i looked out of the window. and i saw it's raining.
i wonder if my heart is crying too like the rain.
is the rain trying to tell me to be strong or trying to tell me that i am weak?
people in church all tell me to be as strong as my mum.
not to break down easily. or so.
cause' out of my family.
i am the weakest.
i wonder if god is pitying me.
and so it is raining.
but who doesn't wanna be emotionally strong?
i wanna be one.
i have got to be strong.
no matter what happens.
even whether rain or shine.
i've got to maintain that smile on my face.
and isn't it saddenning if people does not appreciate you as their best friend when you sincerely treat them like one?
heartISbroken. :((
♥Wednesday, November 22, 2006