPY APRIL FOOLS ! :D
so the day started off with an "april fools joke".
the vocabulary test was in the wrong order-.-"
instead of letter C, it's letter E. O_O

did sit and reach and standing broad jump for P.E ! :D
how am i glad that everyone was able to at least get a 30+cm for sit and reach.
alot scored 40+cm, 50+cm
and i happened to be one of the lucky ones. ;D
180cm! [:

geography.was.boring.as.usual.
i dont really like humanities actually, i think they're way too boring.
and it's difficult for forgetful-in-studies kind of person to score well for it.
like a distinction? =.-

can't really remember what happened already. =x

physics was kinda picking itself up.
light light light light light ! [:
ilovelightalot ! ^^ so i was kinda energetic. (:

chinese lesson after, all the way till 3.30. O_O
detention duty after, managed to finish amaths ws 4.1 ! :D
then went to popular to find xiuwen and yuqi to buy the practical book for chemistry with them.
we kinda played a prank of each other there-.-

wednesday !
emaths in the morning.
*YAWN YAWN YAWN*
literature was alright.
lazy to elaborate much, sorry.

chemistry was short but scary, as per normal.
english was kinda okay with the 3 periods all spent in the computer lab! :D
finished argumentative writing ! WHEES~

uniform sizing ! :D
finally, everything's new.
full-uniform from head to toe, NEW NEW NEW ! ;DDDDD
after, decided to wait for yuqi and xiuwen while they're having their interact.
byyyyyyy.. doing homework. :D
YES, HOMEWORK.

thursday~!
3 periods of chemistry was crazy, spent the 1 hour studying and teaching.
then the test, i thought it was okay.
but some questions were really UNEXPECTED ! \:

chinese !
teacher was angry cause alot did not do homework.
but everything was fine, after. luckily.
i've neer seen her so angry before. O:

amaths was okay, i was glad i was able to learn something. [:
physics was fine too, with light around me. {:
geog was super boring with a worksheet. ;D
but then after, school's over. :D

dry shoot at tampines npc.
a new revolver.
instead of using 0.38 revolver, it's 0.22 now.
COOL. O_O

friday !
firstly, happy birthday to the following people !
-danica.
-maran.
-calise.
ONE MORE YEAR TILL NC16. LOL. =p

and HAPPYBIRTHDAY,DADDY! ♥
i'm really such a bad daughter, i actually forgotten all about it. i feel really very very guilty.
for not being able to make it home in time to celebrate your birthday with me.
especially when daddy has to wait for me to come home from school ! \\\\\:

chinese in the morning, learnt more stufff, heee. ;D
literature!
thanks for ms cheng to extending the deadline for the weekend assignment homework!
(:

english was with distinction in english !
ohno, piled up homework. AGAIN.
chemistry was practical.
did chromatography. ^^
i love doing experiments. [:

lunched, studied and off to singapore american school along with 4 other schools.
junyuan, springfield, east spring, siglap.
the E3 claster ! ;D
THE SCHOOL WAS BEAUTIFUL. ^^

with primary, intermmediate, middle and high school!
alot of new, innovatives stuff done there.
maybe we should implement it into our school! :D
they dont have fixed classrooms, they move around, they have so much facilities ! :D

edwina, joel, viven, mr bernard, mr sim and i went there. (:
to learn more about that school.
and let them learn about council.

vivien and i were like asking around where's the office.
we would like to apply forms to come to this school.
the track and field court is even bigger than our school !
how ironic ! O_O

took photos at the end of the day. (:
before heading back to school.
well, not before after, kaiting and mingjun talked to me about certain things in npcc.

then home sweet home. (:
YAY!

random stufff (!!!)
-orange box not only called me garbage, he calls me a liar. ):
-he finished my glue off ! -.-
-he still continues to use my correction tape.
and of course sleep in class in a weird manner that makes me happy even if i'm sad or whatever.
he and his stupid actions.
-megan, as usual, keeps asking for the time.
-chin was looking tired, all the time.
-and luckily, i took all the sweets home today. ! =x
yippeeeeeee~
that's something to be happy about. (:

npcc dry shoot at bukit batok tmr !
followed by a musical at 2.30 pm.
gonna meet ms lam at the national library.
yippeeeeeeeee~
shall update soon! :D

thinking too much ;
it's bad but i can't help it .
i hope we won't disappoint you all, well at least, for myself .

♥Friday, April 04, 2008