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Hello readers! :D The protagonist’s called Christy and her special day’s on the 19th of June (!!!) Being in her forth year in Dunman Sec, she’s proud to be a part of NPCC, Guitar Ensemble and 22nd Student’s Council. Not forgetting 4C, probably the best class in the world! (: If you do know her in reality, she’s always one who’s very animated and crazy among her friends because making other people’s day brightens hers too! ^^ Well, she really loves her group of close friends!, girlfriend!, mortal!, twin and many other unforgettable ones because each and everyone of them are irreplaceable! ♥ Though she loves company, but there are some times where she prefers to be alone and ponder about things, emo ~ Now, that sounds pessimistic, isn’t it~! Haha! (: If only we could comprehend about feelings. And love? Maybe not for now .

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31 October 2007

i just want.
some chocolate.
right now.


♥Wednesday, October 31, 2007



all of a sudden, have this strong feeling.

I DON'T WANT TO GO TO AUSTRALIA):

i dont know why lei.
just dont feel like going liao.
or should i say.
not in the mood.
to even go to the airport.

i'm getting homesick already !
now, i MISS my family so badly and my friends
that i wouldn't mind hugging them each for 5 minutes !
=.=

i'll miss.
[IN RANDOM ORDER(:]

CLARALIMSHINWEIx33 : for quarrelling with me non-stop, sharing the same room as i am.
and.. and.. listening to each other's crap every night.

CHELSEALIMSHINYENx33: for letting me hug her ! LOL-.- and of course listening to my crap. and all her crazy acts !

MUM&DADx33: for everything.

CHIALINROSLINx33: for her horny acts:X and her baby face ! ^-^

LYNNTANSHANSHANx33: her smses, chatting with her on msn, friendster :D and yes, your STUFF, i'll remember(:

KHOXIAOJUANESTEEx33: ANGEL WILL MISS MORTAL VERY VERY MUCH:D really ! her smses, msn, friendster ! and more ! ^-^ muchloves; ANGEL[:

HENGLIJINx33: for being so hardworking and teaching me bnsdmm ! and chatting together during guitar and of course her smses, msn, friendster ! ^-^

KANSHUTINGx33: for being such a *** and giving me a comment without fail everyday on friendster. tyty(: and also chatting with me on msn ! xD

CHOOJIAYIx33: for being such a talent at piano and guitar ! and accompanying me through out this year in 2Do7. and joining forces to bully xiuwen. :X

ANDEVERYONEELSEx33: for being there for me as a friend(:

damn, now.
i am so so certain that i'm in NO MOOD to go australia liao.
oh crap-.-

one week.
okay, maybe 5D4N.
but it's super long la-.-"

i'm just gonna miss.
mypillow. mybed. mybolster. myfloor._.. my high high ceiling. mycupboard. mybathroom. mylivingroom. mycomputer. mytv. myinternet. myfriendster. myblog. mymsn. myfamily. myfriends. lynn. roslin. mortal. shuting. lijin. jiayi. and you.


♥Wednesday, October 31, 2007


30 October 2007

RANDOM(:
YUQI'S PHONE !
MARAN ! SO CUTEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE.

lol-.-



KAYPOH. :XXX
CUTE RIGHT ^-^



xiuwen's part got cut off. we gave it to CHIN ! [:


dark clouds O_O

twist !
and there you go. it's located at queenstown by the way :D
the sweet i sucked-.-
solarise ! (: so cooollllll.
negative !
yuqi and xiuwen [:


guess who ? ! ^-^



damn, i'll miss singapore so badly):

HAPPY 14th BIRTHDAY, CHUN LUAN :D


♥Tuesday, October 30, 2007



i thought i should be blogging.
because i might not have time to post like hmmm. tmr !
okay, words first, pictures after this post yup !

sunday 281007
church in the morning !
after, went to cs for lunch as usual.
walked around before meeting xiuwen and yuqi.

after meeting them,
we walked around tm and cs to find.
for me a bag. :PPPPPPPP
couldn't find what i liked.
and the one i liked got stolen by my dearest sister $#*(@^%$&*@#!@&@#^!&(@^$(

baby roslin couldn't come ! ):
she wasn't feeling so well that day.
we got chunluan's present ! :D :D :D
very cute las. :X
hope she likes it ^-^

left for queensway after that.
since i couldn't find the bag i like at tm.
and both of them were craving for laksa and milo dinosaur.

took mrt to queenstown
first time going, so i was kinda lost la-.-
and saw this bbt shop called.
QI QI BUBBLE TEA.

so if you would like FOC bbt,
you can approach leong yu qi, the lady boss :D
hahahaaaaa.

took bus 195.
passed by IKEA. :D
HOTDOGGGGGGGGGG<333333

so while they ate their food,
i looked around for shops ;D
and xiuwen took her weight there for..
20cents -_-

walked around queensway shopping centre.
but STILL><
can't find any bag i like.
SIAN-.-

soooo.
left that place.
it started raining !
what a nice weather to sleep. :PPPPP

they were so afraid of the thunder.
so they ran.
while i walked.
under the trees._.

took bus 195.
sucking that sweet of mine i bought for 70cents.
LOLL-.-

and i need to lodge a complaint.
why mrt stations like queenstown no DUSTBIN DE T_T
and mrt came quite fast.

so the VERY VERY LAST STOP ALREADY.
{please hang on people-.- i know it's quite alot of places alrT_T}
BUGIS

went to bugis street.
and my my, it was still raining=.=
felt like sleeping already !

saw susanti :D
so cool las, one shop to herself. :XXXX
but working hours quite late.
take care(:

out of bugis street,
PARCO here i come.
hahaaaaa.

in the end, just bought a sling bag from zinc.
white colour, my favourite ^-^
managed to bargain[:
without my mum ! :XX

went to NTUC.
where xiuwen and yuqi bought sushi.
before proceeding home through mrt !

i would like to thank.
THANKYOU SO SO MUCH TO:
chienxiuwen♥ and leongyuqi♥: for accompanying me around for so long.

i feel so much in love with the bag now. :XXXX
hahaaaaaaaaa.

monday 291007
woke up at around hmmm. 11 + ?
so was kinda late for npcc. :XXXXX
but still made it. :D

pitching of tent.
me-edwina-ridzuan-cl-roslin-pohzhuang.
8minuteshalf an hour i suppose.
to pitch a tent.

i think it's quite long though. :X
and i gain more after knowing our mistakes. :D
it's a good thing, right ? (:

it started raining.
so we had a lecture at 1G on master parade and ceremonial parade sequence.
hai, CHIM LA-.-

i'm so not prepared. -.-
after npcc, went to yuqi's house with roslin !
and yuqi did instant packing on cl's present. :D

went home around 5.45pm.
and reached home. almost 7pm.

monday 301007
maths bridging programme.
mainly on algebra.
but i'm skipping the other lessons though.
cause australia mah. (:

looked for mrsneo,VPmrs lim hl !
they were busy.
mrs lim was nice la.
she gave me advice.
so i'm quite certain about my decision alreadys !
wish me all the best T_T

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i'm pretty sad now.

is it because of you or is it because i'm leaving tmr ?

i don't know why.
i felt this way since just now.
and it's just not going away.
no matter how i try.
i'm definitely gonna miss each and everyone of you ! :D


♥Tuesday, October 30, 2007


28 October 2007

lol, just realised that i didn't post for 3 days already. O_O"
hmm.

friday; 261007
last day of school. \:
don't know whether should be happy or sad.
happy cause holidays are here.
sad cause yet again, another memorable class of 2007 is gone.

decided to write some stuff for the class.
BENNY: hmmm, not that close to him. all the best for posting of results(:
CASPER: continue to moonwalk okay. not much people can have this talent. cherish it.
XINMIN: 2yearsclassmates. what can i possibly say ? hmm. you've a talent for art, i can see. make full use of it okay(:
DAOWEN: this guy, from ncc air. i'm sure he'll lead quite well someday. since xw they all say he can command very well. and use russian language to confuse usO_O
XIUWEN: xiangyiweiming:D most probably the closer ones to me in the class. after all, 2years of being one of my bestfriends already. thankyou for the humour you gave me for the past year. happy working(: and another going for australia trip !
JIAYI: most probably the most talented girl i've come across. and also one of the closer ones that accompanied me through the year. thankyou alot.
CHRISTYLIMSHINPEI: hmmm, thankyou for being such an idiot-.-
DANIEL: abalone ! my lab partner, lifesciences partner and more. the most lamest guy i've come across so far. i don't know if i should thank you lei for causing me to fall off my seat on PURPOSE. =.=
JONATHAN: hmmm, didn't really talk to him for the later half of the year. but yah, he's like really one of the smartest people in class. geography rep ! :D
JAIME: uhhh. 10days younger than me ! not really close to you. so all the best for 2008(:
DAPHNE: one of the craziest girl in this class. but she was a really great group mate for project work though. and another art talent ! ;D
QISHAN: a very nice girl i must say ! (: and also smart las ! one of the few to come up to express for sec2 2007. wishing you goodluck and jyjy:D
WEIJIN: the only guy that's in the same class for 2 years in a row. enjoy yourself with matthew yep.
VADYM: not much talking with him. but he's a really great IT rep. he can fix like almost everything. -.- it's a pity he's back to russia though.
YIKAI: zz. the one that snatchs with me to be P.E/CCA rep. &*(@#%*&@^$*@#@#@%$ lol, but now it's all over. hahaa. very tall guy who likes japanese girls.
LUQMAN: one of the malay guys who sits near me. his handwriting damn girlish lei. :X hmmm, and also keep ganging up with the other guys in the group to bully me. zzz.
MANESHA: she reminds me of barcode(: and also she being NO#1 fan of the veronicas. i want everything for free when you all become famous yep ! i'm your no# 1 fan ^^ a very very nice girl with alot of humour within her.
MARAN: our green champion ! most probably the cutest and smallest guy:D maranFIVE sounds cute. LMAO. congrats for being the top few in class(: and grow taller ! {NOOOOOOOOOOOOO-.-}
MEGAN: our chairperson whom i really respect. she's like the one supporting our class and bearing the responsibility when our class gets into trouble. thankyou for all the contributions you made towards the class.
FAUZAN: yet another one. -.- childish guy.
IDAFFI: one of the most mature guys i've known so far. and also one of the people who has been making great contributions towards the class. you did very well for fye(: congrats. and also the only guy going for the australia trip.
SUFIYAN: &yet another another one-.- another childish guy.
NOEL: hmm, not so close. so. bestofluck for your choice of classes for 2008.
ADDINA: gemini baby(: our resource officer. all the great people around. thankyou thankyou alot alot:D
ATIQAH: ______ officer. can't remember much but another girl who has been my classmate for 2 years already. but sadly, not so close. but take care(:
LIYANA: npcc+classmates ! :D yay. you're like 4 days older than me:D and one of the people who are quite close to me as wells.
HAZIYAH: hmm, npcc+classmates too ! :D instead, 1 day younger than me(: inconsolable is loved. xD
DARREN: uhhh, he's like a kinda nice person if you know him for quite long. very very helpful. and he likes to scare people with his loud voice.
HILARY: 2years classmates and in npcc together. very nice girls. but with very horny thoughts at times. :X
PAUL: heard from stefan. he's a very talkative guy. so never judge a book by its cover ! another smart genius. and thankyou for the supply of tissues towards the class.
RACHEL: another art talent and a kind classmate who's willing to help me. esp in art. cause i suck at it. ><>SHARIFAHNURRAUDIAHSHARIFAH[: : CHRISTYYYYYYY ! :D hahaaaa. and i think of barcode again. LOL ;DD areally nice girl who has good vocabulary and good in english ! and another one who's going for australia ^^
SITI: 2years classmates and also same primary school but different branches. and another member of barcode. heard from people she's transferring to another school. is it true ? can anyone tell me ? it's sad if she has to go. ):
SHANGZHI: okay, not really close either. so allthebest(:
STEFAN: hmm, only knew him and talked to him for this half of the year. pretty nice and he's quite smart too. :D
SUSANTI: 2years classmates~ one of the dare-to-speak-up person in the class. super nice and super enthusiastic. :D
BRYAN: the smartest guy in town. LOL. no la, in class. :D he's really really nice. only if you talked to him, he'll definitely reply you. matured thinking and very nice. it's sad the school won't have such a talent like him next year. will miss him de. LOL O_O"
ALEXANDRA{ALEX}: a very good dancer in modern dance. keep it up and jyjy(:
YINGLEI: a quiet guy. but his actions sometimes can make people laugh like siao. hahaaa.
WIRANATA{WIRA}: another guy who is quite lame but not that lame. he's a quite nice guy. quite helpful. goodluck for 2008.
MEI YEN: smart girl ! you did well(: jyjy:D
YUNUS: other than the others, idaffi and him were the ones who were the only nice malay guys around. i kinda bullied him sometimes. :X so no offence ! \:

after all the prize presentation and stuff,
got npcc de term 4 schedule and council stuff.
back to class.
cleared lockers and stuff.
results slip T_T
it improved.
but not really up to my expectations though.

went to cl's house with roslin and edwina.
played audition.
edwina's addicted to audition. oops. :X

shan't elaborate about the training.
just know that though it was kinda fun,
but it caused alot of casualties.

saturday271007
YESTERDAY !
thanks to dad, he fetched me to school for guitar despite it was raining.
thank you, dad(:

uncle lim was in a goodmood(:
okay, maybe because he taught the sec. 1s most of the time and neglected us. :X
LOL.
it was great talking to lijin :D

after guitar,
went to piano area with jiayi and lijin ! :D
but in the process,
we went to 2D to collect jiayi's stuff.

2D was still in a mess though.
and the both of them did something very bad. tsk.
i'm on the right side of justice ! xD
LOL. -.-

back to piano area.
jiayi started playing different songs on the piano.
nicenice ^^

thankyou ALOT to jiayi and lijin for teaching me bnsdmm :D
to lijin: for showing me the notes slowly and letting me learn(:
to jiayi: for playing the melody for me to listen and see [:

was at home-.-
after that.
boring day. LOL.

sunday 281007
lazy to write. :X
i'll update later ! (:
and also upload photos later ^^


♥Sunday, October 28, 2007


25 October 2007

ROSLIN !
XIU WEN !

YU QI'S FOOD ! damn appetising HOR !

lol, i look like the background. :X


lol, maybe it's not that proper after all. :X
TODAY !
wednesday251007
bus-ed with roslin !
hahaaa, it's a coincidence actually.
cause i couldn't catch a bus 28.
so came bedok interchange.

reached school.
parade ground.national anthem.pledge.announcements.
after, meeting for guitar members.
only term 4 holiday schedules.
i can't make it for the first 2. \:

some presentation at the canteen.
2C.2B.2H.2A
then police came.
and showed some video.
and dumb questions were being asked ?
LOL.
but it was funny:D
recess.
after, some boring thing we had to do.
the easiest. the first thing i grabbed the A4 size paper.
and just did the anti-drug campaign poster thingy.
12:D
went for lunch with yuqi.xiuwen.roslin at tmart !
photos were taken.
hahaaa.

after, took bus 28.
and xiuwen forgot to go to the CPF building.
so we got off again at 201 to take bus to tm.

after, roslin requested to walk around tm so as to not waste her bus card money.
HAHAA.
walk walk walk. then went sunplaza park !
where some ** guys weren't willing to get off the swings.
sat around some bench.
lol, yuqi's hands got so itchy so she took photos again-.-
and there was like only 1 proper picture la !

walked out,
and saw naveeda.matthew.weijin.alexandra.
so then i heard some people shouting
NAVEEDA ! NAVEEDA ! NAVEEDA !
lol. :p

but then.
my mum nearly reached tm already.
as she agreed to meet me to buy me a luggage for australia !
so i waved goodbye to them.
and left.
while they went in sunplaza park again.

managed to buy a luggage.
at least the colour isn't so.
OUTSTANDING.
haha.

went home in a cab(:
youngestsis, get well soon ! :D
there's still afew papers to go, jyjy[:

results slip tmrT_T
npcc tmr\:
happy or sad. hmmm.
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what's the point ?
it's just gone.
just like that.
last day of school tmr.
is it good or bad news ?

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♥Thursday, October 25, 2007



PICTURES ^^
7's THE MEDIAN[:

JUDAXIL !

uhh, lol-.-
look at xiuwen's mouth ! haha.

nice ? courtesy by judaxil(:

wednesday241007
met up with cherie at bedok inter around 6.55am ?
bought breakfast from macs. and took bus 17.
LOL, we were so paiseh las as we ate on the bus.
and people were looking at us-.-

jiayi got up around tampines jc.
VERYBAOQIAN to jiayi !
made her late with us. :XXXXXXX
after getting off, took around 20minutes to talk to carpark C ? O_O"
damn, it was long la-.-
kinda late. but not the latest. HENG. :X

picked up rubbish.threw pebbles.tookphotos.sendsongs.beach ^^
walked back. had macs-.-""""""
dismissed.

after, edwina.roslin.cl.ridzuan.me walked out of prp to whitesands.
on the way, it started raining. no umbrellas, so we were drenched !
HAHA. saw yuqi and xiuwen with an umbrella too !
but their umbrella nearly flew away as the wind came along.
LOL, yuqi was nearly flown away by the wind as well.

lunched at macs. for the third time already T_T
chatting.eating.taking videos. walked back to dunman(:
parks.fishing village.bridges.hdbblocks.highway.hill !

ridzuan and edwina like fell into a hole while climbing up the steep hill ? ._. LOL. :X
we reached faster than those who took bus to dunman. O_O"
what a surprise. ;D reached dunman around 1 ?
changed,

npcc. tough training.fun talking session.mini competition.nowinnersnolosers.
and most importantly,
3rd CLASS DRILL BADGE back(: YAYYYYYYYY~ :D

now, that's something to make me happy today ^^
&abit more photos not uploaded ! shall upload soon.
credits to the pictures: LEONG YU QI ! ^^


♥Thursday, October 25, 2007


24 October 2007

post about these few days !

monday221007
school at 8(:
can wake up late, finally ^^
but it was raining la, so i was kinda drenched when i reached school-.-

hmm.
firstup was mrs neo talking to us sec.2s.
subject combination and stuff like that.
and they also gave out the subject comb. form already !
OMG-.-"
but i'm looking at my results and then i write.
i need PROFESSIONAL ADVICE=.=

recess.
after, movie-sharing at the canteen.
was kinda boring.
cause i didnt really understand.
went home after(:
with jiayi and shuting ! ^^

tuesday231007
PROMOTION DAY !
no school. :X
early in the morning, went to kcp to visit one teacher(:
cause other of my teacher aren't free.
oh wells.
at least i got to see my favourite teacher:D

spent the rest of my time slacking at home. \:


♥Wednesday, October 24, 2007


23 October 2007

pictures:from bottom to top ! (:
151007; ryan{black} and kaiting{pink} !
focus on the capsule stations please !
CUTE !
candid(:
SO CUTEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE.
TEDDY BEAR ! (:



















lol, since i am gonna have nothing to do for today !
i decided to post about last week. :X
HAHAA.
finally got the pictures uploaded ! ^^

161007; outing with belle. :D, clara, ann
after npcc, rushed back like crazy. \:
ate lunch and bathed.
kept belle waiting for 40 minutes ?
OMG-.-"

but mostly is because she arrived there 30minutes earlier.
before our designated time to meet ! :X
LOL. =.=

after meeting her, decided to wait for ann at bedok.
since her school finishes at 2.15pm.
and we walked around bedok for around nearly one hour.
that makes near to 4 already.
sms-ed her, realised she had this briefing.
that seemed long and can't finish so soon.
so she told us to go where we wanted to go first.

so spent one hour at bedok,
checking out the cashconvertors-.-, libraryO_O, MR. BEAN ! :D and other shops.
belle was kinda BHB la.
trying to find a book called "APRIBELLE IS NICE"
haaaaaaaaa.

as belle went peninsula the day before.
we changed our destination to suntec after much argument in the mrt train.
!@#^&*)_)(*@&#!^!&*(#!#

reaching there,
belle wanted to check out the esplanade.
and being the nicest childhood best friend around:XXXXXXXXXX
i agreed and accompanied her there ^^

alot of beautiful art displays.
i saw one that was drawn by a 4 years old.
WLAO.
nice la T_T
if it's me, i think it'll be a disgrace to my parents. ><

after, walked around the esplanade.
basement-all the way till the 3rd level.
where the library.
and OMG.
the library is SIBEI quiet.

note: for those who love to study and doesn't want to be disturbed.
LIBRARY @ THE ESPLANADE IS THE IDEAL PLACE FOR YOU(:
we were so paiseh la when our footsteps can be heard-.-"
wanted to go to the roof terrence !
but then there was this sign called.
ROOF TERRENCE:
IT WILL BE CLOSED ON THE FOLLOWING DAYS:
161007{TUESDAY}

we were like wth ?
out of all days, -.-"
and in the esplanade,
we bought alot of food.
we both bought a cookie ^^
and belle bought another strawberry chocolate dip.

i nearly was tempted to buy chocolates ! ;D
they were so............. TEMPTING=.=
but i managed to resist:D

walked back to suntec.
first stop !
TOYS R US. <33

we played hola hoops.
and yes, we competed against each other.
but we hit alot of people with it.
and like OMG again-.-.
i nearly hit a little kid who was right behind me T_T

then next stop, the rubics section !
as in those type of colour cubes.
then you turn turn turn to make into a colour ?
i took the 7step guide book for free ;D

after, stuffed toys section.
yah, i was so HIGH. =.=
i started hugging a toy dog, a unicorn, BARNEY THE PURPLE DINOSAUR.
and BIG TEDDY.
okay, that reminds me of my teletubbies.
hahaaa.

then, we went to the halloween part.
which was at the entrance.
and i was still in the kinda ZI-HIGH mood O_O
and started putting on halloween hats !
and camwhore more(:
realised couldn't get out of the store from the entrance.
and we like passed the exit just now -.-
so while walking back.
we went to this section where all the swimming and beach stuff were sold.

and we kept saying, we wanna buy this, wanna buy that.
and it reminds us of our childhood las.
somebody stole belle's mickey mouse bucket ? LOL. ._.

last stop in TOYS R US.
the boys section.
seriously, i don't know what we were doing there las.
we started picking up swords and guns.
poke here, shoot there. LOL.
and all the dramatic actions you cuold possibly think of.

got out and saw alot of capsule stations.
so me and belle bought things from different capsules station.
she bought a mickey mouse watch for $2.
HAHA.

next stop.
ARCADE ! ;D
we went crazy there la. =.-
played alot of stuff.
the only thing i remembered playing together with her is.
the GUNS and shooting villains de.

it was then around 6++++++
raining.
and my sister called me.
saying that she is unable to come as she got lots of presents.
and it's raining heavily.
so she didnt join us for dinner.

next stop.
minitoons.
LOL.

called ann and realised.
she can't make it too.
oh wells.

so.
it's just belle and me.
belle went back to the capsules station as she was not happy with the previous colour.
for the watch.
bought another one, still not the ideal colour.
i guess it's just fate ?
in the end, me and belle walked out of suntec.
and went to marina square !
ate dinner at yoshinoya ! :D
beefbowl<3333333333
i want to work there. LOL.

took mrt with belle(:
then reached my stop.
lazy to take bus.
so took cab. :X
reached home around 9.

lol, that was a real fun day.
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somehow, i could feel the way you feel.
yet, there's nothing i can do to tell you.
those heartfelt words in me.

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♥Tuesday, October 23, 2007


21 October 2007

211007
blah.
went to church.
what's a mature christian to you.
hmmmmmm.
any replies.
on tagboard please. ^^

after, tm.
lunched.
both sisters and dad went home.
mum and i took the mrt to bugis.
to buy a luggage and a bag for the upcoming australia trip.

in the end, didn't buy anything.
had alot of questions to think about before even considering to buy.
might go there again next week.
i suppose.

took bus 7.
while walking home, saw some people i knew.
hope they last long.
the girl's mature and pretty.
the guy's nice and really sweet.
she's lucky(:
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the ones i trust the most.
unbelievably are the ones that hurt me the most.
is all this sacrifice worth it ?

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♥Sunday, October 21, 2007


20 October 2007

pictures and post for 161007. :X
another day but not today bahs.
still kinda lazy.
too much photos and info-.-
LOL.

pspspspspsps. ;D
excuse me ! ^^


♥Saturday, October 20, 2007



okay ! updates !

181007
hmmmm.
forgot le. :X
took the rest of the papers.
alot of Cs.
and i suppose.
1 D-.-"
and 1 F ?

oral com course was so-so lah.
not as fun as wednesday though;D
hahaa.

191007
hmmm.
history.pe.
oral com course.
last day.

speech damn jialat-.-"
and i was like the second to go out ?
i was so shocked las~
i think i only talked about 2 minutes ? =.=

i nearly fainted !
LOL.
everyone did well la, overall. :D
i think. :X

slept till school ends. xD
maran kept disturbing by his screams O_O"
and the other guys by shouting x_X
they were like playing cheat in front of my table. T_T
since there was no other space.

npcc training after school.
all the usual stuff.
standard drills and baton drills.
and some "talking" session.

201007
firstly,
HAPPY BIRTHDAY, KEXIN(:

had drill com from 8am-3pm.
okay, make that 7.30am-4.30pm. -.-
i was late though =.=

standard drills+fancy drills.
and sunburnt O_O"
my skin's like so easily sensitive to the... sun ?
wtf.

i didn't wanna waste my time and energy either.
maybe it was wrong for me to do so anyways.
yeah, it's all about you, you, you.
what a selfish person.


♥Saturday, October 20, 2007


17 October 2007

shall blog about yesterday.
161007.
after i uploaded my pictures.
but not today.
another day, perhaps.

171007
eoy results back !
well, almost.
shan't elaborate.
till i finish collecting all.
or maybe not ?

oral communication course was fun;D
running around and stuff.
it beats than staying in class and daydreaming ?
LOL.

but i'm so not looking forward to the 3minute speech at the end of the course.
SCARY-.-"
friday><

air-gun shooting-.-
almost all out of target ?
oh wells. \:

drill com, like last minute tmr ? -_-
WTH.
want to order xiuwen around. :XXXXXXXXX
jkjk(:
LMAO ^^
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seriously, why.
tell me ?
i guess not.


♥Wednesday, October 17, 2007


15 October 2007

CHOCOLATE ! MORTALLLLL(:
LOL.
AFTER :X
what an effect-.-
our footwear ! ;D
oops. :X
a proper one finally ! :D

before i went off.
clara unexpectedly said:
bye, dearie ! come back soon, okay ?
with that DAMN^^ face.
i replied:
bye sweetie ! i'll be home soon.
giving that -_-"""""""""" face.
okay, outing with joan today ^^

the bus came late for joan.
so i went to buy movie tickets first !
2nd row from the top :D

met alot of dunman people !
22 in total.
but expected luh, tampines mah-.-
2unknown people from 2C, 4 basketballers,
chun hong, mei yin, xinli, lee sihui, 2 people from 1eo6.
RYAN AND KAI TING.
&moremoremore.

lunched at food court(:
hahas.
after walked around to find presents:D

managed to get presents.
hope they like it. \:
LOL.
one belated, one coming ^^

ntuc.
hahahaa.
we couldn't resist the temptation of chocolates ! ;D
so we bought one respectively. ^^
watched mr woodcock !
funny funny funny.
compared with secret,
it's nothing. :X

wanted to camwhore at toilet !
but then the place's occupied.
so we went to the second floor near the lift de purple chair to sit ! :D
and started camwhoring. :XXXXXX

but we kinda failed.
cause joan started laughing as soon as she saw the camera -_-"
but managed to take some pictures though(:

took bus67 home.
joan took bus 10 home.
fun day xD

tmr ! :D
after drill com,
outing with belle, ann, jinghui and audrey
jinghui can't make it !
audrey couldn't make it the last minute !
SAD): but it's okay. :D
there's always a next time ^^
more pictures coming up ! :DDDD
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sometimes.
i have this feeling that you've planned it long ago.
yet hide it from me.
it's not good; it's bad.


♥Monday, October 15, 2007



it's near to 0100 ! :D
meeting up with joan later(:
photos later ^^

better catch on my sleep soon(:
12 more hours to the meet up ! ^^
lunch+movie+more ! xD

hahahaahahaahahaaa.


♥Monday, October 15, 2007



QUIZ FROM LYNN(:

RULES:
1. Put your iTunes, Windows Media Player etc on Shuffle.
2. For each question, press the next button to get your answer.
3. YOU MUST WRITE THAT SONG NAME DOWN NO MATTER HOW SILLY IT SOUNDS.
4. Put any comments in brackets after the song name.
- - -

1. If someone says “is this okay?” you say: Vulnerable {O_O}
2. What do you like in a guy/girl? When you’re looking like that (LOL-.-)
3. How do you feel today? Easy ( HAHA. Kinda true(: )
4. What is your life’s purpose? Over you (?)
5. What is your motto? AI ZAI NA LI(no logical sense. :X)
6. What do your friends think of you? Kan Tou( LOL(: )
7. What do you think of your parents? Inconsolable (hahahahaha.)
8. What do you think about very often? Big Girls Don’t Cry (sounds RIGHT ^^)
9. What is 2 + 2? Wo Ke Yi(HAHA.)
10. What do you think of your best friend? Shut Up And Drive (no comments.)
11. What do you think of the person you like? Zhu Guang Wan Can(LMAO !)
12. What is your life story? Beautiful Girls ( like xiuwen etcetc(: )
13. What do you want to be when you grow up? Awake( blog song=] )
14. What do you think of when you see the person you like? Wait For You (quite true. :X)
15. What will you dance to at your wedding? Ai Wo Bie Zou(YAY. It makes sense. \:)
16. What will they play at your funeral? Si Nian Shi Yi Zhong Bing (Sounds right ?)
17. What is your hobby/interest? Jiu Shi Ai Ni (LOLOL.)
18. What is your biggest fear? Big Big World(LOL, I agree. :X)
19. What is your biggest secret? Qing Tian (really ?)
20. What do you think of your friends? Bu Neng Shuo De Mi Mi (HAAHAHAHAAHAHA!)
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number#__ reminds me of you.


♥Monday, October 15, 2007


14 October 2007

LET THE PICTURES DO THE TALKING:D

LOL(: my sister tried taking photo of me.
but FAILED.

haha(: my cute sister. :X

solarize(:

JENNIFER calling boyf. :X

sharon(:-me(:
jennifer-sharon-me :D
again^^
jennifer&i ;D
JAPANESE ? i think. :X
my mum actually understands ! :D
title says:
guidance on polishing nails.
my mum transalated into english(:
WOW-.-
hmm, short summary.
church.icecream.tm.shopping.

met sharon and her mum.
shopped together.

went to the hair salon.
got my hair trimmed.
nodifferencethough.
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promises kept forever ?
i don't think so.


♥Sunday, October 14, 2007


13 October 2007

yesterday's post ! :D
131007~
4daysofholidays :D

i don't know if i should be happy about it.
rot for the entire day le. :X

and tuesday there's drill com training.
of all days, why TUESDAY ?! T_T
marking day leiiiiiiiiiiiiiiii.

chao also no use.
it's a fact.
and i reluctantly say yes.
i'm going.

my holidays are SIAN FULL with activities:D
yay, monday and tuesday get to go out ! ^^
i'm booking joan on monday ! ^^
and dating belle+ann on tuesday ! ;D

thanks for understanding, belle(:

i can't wait.
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the promise was never kept.
in fact, it was broken.
you made the promise to me.
&yet you destroyed it in your own hands.


♥Saturday, October 13, 2007


12 October 2007

HIGHLIGHTS OF THE DAY ! NIGHT-.-

formal photo #1 ! :D
formal photo#2 ! :D
informal shot ! ^^ {the guys were bad !}
and some people looking damn retarded.
gonna miss bryan tay, the-everything-also-pro ! :D
he's successfully transferred to NUS next year.
ALL THE BEST.
barCODE(: behind me ^^
some people posing.
and some people.. standing like a wooden block -.-"

special candid ! at least my smile didn't look that fake\:

decided to upload the class photos !
since i have nothing much to do nows(:

eoy over.
and 4days of holidays ! include the weekends(:
YAY ! ^^

i'll never ever be the first person you'll think of;



♥Friday, October 12, 2007



EXAMS FINALLY OVER(:

at least i can relax now.
though results's gonna get me down.
but oh wells.
i'll have to face reality anyways.

thursday.
maths-TERRIBLE HORRIBLE VEGETABLE(:
lost over 50 marks.
like OMG.
bryan tay can finish within 1andahalf hour.
and slack for 30minutesT_T
PRO lor.
home economics-unexpectedly 80marks.
was kinda unprepared. :X

thursday night.
stayed up the whole night to do art.
it may be easy to some people who can not sleep for 2D2N.
but it's a source of accomplishment to me.

chionged art till from 3pm-4.30am in the morning. T_T
slept for half an hour only ! -.-"
i was quite amazed how "energetic" i still was when i'm in school.
but art was seriously horrible.
i practically paint the whole thing knowing that there wasn't enough time for just using.
markers,pens, crayons, pencils, colour pencils.

eoy screwed.
oh great\:

lol, when i came home.
yes, like lijin said.
i reached home and drop onto bed straight away to sleep.
but alot of distractions.
especially my mum who was in a GOOD MOOD today.

right, out of all days,
it has to be today T_T

no point worrying though.
so i shall carry a positive attitude towards results !
and australia trip is confirmed ! :D
i guess. :X
31st october 2007-6th november 2007.
{includes departure and arrival !}

which means.
i can't skip drill com. -.="
lol !

now my eye's aching.
alright, shall sleep NOW soon(:
i miss the computer ! (:
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sometimes.
even the people dearest to you can end up being.
your worst enemy.
even the people dearest to you can end up.
hurting you.

at times.
i can't help thinking of the past.
i've got to be strong.


♥Friday, October 12, 2007


10 October 2007

thought i should blog before going offline(:

many things happened these past few days.
exams, australia, family, friends etcetc.
but i shall just summarise.

monday-
english compre was fine except the summary.
geography was terrible T_T
tuesday-
history was like -.-" as usual, didn't finish.
literature was difficult. got one question got me so lost and wasted so much time !
wednesday{today}-
chinese paper. i dont wish to talk about it. -.-
science was SIBEI DIFFICULT. T_T
section C got me so so so.
DEAD. X_x

and i might be going australia.
got to thank the school for everything.
and of course sharifah ! who would most probably be accompanying me ?
and siti too !
and idaffi !

but everything's not confirmed.
oh wells. \:

art's screwed.
oh great.
2moredays to freedom.
i shall hang on.

should i ?
or should i not ?


♥Wednesday, October 10, 2007


07 October 2007

EOY T_T
and going to be online latest for 25 minutes.
have been reading geography for the past few hours.
and yet, nothing gets into the brain.

other people can just read.
and ta-da, everything is in their brain.
on the day of the exam, their brains are like textbooks and notes.
that are able to provide the answers for the paper.

me ?
look at the paper.
and yes, my brain's as white as the paper.
nothing,
nothing in my brain.

only got problems, problems and more problems.
and lyrics i ALWAYS remember.
and memories that i'll never put aside while studying.

seriously, i think i'll have to challenge myself to the limit.
to me, i really feel that i've tried my utmost best in studying.
and if i still cannot do well.
at least.
i've tried.

i feel it's late to actually study like crazy at this moment.
because.
nothing gets into your head except stress.
okay, off to study !
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damn, i don't know why.
but i am feeling emo now -.-"
and kinda down.

at a moment when i am not even supposed to be.

being unable to help you in any way.
has already made me guilty enough.
looking at a certain blog post.
made me more upset than i was before.

a word in the blog reminded me of that day.
i think i'm more of a burden to you.

i feel my heart being pricked with many needles.
i'm just afraid my heart can't take it anymore.


♥Sunday, October 07, 2007


05 October 2007

every single minor thing that happens can also turn out to be my fault.
even a quarrel that did not involve me can in the end, involve me.
and being unable to help. i felt bad alreadys.
and in the end, you can say.
i was too overly-helpful.
and in the end, it became my fault.

all the arrows seem to be pointing at me, like i'm the cause of each problem.
i dont understand.
trying not to care and yet.

i still get into trouble.
and again, it's all my fault.
making me sad and angry at the same time.

i don't understand;
in the end, it all boils down to being my fault.
ever if i am not involved.


♥Friday, October 05, 2007



there was this particular website i saw online that got me so pissed.
but i dont want to mention it seriously.
no point fighting with such people.
because.
i'm poor in that particular subject(:

and pretty confused with how everyone in the world thinks.
is there really only ?
i dont know.
and i need to know both sides of the story.

in order to think who's right and who's wrong.
or maybe both are wrong. -.-"

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anyways, 2 paper's down already !
one more week, 10 more papers !
look on the positive side !

everyone, jyjy:D

i wouldn't mind facing it seriously;
i've already let it go long ago.
i'll no longer let it affect me;
it did yesterday and other days from the past.
but not from today onwards anymore.

nicely put, my feelings became numb because of how you treated me previously.
not-nicely put, you caused me to become who i am now.


♥Friday, October 05, 2007


03 October 2007

hello world(:
just coming online for 15 minutes to check blog, friendster etcetc.
and i'm going offline soon.

to continue with my humanities revision. T_T
i think i am going to fail everything luh.
my face now is BLUR BLUR BLUR. -.-"

2days left to eoy.
seriously it's freaking me out.
time flies !
2007's gonna be over !

so should i be happy or ? ://
hmmmmmmmm.
oh wells.
i'll be back posting during the weekends(:

till the end of end of years,

EVERYONE, jyjy ! ^^

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if you need to be happy;
i'll be your smile(:
or maybe i should just..
let it go.


♥Wednesday, October 03, 2007


01 October 2007

firstly,

HAPPY CHILDREN'S DAY ! ^^
i am young at heart(:

ekk, and i dont know what's wrong with friendster.
people receive weird testimonials.
that includes me !
there's a problem with friendster.
and seriously, i'm like freaking out !
so if you all see disgusting photos that is from me or what saying hello,
that's definitely a VIRUS ! -.-
WTH.

i feel kinda bad now actually.
i made someone grounded ? :X
not really,
but lost freedom for a week.
SORRY ! ><

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the sudden change of attitude.
you made reflect about what i said in my post yesterday.
all the replacement and manipulation.
which i'll never forget.
i am just not used to the way you treated me now and then.
then was this, now is that.
it makes me feel uneasy.

i know exams are approaching.
but i'm still abit scared about friendster. -.-"


♥Monday, October 01, 2007